Take that in your pipe and smoke it
So I got a letter from Lesley last night informing me that based on my SAT scores I'm taking English Composition and Quantitative Reasoning which means........I'M NOT IN THE LOWEST ENGLISH OR MATH CLASS. THEY OFFER. This might be the first time in ages, it's quite amazing.
So um....I had a whole livejournal entry written, ready to post the day after graduation about my life over the past 6 months. I'm not chickening out but, after reading it again, I realized it was much more bitter and hostle than I ever intended.
Here's the most important part:
I never gave it up. I suppose this is anyone’s confirmation that I am in fact an addict and if it weren’t for my belief in the theory it isn’t physically possible, then I’d say this is really really good evidence. There’s very little to say on the matter. I suppose you’re looking for something like “the sweet slow burn was just a temptress I couldn’t resist” or “my nights were lonely and cold without it” but you won’t find that here. I just enjoy it.
Well there you go, dont hate me. The lying was the worst part. So basically I'm asking for your forgiveness either because I've been lying to you for 6 months or you're disappointed in me, which ever applies. Just know I'm not disappointed in myself and if I could go back and tell myself not to take that first hit, I wouldnt change a single thing.
Cheers.
So um....I had a whole livejournal entry written, ready to post the day after graduation about my life over the past 6 months. I'm not chickening out but, after reading it again, I realized it was much more bitter and hostle than I ever intended.
Here's the most important part:
I never gave it up. I suppose this is anyone’s confirmation that I am in fact an addict and if it weren’t for my belief in the theory it isn’t physically possible, then I’d say this is really really good evidence. There’s very little to say on the matter. I suppose you’re looking for something like “the sweet slow burn was just a temptress I couldn’t resist” or “my nights were lonely and cold without it” but you won’t find that here. I just enjoy it.
Well there you go, dont hate me. The lying was the worst part. So basically I'm asking for your forgiveness either because I've been lying to you for 6 months or you're disappointed in me, which ever applies. Just know I'm not disappointed in myself and if I could go back and tell myself not to take that first hit, I wouldnt change a single thing.
Cheers.