Feb 04, 2006 11:07
hmm well I've been in a weird mood all this week. I didn't know why, until now. I had a revelation in the shower. I think it's because I feel like I don't have the security here like I did at home. Nothing is a guarentee. I'm not sure of anything, anymore. Derek thinks it's something to do with him, but it isn't. I love him so much and I hope he knows that <3
Well I signed up to volunteer for Caregivers. They're going to set me up with an elderly woman before I get my surgery on the 22nd. Once I'm better, I get to start visiting her =) I can't wait!
Last night I went to the Monarchs game with my Daddy <3 It was actually really really fun. I was still in a weird mood though, but I tried to push that aside and just enjoy myself. We talked for a while, too. As much as I fight with them, I'm really going to miss them once college rolls around.
This morning was very productive. I called my old manager and I get to go in and see him next Saturday to try and get my job back at Dunkin Donuts. I think I'm getting a workout club membership on Monday, too. I'm really happy about that one. I hate sitting on my ass all day.
Jacki & I have plans for tonight since her house is going to be raided with cheerleaders. Ugh, the poor thing. I think Derek's coming up tonight, too. So it should be fun.
weird mood