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Title: karma
Length:one-shot
Author: Ally
Rating: light R
Genre: Angst/ Drama
Pairing: Yunho/?, JaeHo and many more
Disclaimer: don't own them
Summary- something happened and Yunho doesn't trust Jaejoong. which leads to terrible things to happen
Warning- someone dies, Unbetad, but i used Microsoft Word’s check
x-posted
Why could he not trust me, when I love him so much though Jaejoong. I gave him, my whole heart and everything but he could not trust me. He is blaming everything on me, he actually think that I would betrayed his trust. After four years of loving him, he does not trust me.
My life was perfect a week ago. But somehow in seven days my perfect life got ruining. My happiness was take from me. My perfect happiness that would never return back to me. It was gone forever and there was no way to get it back. A week ago all I could feel was happiness and love. But now all I felt was pain and heartache. I was hurting so very badly. I want the pain to go away and never return. But it just would not go away, no matter what I did. But why did Yunho not believe me. Why did Yunho have to believe someone else over me. How could he believe Seul Gi over me. He chosen to believe someone he knew for few weeks over me. It was a memory I was sure that I would never be able to forgot.
Flashback to a week ago
Jaejoong was sitting on the couch waiting for his boyfriend to come home. They had plans for tonight, so Jaejoong was just waiting for Yunho to come home Jaejoong have planned the perfect night since it had been awhile since their last date. It was hard to find some alone time with the group working on their new single. But finally they were getting some alone time and Jaejoong was really looking forward to it. He just needing Yunho to come home.
After about another fifteen minutes there was Yunho walking in the door.
"Hey Yunnie what took you so long" said Jaejoong as he went to give Yunho a hug but the other boy pushed him away.
" Stay the hell away from me" yell Yunho
" What is wrong Yunnie" asked Jaejoong
" I trusted you" yell Yunho as punch Jaejoong in the stomach.
" What is wrong and why are you acting like this" asked Jaejoong
" I love you and cheated on me" yell Yunho
" Yunnie, I would never cheated on you. I love you with my whole heart" said Jaejoong
" Shut the hell up, I know the truth now so stop lying" yell Yunho
" But Yunnie I would never cheated on you. Why are you saying this" asked Jaejoong
" Fuck off you are just a slut who like to whore yourself off" yell Yunho
" Stop it Yunho" said Jaejoong
" Why it is the truth, you are just a slut who probably fuck anything" yell Yunho
" Stop it Yunho, are you drunk or something" said Jaejoong as he started to cry.
" No actually I just finally know the truth that my ex-boyfriend is just a cheating whore" yell Yunho
" Yunnie I never cheated on you, why do you not believe me" asked Jaejoong
" Shut up slut, I know that you got fuck by Se7en last night when I was away" yell Yunho
" But Yunho I have not see Se7en since last month in Japan" said Jaejoong
" Stop lying to me, Seul Gi came over to the apartment lasts night to see you. But all she could hear was you moaning Se7en name" yell Yunho
" But Yunho was home alone last night" said Jaejoong.
" Just quit it, I wish that I never I have to see you again. But for the good of the group I will talk to you about group stuff. Also we will pretended to be friend but never touched me again. I do not want a dirty whore to touched me" said Yunho
" Why Yunnie why cannot believe me I love you and would never cheated on you" said Jaejoong
" Fuck off Jaejoong we are over now. But I have to go I have a date with Seul Gi" said Yunho
" Please Yunho do not leave me" beg Jaejoong
" Go to hell slut" yell Yunho as he punch Jaejoong in the stomach.
The hit was so hard that Jaejoong fell to the ground. Yunho just walked away and left Jaejoong on the floor. Jaejoong did not get up, he just stay on the floor crying.
End of Flashback
That had just happened seven days ago and in the past seven day. I have try to talk to Yunho but he just left me alone. He would just not believe me and it was so very painful. Also everytime that I would touched him in effort to make him talk to me. But every touch I give to him would result in me getting another punch from him.
But the last straw was today, I had just come home. There in our shared bedroom was him fucking Seul Gi on my bed. They were so busy with their act that they did not even notice me. After seeing that I knew that I needing to make the pains go away. So that is why I am in the room of secrets. In this room I know that no one will bug me. As i think about Yunho and Seul Gi being together I slowly drag the knife against my wrist. As the blood slowly started to drip from the wound. I feel like my blood is the pain that Yunho cause me. But since the blood dripping into a puddle the pain is going away. So I started to make more cuts on my wrist. Then I take the knife to make a huge gash on my arm. I point the knife at my elbow and slowly drag it from my elbow to my pinky. Now the blood is going everywhere and the pain is getting less. I finally starting to feel numb. Good because I never want to feel anything again. I look at the floor and there is blood everywhere. My pain is all around me but there is still some pain in my heart. But I am sure that, the pain in heart is forever thing just like my love for Yunho. I still love him even after what he did to me. I will love him forever and nothing wills take my love away.
As the last drop of blood fell from Jaejoong cut. Finally all the pain left him, he was at peace as he closed his eyes for the last time.
At the funeral, no one could believe that Jaejoong was no longer alive. It had been poor Yoochun to find his best friend body covered in blood. Yoochun was still crying since he had found the body he tears had not stop. Junsu and Changmin were also both in deep pain at the lose of Jaejoong. The funeral was huge there were so many people who love Jaejoong and want to have their finally good-bye. At funeral Yunho was sitting with Seul Gi . When Se7en and Taebin came up to Yunho.
" I am so sorry that this happened. When I heard I hopped on the first plane I could" said Se7en
" Where were you" asked Yunho
" Yunho did you forget I have been in Japan for the last month working on my new single with Taebin. I only arrived in here about an hour ago" said Se7en
" You were in Japan" said Yunho
" Yes but I am so very sorry for the lost of Jaejoong. He will be miss greatly but really how are you dealing" asked Se7en
" I just do not know" said Yunho
" Just remembered that Jaejoong love you more than life it self. He will be waiting for you in heaven. But I am going to say my last good-bye. But if you ever want to talk you just called me" said Se7en.
Yunho could not believe what Se7en have told him. Se7en have been in Japan for the last month, there was no way that Jaejoong could cheated on him. Yunho slowly turned to Seul Gi who definitely looked a bit paler.
" You say that you heard Jaejoong moaning Se7en name" said Yunho
" I must just got the name wrong, ah maybe it was Eru. Yeah it was actually Eru who Jaejoong was cheating with" said Seul Gi
" Eru has been in China for the past three months" said Yunho
" ah ah sorry I just can't think straight at the moment. It was actually Hyunjoong from the group SS501" said Seul Gi
" He was also in Japan, and i just came back last night. SS501 is working on their Japanese single" said Yunho
" So what I am not sure who cheated with" said Seul Gi
" Bitch" yell Yoochun as he walked up to the two.
" What do you want Chunnie, are you going to cry some more over poor little Joongie" said Seul Gi
" Fuck you, how dare you say those things about Joongie" yell Yoochun
" You lie to me, Jaejoong was never cheating on me" said Yunho
" So what I lie but Jaejoong is dead and it is all your fault. It was become of you that he is dead" said Seul Gi
" Shut the fuck up bitch" yell Yoochun as he punch Seul Gi in the face.
" You asshole, how dare you touched me" screamed Seul Gi
" Because of you bitch, my best friend is dead" yell Yoochun
" Yunho defended me" yell Seul Gi
" Get the hell away from me, I never want to see you again" yell Yunho
" But Yunho I am your girlfriend" yell Seul Gi
" Go die and do the world a favor" yell Yunho
" Fine but just remembered that Joongie is dead and it is all your fault" yell Seul Gi then she left the church.
" Chunnie this is all my fault, it is all my fault" said Yunho who started to cry
" No it is Seul Gi fault, it is because of her" said Yoochun
" No Chunnie it is my fault, why did I not trust him" said Yunho
" Yunnie just remembered that Jaejoong love you and want you to be happy" said Yoochun
" But he is gone and it my fault" said Yunho
" No you are wrong it was a terrible thing that happened" said Yoochun
" I wish that I could say sorry to Jaejoong" said Yunho
" You can Yunho" answered Yoochun
" Yunho, I have something for you" said Changmin as he walked up the pair
" What do you have for me" asked Yunho
" It is a letter from Jaejoong, I just found it today" said Changmin as he hand the letter to Yunho
" A letter from Joongie" said Yunho
" We will leave, so you can read the letter in peace and quiet" said Yoochun as he grabbed Changmin's hand and they walked away to find Junsu.
Yunho look at the letter in hands, he was not sure if he want to read. But there was something in his heart that made have a want to read it. So he opened the letter.
Dear Yunnie,
First of all I love you so very much. Also this is no way your fault at all. I just needing the pain to go away and this was the easy way. But remembered that I will love you for the rest of my life. But the most important thing is I want you to be happy and live your life to fullest. Do me a favor and also live life for me too. Now the really important thing that I need you to do. I want to take care of Changmin for me. I am worry how he is going to take my death so please take care of my baby Minnie. I forgive you for anything that you think that you need to be forgive. But now it is time for me to say good bye my love
Love Jaejoong
The tears just poured down Yunho's face when he finished reading the letter. He was going to make it up to Jaejoong, he was going to make sure that no one would ever hurt Changmin. He would spend the rest of his life makes sure that Changmin was always happy and smiling. Yunho decided to go to find Minnie to started to make him feel better.
A few hours later when the funeral was over and everyone had left. There was two people standing at Jaejoong grave.
" So am I going crazy" asked Yoochun
" Hell no" answered the other person
" But I am talking to a ghost Joongie. How the hell am I not to think that I am going crazy. Also should you really be say the word hell" said Yoochun
" No Chunnie we are soulmate and that is why you can see me" answered Jaejoong
" I wish that you were still here" said Yoochun
" Actually it was my time, i was suppose died" said Jaejoong
" No that is unfair that it was your time. You are young you should still be alive" said Yoochun
" Chunnie I am dead, I am needing you to move on " said Jaejoong
" No Joongie I want you to be alive. Also are you worried about Yunho and how he will be going to do" asked Yoochun
" In ten month, Yunho and Changmin will be dating but I need you to help Yunnie. I want you to make sure that he does not do anything stupid" said Jaejoong
"He is going to dating Changmin" asked Yoochun
"Yes but he will need your help" said Jaejoong
" Are you okay with him dating someone else" asked Yoochun
" Yes because I want him to be happy in his life" said Jaejoong
" If it will make you happy then I will make sure that they end up together" said Yoochun
" I would be really happy if someone would move on with his life" said Jaejoong
" Sorry Joongie but I will wait forever for you" said Yoochun
" Silly boy" said Jaejoong
" Hey Joongie what about Su, well he be okay" said Yoochun
" You know how he and Eunhyuk are best friends. Well in three month, two days and four hours they will be more" said Jaejoong
" But what about Seul Gi" asked Yoochun
" Like you always say karma is bitch" answered Jaejoong
" Joongie what is going to happened to her" asked Yoochun
" It is also her time too, tonight on her way to her concert she will get in a car accident" answered Jaejoong
" Damn karma is bitch" said Yoochun
" But you Chunnie are going to have a long and happy life" said Jaejoong
" But I want to be with you" said Yoochun
" Sorry Chunnie but it is time to said good-bye" said Jaejoong
" But I don't want to " said Yoochun
" Just remembers that I love you and we are soul mates forever" said Jaejoong
" Bye " whispered Yoochun as he watched Jaejoong vanished.
The End
Length:one-shot
Author: Ally
Rating: light R
Genre: Angst/ Drama
Pairing: Yunho/?, JaeHo and many more
Disclaimer: don't own them
Summary- something happened and Yunho doesn't trust Jaejoong. which leads to terrible things to happen
Warning- someone dies, Unbetad, but i used Microsoft Word’s check
x-posted
Why could he not trust me, when I love him so much though Jaejoong. I gave him, my whole heart and everything but he could not trust me. He is blaming everything on me, he actually think that I would betrayed his trust. After four years of loving him, he does not trust me.
My life was perfect a week ago. But somehow in seven days my perfect life got ruining. My happiness was take from me. My perfect happiness that would never return back to me. It was gone forever and there was no way to get it back. A week ago all I could feel was happiness and love. But now all I felt was pain and heartache. I was hurting so very badly. I want the pain to go away and never return. But it just would not go away, no matter what I did. But why did Yunho not believe me. Why did Yunho have to believe someone else over me. How could he believe Seul Gi over me. He chosen to believe someone he knew for few weeks over me. It was a memory I was sure that I would never be able to forgot.
Flashback to a week ago
Jaejoong was sitting on the couch waiting for his boyfriend to come home. They had plans for tonight, so Jaejoong was just waiting for Yunho to come home Jaejoong have planned the perfect night since it had been awhile since their last date. It was hard to find some alone time with the group working on their new single. But finally they were getting some alone time and Jaejoong was really looking forward to it. He just needing Yunho to come home.
After about another fifteen minutes there was Yunho walking in the door.
"Hey Yunnie what took you so long" said Jaejoong as he went to give Yunho a hug but the other boy pushed him away.
" Stay the hell away from me" yell Yunho
" What is wrong Yunnie" asked Jaejoong
" I trusted you" yell Yunho as punch Jaejoong in the stomach.
" What is wrong and why are you acting like this" asked Jaejoong
" I love you and cheated on me" yell Yunho
" Yunnie, I would never cheated on you. I love you with my whole heart" said Jaejoong
" Shut the hell up, I know the truth now so stop lying" yell Yunho
" But Yunnie I would never cheated on you. Why are you saying this" asked Jaejoong
" Fuck off you are just a slut who like to whore yourself off" yell Yunho
" Stop it Yunho" said Jaejoong
" Why it is the truth, you are just a slut who probably fuck anything" yell Yunho
" Stop it Yunho, are you drunk or something" said Jaejoong as he started to cry.
" No actually I just finally know the truth that my ex-boyfriend is just a cheating whore" yell Yunho
" Yunnie I never cheated on you, why do you not believe me" asked Jaejoong
" Shut up slut, I know that you got fuck by Se7en last night when I was away" yell Yunho
" But Yunho I have not see Se7en since last month in Japan" said Jaejoong
" Stop lying to me, Seul Gi came over to the apartment lasts night to see you. But all she could hear was you moaning Se7en name" yell Yunho
" But Yunho was home alone last night" said Jaejoong.
" Just quit it, I wish that I never I have to see you again. But for the good of the group I will talk to you about group stuff. Also we will pretended to be friend but never touched me again. I do not want a dirty whore to touched me" said Yunho
" Why Yunnie why cannot believe me I love you and would never cheated on you" said Jaejoong
" Fuck off Jaejoong we are over now. But I have to go I have a date with Seul Gi" said Yunho
" Please Yunho do not leave me" beg Jaejoong
" Go to hell slut" yell Yunho as he punch Jaejoong in the stomach.
The hit was so hard that Jaejoong fell to the ground. Yunho just walked away and left Jaejoong on the floor. Jaejoong did not get up, he just stay on the floor crying.
End of Flashback
That had just happened seven days ago and in the past seven day. I have try to talk to Yunho but he just left me alone. He would just not believe me and it was so very painful. Also everytime that I would touched him in effort to make him talk to me. But every touch I give to him would result in me getting another punch from him.
But the last straw was today, I had just come home. There in our shared bedroom was him fucking Seul Gi on my bed. They were so busy with their act that they did not even notice me. After seeing that I knew that I needing to make the pains go away. So that is why I am in the room of secrets. In this room I know that no one will bug me. As i think about Yunho and Seul Gi being together I slowly drag the knife against my wrist. As the blood slowly started to drip from the wound. I feel like my blood is the pain that Yunho cause me. But since the blood dripping into a puddle the pain is going away. So I started to make more cuts on my wrist. Then I take the knife to make a huge gash on my arm. I point the knife at my elbow and slowly drag it from my elbow to my pinky. Now the blood is going everywhere and the pain is getting less. I finally starting to feel numb. Good because I never want to feel anything again. I look at the floor and there is blood everywhere. My pain is all around me but there is still some pain in my heart. But I am sure that, the pain in heart is forever thing just like my love for Yunho. I still love him even after what he did to me. I will love him forever and nothing wills take my love away.
As the last drop of blood fell from Jaejoong cut. Finally all the pain left him, he was at peace as he closed his eyes for the last time.
At the funeral, no one could believe that Jaejoong was no longer alive. It had been poor Yoochun to find his best friend body covered in blood. Yoochun was still crying since he had found the body he tears had not stop. Junsu and Changmin were also both in deep pain at the lose of Jaejoong. The funeral was huge there were so many people who love Jaejoong and want to have their finally good-bye. At funeral Yunho was sitting with Seul Gi . When Se7en and Taebin came up to Yunho.
" I am so sorry that this happened. When I heard I hopped on the first plane I could" said Se7en
" Where were you" asked Yunho
" Yunho did you forget I have been in Japan for the last month working on my new single with Taebin. I only arrived in here about an hour ago" said Se7en
" You were in Japan" said Yunho
" Yes but I am so very sorry for the lost of Jaejoong. He will be miss greatly but really how are you dealing" asked Se7en
" I just do not know" said Yunho
" Just remembered that Jaejoong love you more than life it self. He will be waiting for you in heaven. But I am going to say my last good-bye. But if you ever want to talk you just called me" said Se7en.
Yunho could not believe what Se7en have told him. Se7en have been in Japan for the last month, there was no way that Jaejoong could cheated on him. Yunho slowly turned to Seul Gi who definitely looked a bit paler.
" You say that you heard Jaejoong moaning Se7en name" said Yunho
" I must just got the name wrong, ah maybe it was Eru. Yeah it was actually Eru who Jaejoong was cheating with" said Seul Gi
" Eru has been in China for the past three months" said Yunho
" ah ah sorry I just can't think straight at the moment. It was actually Hyunjoong from the group SS501" said Seul Gi
" He was also in Japan, and i just came back last night. SS501 is working on their Japanese single" said Yunho
" So what I am not sure who cheated with" said Seul Gi
" Bitch" yell Yoochun as he walked up to the two.
" What do you want Chunnie, are you going to cry some more over poor little Joongie" said Seul Gi
" Fuck you, how dare you say those things about Joongie" yell Yoochun
" You lie to me, Jaejoong was never cheating on me" said Yunho
" So what I lie but Jaejoong is dead and it is all your fault. It was become of you that he is dead" said Seul Gi
" Shut the fuck up bitch" yell Yoochun as he punch Seul Gi in the face.
" You asshole, how dare you touched me" screamed Seul Gi
" Because of you bitch, my best friend is dead" yell Yoochun
" Yunho defended me" yell Seul Gi
" Get the hell away from me, I never want to see you again" yell Yunho
" But Yunho I am your girlfriend" yell Seul Gi
" Go die and do the world a favor" yell Yunho
" Fine but just remembered that Joongie is dead and it is all your fault" yell Seul Gi then she left the church.
" Chunnie this is all my fault, it is all my fault" said Yunho who started to cry
" No it is Seul Gi fault, it is because of her" said Yoochun
" No Chunnie it is my fault, why did I not trust him" said Yunho
" Yunnie just remembered that Jaejoong love you and want you to be happy" said Yoochun
" But he is gone and it my fault" said Yunho
" No you are wrong it was a terrible thing that happened" said Yoochun
" I wish that I could say sorry to Jaejoong" said Yunho
" You can Yunho" answered Yoochun
" Yunho, I have something for you" said Changmin as he walked up the pair
" What do you have for me" asked Yunho
" It is a letter from Jaejoong, I just found it today" said Changmin as he hand the letter to Yunho
" A letter from Joongie" said Yunho
" We will leave, so you can read the letter in peace and quiet" said Yoochun as he grabbed Changmin's hand and they walked away to find Junsu.
Yunho look at the letter in hands, he was not sure if he want to read. But there was something in his heart that made have a want to read it. So he opened the letter.
Dear Yunnie,
First of all I love you so very much. Also this is no way your fault at all. I just needing the pain to go away and this was the easy way. But remembered that I will love you for the rest of my life. But the most important thing is I want you to be happy and live your life to fullest. Do me a favor and also live life for me too. Now the really important thing that I need you to do. I want to take care of Changmin for me. I am worry how he is going to take my death so please take care of my baby Minnie. I forgive you for anything that you think that you need to be forgive. But now it is time for me to say good bye my love
Love Jaejoong
The tears just poured down Yunho's face when he finished reading the letter. He was going to make it up to Jaejoong, he was going to make sure that no one would ever hurt Changmin. He would spend the rest of his life makes sure that Changmin was always happy and smiling. Yunho decided to go to find Minnie to started to make him feel better.
A few hours later when the funeral was over and everyone had left. There was two people standing at Jaejoong grave.
" So am I going crazy" asked Yoochun
" Hell no" answered the other person
" But I am talking to a ghost Joongie. How the hell am I not to think that I am going crazy. Also should you really be say the word hell" said Yoochun
" No Chunnie we are soulmate and that is why you can see me" answered Jaejoong
" I wish that you were still here" said Yoochun
" Actually it was my time, i was suppose died" said Jaejoong
" No that is unfair that it was your time. You are young you should still be alive" said Yoochun
" Chunnie I am dead, I am needing you to move on " said Jaejoong
" No Joongie I want you to be alive. Also are you worried about Yunho and how he will be going to do" asked Yoochun
" In ten month, Yunho and Changmin will be dating but I need you to help Yunnie. I want you to make sure that he does not do anything stupid" said Jaejoong
"He is going to dating Changmin" asked Yoochun
"Yes but he will need your help" said Jaejoong
" Are you okay with him dating someone else" asked Yoochun
" Yes because I want him to be happy in his life" said Jaejoong
" If it will make you happy then I will make sure that they end up together" said Yoochun
" I would be really happy if someone would move on with his life" said Jaejoong
" Sorry Joongie but I will wait forever for you" said Yoochun
" Silly boy" said Jaejoong
" Hey Joongie what about Su, well he be okay" said Yoochun
" You know how he and Eunhyuk are best friends. Well in three month, two days and four hours they will be more" said Jaejoong
" But what about Seul Gi" asked Yoochun
" Like you always say karma is bitch" answered Jaejoong
" Joongie what is going to happened to her" asked Yoochun
" It is also her time too, tonight on her way to her concert she will get in a car accident" answered Jaejoong
" Damn karma is bitch" said Yoochun
" But you Chunnie are going to have a long and happy life" said Jaejoong
" But I want to be with you" said Yoochun
" Sorry Chunnie but it is time to said good-bye" said Jaejoong
" But I don't want to " said Yoochun
" Just remembers that I love you and we are soul mates forever" said Jaejoong
" Bye " whispered Yoochun as he watched Jaejoong vanished.
The End