I'm really alive!

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I haven't journaled, in any of my four journals, in quite a while. I find myself trying to do everything and accomplishing not a lot. I did get my grocery shopping, dogs nails trimmed, and the fridge cleaned out. Today was successful even though I got very little sleep last night. i am enjoying this new keyboard my hubby bought for me. It's hard to write when your n and b keys aren't working. I am finding myself discontent again and making up these silly romance stories in my head as I try to drift asleep alone. I need romance! It is so hard to feel passionate and full of life when I am without romance. I keep hearing and reading that I am supposed to be "romanced" by God. How do I do that? How do I let that happen? If anyone can tell me let me know. I think I might have experienced it a few times but i need some direction. I also find myself wanting to watch excessive amounts of TV. I think i enjoy being caught up in someone else's life even when it is pretend.
Enough about me.
Mia is getting so big and she is saying words like book and dog and ...etc...I am enjoying her so much. She is a joy to be around. Her personality is really sweet. She knows when a stranger needs a smile or a hi! I love taking her to places like Target. There was this grumpy lady standing outside of Target looking pretty upset. I was trying to get the diaper bag etc into the cart and Mia kept smiling and waving to her. She wouldn't give up until the lady forgot everything and was giggling and waving back. Whadda baby!
P.S. Sorry I haven't been in touch Colleen! Happy Birthday!