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i'll be getting a laptop and a digital camera with the money from the government.
i'm also working out and fitting back in to some old spring dresses.
i swear, i am just like a bear, i get plumped for winter.
i'm incredibly, still, in love.
he likes my not-so-leveled bangs.
and i do too.
i'm going to be seeing a therapist.
my wall is thicker with friends. my mind is getting too full. and i think it's just time to talk.
tell my secrets to.
he says: "i think you should talk to someone."
i say: "but i'm trying hard not to be my mother."
he says: "but you are if you don't."
and he's right. i've got some bones in my closet. i got a life in my head that i've had and begging for it back.
however, i'm no longer stuck between men.
it's nice.
we're taking a trip to Texas to see his best friends wedding. and we're going to stop at cheesy roadside attractions.
we'll be camping in Colorado with his family sometime in June.
sad news: my Yai Yai is now laying in Hospice. My father decided to "let nature take its course" with her. she has lost two pints of blood so far. have you ever waited around for some one's death? this has been a horrible two years with this. and it hasn't been the best of week with this.