don't read past the DA plug if you want to live
Today's deviant artist is Starlight-Usagi. I know it sounds like a tween from the nineties, but actually, this is a beautiful, one page gallery. I am very fond of the colouring style, it's lovely.
[EDIT: It's really, really, really lovely]
On the first day of uni, I killed five hours, and then found out that my two o'clock 'workshop' was not on. You know, if you aren't going to turn up, you fucking slack-assed tutor, you could let your class know beforehand. Just a suggestion.
Otherwise, I had a nice tea and cookie, saw some people, and listened to loud music (that bit was at home).
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I also drew a picture, but, just like my every inane thought shouldn't be journalled (I'm only posting to pimp today's DA pick), I probably shouldn't post every CG I do. That said, fuck you all, I am anyway.
Sorry, I'm sure my mood will improve, I just forgot [lately] to be myself (did I? I can't tell anymore), and I think I've been trying to spew a lot of me out on display. Whenever this happens, regardless of how good a mood I am in, part of me is veeery prickly and feels constantly judged by everyone ever all the time, and I get angrier and angrier inside, until I work out that I'm actually just angry at myself. Of course, I only worked this out today. I'm already annoyed at myself for writing down on livejournal; I want to stop telling people all my thoughts all the time - it's stupid, and results in me talking too much. But here I am, venting.
That said, I am annoyed at someone else, but it's on an unverified principle so far. It looks a bit dodgy though. I don't care anyway. Well...
Um, requests:
Wow, venting really does work. I think I'll keep my picture for myself =) Hopefully my inside and outside will recalibrate and reach an equilibrium soon, being severely irritated at yourself is.... irritating. Oh, I should have just cut this whole post -_-
[EDIT: It's really, really, really lovely]
On the first day of uni, I killed five hours, and then found out that my two o'clock 'workshop' was not on. You know, if you aren't going to turn up, you fucking slack-assed tutor, you could let your class know beforehand. Just a suggestion.
Otherwise, I had a nice tea and cookie, saw some people, and listened to loud music (that bit was at home).
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I also drew a picture, but, just like my every inane thought shouldn't be journalled (I'm only posting to pimp today's DA pick), I probably shouldn't post every CG I do. That said, fuck you all, I am anyway.
Sorry, I'm sure my mood will improve, I just forgot [lately] to be myself (did I? I can't tell anymore), and I think I've been trying to spew a lot of me out on display. Whenever this happens, regardless of how good a mood I am in, part of me is veeery prickly and feels constantly judged by everyone ever all the time, and I get angrier and angrier inside, until I work out that I'm actually just angry at myself. Of course, I only worked this out today. I'm already annoyed at myself for writing down on livejournal; I want to stop telling people all my thoughts all the time - it's stupid, and results in me talking too much. But here I am, venting.
That said, I am annoyed at someone else, but it's on an unverified principle so far. It looks a bit dodgy though. I don't care anyway. Well...
Um, requests:
- If I put myself down regarding intelligence, kick me unless I had a reason. I'm not the brightest crayon in the box, but I say "I'm dumb" too often
- If I say I'm too lazy to do something, press me about it
- If I'm talking to much, tell me to shut up
Wow, venting really does work. I think I'll keep my picture for myself =) Hopefully my inside and outside will recalibrate and reach an equilibrium soon, being severely irritated at yourself is.... irritating. Oh, I should have just cut this whole post -_-