slap in the face

[8endotet]

no matter how much i deny or ignore it, i'm constantly confronted with the reality that i'm incompetent. so much so that i don't know how to spell it. i can blame circumstances, people, supposed random chance but truthfully there's always a way to get things done, and i don't do it.

i used to argue with doug that you don't really become your parents, but fucking hell. i didn't win that argument either (see above paragraph on why).