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Title: Dear Journal
Length:part 2/?
Author: Ally
Rating: pg13
Pairing: ?/Tora (one-sided)
Disclaimer: don't own them
Summary- some one in the group start to write in a journal about his problems
Warning-Unbetad, but i used Microsoft Word’s check
Dear Journal
So it is me again, I am back with even more problems. First of all when woke up the next day, I found out that my
clock was dead. Which meant that I was going to be late today. So I went to practice today and of course I am still
trying to get out of doing the fan service with Tora.
But the band says that I have no choice in the matter any more.
That I would just have to suck it up and do it. But I really do not want to do the fan service with Tora. I can just see it
now, he is going to touched me and then I will freeze. Then since I will stop playing, then every one will stop to
looked at me. It could wrecked the whole concert if Tora and I do this fan service.
I really needing to find a way out of doing this fan service with Tora.( yes i know that I sound like a bratty kid) Now if
what happened with whole fan service thing was enough. Tora decided that we should practiced flirting with each
other.( Should be a toally amazing thing if I thought that I stood a chance of having him as my boyfriend) So that
when we do it for the show it will look hot and sexy.
Jeez like that would be hard, he the one doing the fan service and there is no one sexy that him. But now back to my
problems, I try to get away from him. Nerveless he pushed me again the wall and started to rub against me( damn
did feel really good). However about a minute into, he saw a couple of girls in short skirt and he left me. He left the
room and fell to floor ready to have a panic attack.
What the hell is it going to be like when he does something like that to me n stage.( wait minute, I know what will
happen, i will melt in a puddle of nothing) Why does Tora have to like girls so much, why could he be bi at least. But no
he is so fuck straight it make me sick.
But I really need to get over Tora, he like female. There is no way I can change that little fact. I just need to get over
him and find myself a nice boyfriend. But damn I know that I am in love with this stupid guy. Also another problem is
every time that Tora see me, he tells me that he love me. Then he goes to find some hot chick to flirt with or he will
tell me about some girl that he would like to fuck. ( and of course I just love to hear about how he fuck some girl
really hard the night before)
All I have to say that I love you is an eight letters but so is bullshit. I swear the next time that I hear the words I love
you come from his mouth. Then I am going to have to punch his very sexy mouth. Ahahahah I really need to stop
thinking about hot and sexy Tora is. How I want to see him naked, those thoughts are so not helping me get over
him. Since I am writing about how hot Tora is.
Last night I had a wonderful totally sexy dream about him. We were alone in at his apartment and we were watching
a movie. When the movie was over I stood up to go home but Tora grabbed my hand. Then he pull me, so that I was
sitting on his lap. In the dream I was in shock since I was sitting on his lap. But then he kiss me on the lip. During
the kiss he slowly used his tongue to rub my bottom lip. It felt so good that I opened my mouth to moan. When I
opened my mouth his slowly deepen our kiss.
So this dream was started to get ready hot but then I woke up. I was in middle of such a
wonderful dream then I just had to wake up. How unfair is that, that there is something good happened to me. It
only last for a little while, just so unfair. And of course I definally have a little problem between my legs. Never mind
what the hell am I was thinking, I need to get over him. So that means no more dreaming or thinking about Tora.
Just maybe I should just pretended like he has the plague and avoid him. Too bad that would not work but if I did
that. Then everyone would know that some thing is weird and they would ask questions. Okay journal I need to find
ways to get over Tora. So I will really have to get some help besides you.
I think that I need to actually talk to someone about my situation. But who should I tell about what I am going
thought. I think that it would be best if it was some one who was not in the group. I will sleep on it and maybe I will
have dream where I figure out all of my problems. But good-night and thank for listening journal. Till next time
TBC
a/n- who should the mystery writer talk to about his problem. any ideas for who it should be