be warned: ranty
What's more important? Going at your own pace, or having the discipline to do things at others'?
I suppose the answer is a careful balance of the two.
But that still doesn't inspire me to clean my study. Especially considering that, technically, my Dad made the mess when he cleaned out the old computer table.
*sigh*
I finished His Dark Materials last night.... at twenty-to-four in the morning T_T;;
Ah, it was.... Even though I've read it two or three times before, this time.... I feel unresolved.... I probably felt like that every time, but... hmmmmm. It's so emotional to go through that whole journey, and to think about how big it was, and how small everyone else was and...
This morning I tried to see my dæmon this morning... But I knew it wouldn't work. The same way I can tell magic won't work in my dreams. It's unfortunate, I'd love to have a dæmon, almost more than anything else, I think.
Also, I read volume five of Loveless last night ^_^
AH, how I love thee. That series has everything I love.... well, it has lots of ambiguity and sadism, which is basically the same thing ;)
I love how every volume give you absolute loads to think about. I always have to read a volume at least twice before reading the next one.
To keep myself amused, I've been thinking..... about who is the fighter and who is the sacrifice in the relationships of those around me and other characters and what-not. It's entertaining...
I know for absolute sure that I'm a FIGHTER [edit] =)
This of course led me to the MOST AWESOME, obvious, COOLEST IDEA EVARRRR:
Loveless & Kingdom Hearts II crossover!! XDDDDDDDDDDD
I am so good.
What else?
Why are there so many spiders around my desk?
Oh! And I got such a lovely review for my fanfic ^____________________^ *glows* squeetles!!
I suppose the answer is a careful balance of the two.
But that still doesn't inspire me to clean my study. Especially considering that, technically, my Dad made the mess when he cleaned out the old computer table.
*sigh*
I finished His Dark Materials last night.... at twenty-to-four in the morning T_T;;
Ah, it was.... Even though I've read it two or three times before, this time.... I feel unresolved.... I probably felt like that every time, but... hmmmmm. It's so emotional to go through that whole journey, and to think about how big it was, and how small everyone else was and...
This morning I tried to see my dæmon this morning... But I knew it wouldn't work. The same way I can tell magic won't work in my dreams. It's unfortunate, I'd love to have a dæmon, almost more than anything else, I think.
Also, I read volume five of Loveless last night ^_^
AH, how I love thee. That series has everything I love.... well, it has lots of ambiguity and sadism, which is basically the same thing ;)
I love how every volume give you absolute loads to think about. I always have to read a volume at least twice before reading the next one.
To keep myself amused, I've been thinking..... about who is the fighter and who is the sacrifice in the relationships of those around me and other characters and what-not. It's entertaining...
I know for absolute sure that I'm a FIGHTER [edit] =)
This of course led me to the MOST AWESOME, obvious, COOLEST IDEA EVARRRR:
Loveless & Kingdom Hearts II crossover!! XDDDDDDDDDDD
I am so good.
What else?
Why are there so many spiders around my desk?
Oh! And I got such a lovely review for my fanfic ^____________________^ *glows* squeetles!!