NO FUCKING WAY.
Sige lang, all of you can try to convince me all the way to my grave, but I still don't want to. Even if you pay me just like last time I still won't do it. That's how much I don't want to do it. And don't go all "Do this for God" on me because it won't work and it will just increase my blood's temperature. I mean, I love God and I pray everyday and I always have a rosary with me when I go out but I will not wear a gown and parade around the streets for all people to see just so I can prove my holiness. I DID IT ONCE, I'M NOT DOING IT AGAIN. Heck, the photo I had during that time kills me everytime I see it. Screw this, now that I'm reminded of that moment, reliving the memory in my head just turns me into a human ragetoon. Also, stop trying to flatter me because seriously, it fails even more than the God reason. There are other girls who probably would be willing enough to do it and you can ask them. I'm not the only girl in this area. STOP FORCING ME. STOP FORCING ME. STOP FUCKING FORCING ME. Oo na, maarte na. I have issues. Deal with it. Actually, if you'd let me, I'd be more than willing to document the event. But join it? FUCK, NO.