Ch 6 part 2
Kazuya’s world started to turn around, it all came so suddenly he couldn’t have time to react, he could only let out a faint gasp and then his eyes widened. Akanishi’s lips touched his trembling ones, the body of the other man pressing to him was more than he could ever dream about. Hotness rushed through his body that started to shiver, he felt he could faint any minute and his knees felt so weak he was afraid they give up holding him. The kiss was brief, but it seemed like eternity for the young man, sent butterflies into his stomach and made him dizzy. The feeling was indescribable, made his body feel things that were so new to him. This was not the same as in the phone, but real. God, his first kiss. With AKANISHI JIN! He didn’t protested, he had to somewhat hold the man tight not to fall. And what was the other saying? He wanted to answer but no words came out, he was too shocked and just looked into the eyes of the other in disbelief and a little panicked, because he felt it, his lower half caught the message of his heart and woke up. He was afraid the other must have noticed it from this close and even his terribly fast heartbeat.
They stayed like that for a moment observing the others reactions with strong heartbeats. Jin could breathe in the sweet scent and the small fingers holding on his shoulder made him goosebumps. It’s real, fucking real! Not fantasies anymore. The hot air puffs on his cheeks and the other man’s parted lips were too inviting to stop there and before he could have time to overthink it closed the distance between them again. The second kiss was more passionate as before. There was no resistance from the younger what could block Jin’s hungry mouth and he explored Kazu-chan’s mouth from the closest deepening their kiss with a groan.
Kame’s arms locked around the other man’s neck and his head started to spin more. He felt his body was trembling more and more, his mind was still behind, lost somewhere registering the happening, but he didn’t care about tomorrow anymore. He was new in the area of kissing and just went with the flow, trying to catch up with the hungry mouth, putting all of his emotions, welcoming the strong tongue to wander wherever it wanted. Clumsily, but lost in passion, imitating the so skilled lips. He felt he was beyond this world, his strong heartbeat doubled its pace and when the other let out a groan he just couldn’t suppress a moan either. It was embarrassing but oh so good. Feeling the other so close was like heaven.
Their breath slowly run out and Jin had to pull away unwillingly breaking the kiss. The taste of the sweet champagne and the boy mixed together and made him dizzy. His body was arching to be satisfied and he felt the younger was effected too. His hands scanned the two side of the small body running along his fingers. Their lips closed again moaning in sync while pressed his hard groin to the other. Only kissing was so hot with Kazu-chan he couldn’t get enough. If Kazuya would stop him… will he? … if he not it’s going to be dangerous soon… pretty soon.
Kazuya felt goosebumps along the way the other’s fingers traced along. If it drives him crazy this much with clothes on, how would it feel if he was without them? Just imagining it made him moan and kiss the other man with even more willingness, caressing through the singer’s hair with trembling fingers. His body acted on its own when it made itself collide with the other’s hips and groin firmly. He felt the heat in his body becomes unbearably high and he just couldn’t think logically.
It seemed time stopped there when their lips met at the first time. The room felt to be like a sauna and their clothes joined to the obstructive elements. Jin didn’t know how long they have been kissing, touching and hugging there, but the moans they gave out got louder and Kazuya’s sexy voice drove out his mind. He found himself holding on the younger man knees and massaging the well-shaped ass in the jeans, while pressing the other man against the wall. His erection was painfully hard and screamed to be touched already. He should stop himself before he rips the younger clothes and make him right there in the entrance door.
Kame freed his lips for a minute to moan out loud what Jin used to let the younger’s feet back again to the floor. He even pushed himself further a little groaning.
Kame’s heart was pulsing in his head and he felt in daze, heat and his eyes were already misty. The first time he felt like this. His cock twitched, making his jeans uncomfortable, his whole body screamed for more and he let out a whimper when Jin distanced himself. He was not the shy little boy anymore, lust changed him. He didn’t blush, asking why, he took action throwing his arms around Jin’s neck, kissing the man demandingly. His mind was no longer present, thoughts were not getting processed, the desire being hidden for long enough broke to the surface and he hoped this time Akanishi won’t pull away.
Kazu-chan’s action broke down Jin’s resist easily and the man was pulled back to the hug. He welcomed the soft lips and his tongue was back again in the other’s mouth. He failed so madly against this pretty boy what he couldn’t even recognize. But as soon as he got some air he started to voice his worry at last.
“Ka-azu-chan, hmm… you know, t-that on phone…ahnn… you can cut the call. But now…hmm… oh God, you drove me crazy so much. I can’t push the button. I can’t hold back if you don’t do it. Push me away … or..I ahnn…”
Kame’s heart skipped a beat at this and his excitement got into a higher level. God, will he really… will they really? He should stop, he had never done it… he will just cause disappointment. Pull away, pull away! This was what his brain said tho the voice was faint. He was unable to stop. The only thing he saw was the handsome man he was longing for so long and tomorrow can be damned. He just smiled, tho he was a little nervous. He went as close as he could, touching the man’s shoulder with both hands, leaning close to whisper panting slightly “I…don’t…you said you…want to know me more.”
Jin carefully led the guy to the direction of the bedroom while kept kissing him. On the way he took their clothes of and threw them down along the way. Their lips parted away only when a bothering part left their bodies but after that they glued together again. The two man stopped next to the huge bed and Jin run his fingers through the younger’s long hair. It felt like silk and spread nice aroma. The singer looked into the dark eyes for longer still caressing the others hair and blushing cheeks.
“Kazu-chan…”
Kame looked into the eyes of the man with his shining ones, heart pounding in his chest. It was really like a dream. He really was afraid it was just an illusion. How could it happen? He was here in the arms of Akanishi Jin who was looking at him as if he was something worth the attention of. For Kayuza, every little move had a healing effect on his heart. He had never been held like this, he had never been this close to someone, skin to skin, feeling the warmth, being kissed. Jin already gave him so much in his life, now he wanted to give him as much as he could. Tho he couldn’t deny the shyness that was still in him in some way.
“Finally…we met. Thank you.” He whispered and he was surprised at how open he could behave.
“So, that was not a bad idea from me… ne? “ Jin couldn’t do anything but smile. Kazuya acted so cute and he gave so many feeling doing like that. It was not like an onenight-fuck with a hot chick, it was more. Though they haven’t met before, they got pretty close by talking on phone for hours. Hearing Kazu-chan’s moans at phone was exiting too, but not that exciting as in life when he could watch the pretty face too. How the younger man’s lips parted and deep sighs broke out always when Jin kissed or touched him. The silky skin under his fingers was burning and inviting in the same time. He wanted to taste it again and again gaining more sound out of the younger. The sexual instinct urged him to lay the other man to the bed and get above him quickly, but he enjoyed the foreplay too much to cut it now. “and…ahnn… I like your voice more in real.”
“I like yours more too…” This is the voice I am listening to so much, but in reality it is even softer and calming. He felt as if he was wrapped in a warm blanket which took all of his troubles and stress away, his mind was still unable to do anything else than being shut off and concentrate only to his senses. He wondered if it was the same with other man, would it feel this special? He doubted (it). Deep inside his mind the embarrassment was still there, how childish he must behave with overreacting everything, but he just couldn’t stop blushing and gasping, neither could he suppress his moans. It was all so new to him and he already got addicted. Closer, more closer, it was his only wish and so he leaned in for a kiss, first just gently touching his own lips to the other man’s, but his body was burning for more as his erection was painfully hard already.
The singer let out a groan when the guy tasted his plump lips. His right hand touched the skinny shoulder and slipped to the tempting neck behind. Long fingers rushed into the fine hair massaging the spot and when he leaned further Kazuya lost his balance and they landed on the bed holding each other.
Kame looked up gasped but then let out a soft smile. It really will happen, right? He never wanted his first without love, but… it was just such a good feeling. And no matter how he wanted to kill it out of himself, he was already in love. Jin was not wild with him at all. How can someone be so careful who was not in love? What does the other feels for him? Questions came again into his mind, but he stopped his flow of thoughts when he felt his cock twitch.
Hungry lips wandered down on Kazuya’s neck slowly while cheeky hands explored the skin under them. Jin enjoyed it so much and his mouth continued its way deeper down to the tiny nipples. How could be that part of a man be so cute too? Cute and sexy at the same time. His tongue played there until the nipples got even tinier and hard while the younger kept pulling his hair as he lost his temper.
“Ahnn… you are… too sweet, ahnn Kazu-chan. I’d like to eat you up.” He let out a displeased whimper bumping into the last part of clothes on the guy under him. An annoying Boxer. He lost his temper and pulled the material down with at one jerk.
Kazuya shivered when his last piece of material got removed and moaned out loud. Not only the other man’s hands, but his words caressed him too, giving a sense of comfort and the feeling of being loved. It is okay to get lost in this illusion once in a while, right? Even if it was not the truth at all. He closed his eyes and his trembling hands wandered down Jin’s back and then his side, he explored the singer with his fingers shaking more and more. Only light touches, but it felt incredible and it was allowed… he could do anything he wanted. The tongue on his nipples pressed louder moans out of him and he whispered the other’s name, fingers trying to remove the other’s boxer too.
Jin’s mouth was back on the other’s chest and wandered down until the bellybutton. His tongue tasted the younger’s belly while his hand closed around the other’s shaft caressing the sensitive skin.
Kame’s eyes shot wide open and a long moan left his lips. It was as if electricity struck him, a massive shiver went down his spine and he grabbed the shoulder of the man above him. Of course when he was on phone with Fernandez he touched himself, but it felt so different and so much better!
Jin lifted his head and searched for the other’s eyes. His head pulsed from holding back and he could watch Kazuya through misty eyes. The older felt how the other man was ready to be taken what he wanted fucking much.
“OH shit, Kazu I want to be in you so much.”
This was the minute Kame’s shyness somewhat returned more and he blushed deeper. How many times he heard this in phone but reality had much more impact. Blood rushed down in heat as soon as his brain registered what will happen next. Oh God, it is not a joke anymore. He really will be taken by Akanishi Jin. Will the other figure out he had never done it before? So long Kazuya noticed how he was not that skillful, he sometimes couldn’t even keep up with Jin’s kisses.
“T..take me..ahnnn…” Sanity can be damned. He was yearning for it so much.
Akanishi got the green sign fully. Well the phone calls with Kazu-chan were enjoyable and hot, when they talked about sex, but experiencing them was different. He hasn’t done it for long. Only after their phonechats he needed a little hand-job to bear the younger’s teasing, but actually he behaved pretty different after he got to know Kazuya.
A few months before he couldn’t imagine that he will call a hotline once, but he did. And now? He was standing in front of a hotline guy ready to jump on him happily. Jin didn’t show any sign of regret. He smiled at Kazuya… maybe grinned ‘cause of the passion that made him feel drunk. The younger lay in front of him alluring and full naked. He threw the last hesitating thoughts behind and with that his stylish underwear into the other corner of the room.
Kame was in daze, he felt light and the world was already turning around again, but not because of alcohol. Tho he felt kind of tipsy, even maybe drunk. God… this is what sex feels like? No wonder some people are crazy for it. He wondered what THAT feels like, but he knew he will experience it soon. What should he do now? What is okay now? He didn’t know but tried not to look like a living questionmark and did what he felt right and… longed for to be honest. Without looking down -he was still too shy to do it- he reached down grabbing the other’s cock lightly and it caused him a gasp. Woah, so hard and so big. His is nowhere near it. Does it bother the other? Or did he ever do it with men? Why was he thinking Akanishi is straight after all?
“J..Jin…hnnn”
The small fingers around his cock made Akanishi to groan again.
“F-fucking shit… ahn… Kazuya w… w-wait a minute.” The older man stood up but only for some condom that he fished out of one of his pocket. He took one on and smeared some liquid on it. After that he climbed back to the bed and took his place between Kazu-chan’s tights. The younger let his legs open wider to the man and his hands were back on Jin’s shoulder holding him tight. Jin moaned and kissed the swollen lips mumbling on them while his lubed hand slipped from the others cock deeper between the tights and a finger disappeared in the younger man.
Kame’s eyes flew open and he winced, biting on his lower lip. It was quite a strange feeling and he felt that he is being somewhat stretched. Maybe it is like this for everyone, but it brought him down to earth a little more tho his mind was still clouded. It didn’t really hurt, just felt weird, but also good at the same time. His hands tightened on the singer’s shoulder and he tried to spread his legs wider, maybe it will be somewhat more comfortable like that.
“Ahnn…”
Akanishi moved his finger while joined another one to that to prepare the guy. The other man’s moaning urged him to let it and take him right now. The fingers were pulled back soon and replaced with somewhat bigger. Jin pushed his hip further and entered the man under him. He tried to move a little but the tightness was unbearable, it was tighter then he imagined. He closed his eyes and bit his lips while pushing deeper slowly. That’s why he couldn’t notice that Kazuya under him got tighter.
Kazuya clenched his teeth together and threw his head back in pain. His mind was fogged with passion and his whole body was pulsating, he felt not being in the real world, but a warm blanket, yet it was not enough to take his mind away from the tearing pain he felt. Was it okay to feel this painful? Or he was fault? He had never done this, he had no idea it can be like this. Relax your body, relax it! He said to himself, but was unable to and his hands were pushing a little on Jin’s chest without noticing it.
"Ahhh...w..wait..a little..."
Akanishi stopped right after the younger man pushed him further and panted out the words. He pulled back, out of the tight walls and searched the brown eyes, but he could see only Kazuya with painful face under him. What the…OH, no! That can… no… shit no, that fucker was right? His heartbeats sounded in his ears like huge drums while he tried to calm himself a bit. He freed one of his hands and carefully caressed the red cheeks to draw the other man’s attention on him again.
“Ka-kazu-chan?”
Kame opened his shut eyes slowly and looked at the man shyly and quite embarrassed. What should he do now? He didn’t want this to end here, he didn’t want to stop. Jin figured it out, right? He hoped it won’t make him very disappointed and won’t make him stop. Don’t go away, please. He hoped he was not that desperate as he looked like. The only thing that he could do to make the man understand how much he yearned for him was pulling him down, kissing his lips. I know I am not good, but I give my best to please you. Please…give me a chance.
Soft lips touched the older’s pulling him back to the hug. For a short moment Jin let it, but worry won over desire
and he broke the kiss pulling away a little.
“Kazuya!?” now Akanishi’s voice became sincere. The other man still avoided his look what made him to take the boy’s face between his hands softly. “Kazu-chan?”
"Y..Yes?" He whispered and refused to look at Jin, he fixated his gaze at the pillow next to him and just wanted to sink into a black hole in embarrassment.
“You don’t want to tell me something?” the dark eyebrow of the man was pulled up questioningly.
Okay, what can he react to this? "I...I..." Then he burst out suddenly looking into Jin's eyes. "I know I am not good at this, but...but.....ganbarimasu!"
‘Ganbarimasu’? Jin got a big slap on his face. It’s true. Kazu-chan is virgin. Actually he was until now. Akansihi kicked himself in thoughts. He should have known that, but the younger was such a good actor in that. ‘You have done it, idiot!’ He sighed disappointed.
“Why didn’t you tell me about?”
"I... I didn't...want to ..disappoint you and...and.... I thought you...want THAT Kazu-chan who I was in phone...and...and...." He just wanted to cry, but he didn't, just looked away sadly. "I...wanted it to...be with....you...." He should just go. God, he was so stupid. End of his dreamworld.
“Aggrr… Baka!” Jin held the guy’s chin turning his face back on him. “You should have told me. Not, that is a bad thing or so, but… it would made difference. Is there anything you hiding from me and I should know about?”
That you are the one that kept me alive and made me continued my work? "N...No, there is nothing. And...I am sorry. Do you...” He looked into Jin's eyes sadly "want to stop now?" He knew he was childish, but the roller-coaster of emotions hit him hard and his eyes glistened with unshed tears.
Stop? No way in hell. Jin chuckled lightly and gave soft pecks to Kazuya’s eyes, checks, nose and finally onto the trembling lips.
“No way.”
The little pecks were warming his heart and now Kame's eyes reflected confusion tho still glistered. "W..why are you so... caring with me?" He couldn’t stop himself from asking this, but regretted right away.
“Do you think I just wanted a good fuck? Wasn’t I clear enough?” the older man sighed again. Well saying that in his situation seemed stupid. They met at the first time and about one hour later they entered the hotel room they were starting to make love. “I mean… it should be good for both of us, not only for me. That’s why it’s make difference. I should have known you haven’t done it before. So like me… I haven’t done it before with someone who has no experience.”
Wasn't I clear enough? What?? Kame didn’t understand it. It really sounded as if... the man had feelings for him. But it couldn’t be. No matter how much he would like it to happen, he and Akanishi Jin was just living in two different worlds. There was no way the other fell in love with him. "I...I see, but... I... enjoy myself, really. I... want to... meet your expectations, I...am sorry, really. Maybe it would be...better if it was someone other?" He felt so awful.
Yes, now everything became clear, the shyness and all. Jin pushed his forehead against the younger’s and smiled cutely.
“No! I wouldn’t change.” his soft voice sounded and the plump lips touched again the younger man’s drove him into the kiss.
Kazuya's heart was bumping in his head as the warmness consumed it. God... it really sounded like a confession, but no. It was not. He was swept off of the ground and into his dreamworld again, fully relaxed, closing his eyes and smiling against the lips touching his. "Thank you..."
“You … are welcome.” Jin giggled like an idiot by now. They kissed playfully at the beginning but after a while the kiss became deeper and more passionate. The desire grow between them with every moans that left their mouth. The singer moved down to taste the alluring neck.
The ministrations which Jin did on Kame turned a switch in him, he got to be turned on again, forgetting his embarrassment. "Ahnn...." His hands massaged Jin's back and sometimes getting lower teasingly and he returned the kisses, trying to catch up with the pace.
This time Jin wanted to do it right and slowly. He was not aware of how, but like Kazu-chan said before ‘Ganbarimasu’. He took more lube and smeared the younger pushing his finger back carefully, while he kept kissing the sweet skin everywhere.
This time the fingers penetration didn’t hurt that much, and as Jin moved them it started to feel good. He wanted to let it know so he gave out loud moan and began to move slightly, matching the rhythm of the digits sliding in and out of him, caressing the other's shoulder.
“How is it now?” the singer was hard again just seeing Kazuya moaning under him from pleasure. The walls eased somewhat and he could let another finger to join to the stretching. ‘Slowly man, take your time!’ the warning voice repeated in his head holding him back.
"G...good ahnn...yes..." Kame relaxed fully and had a smile on his slightly parted lips. The heat overwhelmed his groin was too much to keep his voice down. His hips moved against the finger quicker and something told him it was not enough.
"Ahnnn more..."
Jin chuckled but fulfilled the wish as soon as possible joining the third finger too. The strong hold got easier slowly as the guy relaxed and adjusted the fingers. Kazuya was almost riding his hands by now and made Jin moan watching him through half lidded eyes.
Kame opened his eyes and looked into the dark orbs above him with a pleading look, hoping Jin will understand and get the message he was ready. His hand caressed into the soft hair and couldn’t resist of pulling him down for a kiss. The fingers started to feel too good, making his cock so terribly hard.
Jin slipped his tongue into the other’s mouth making the kiss more passionate. How much he should wait? Can he bear more? He doubted. He had a hard time to not push his throbbing shaft back into the younger. Instead he took Kazuya’s hand and led it onto his erection making the fingers close around the sensitive skin.
“Ahhn… show me… lead me…”
This request made Kame lose his mind and with a groan he took Jin's shaft into his hand, whimpering that it had something on. Was that really necessary? His fingers were trembling but the young man managed to lead the cock slowly, teasingly even to his entrance moaning out
"Please... ahnnn"
The older man’s hips thrust forwards inch by inch only that much that Kazuya let him. He observed the younger man’s face searching for winches that would make him stop. But it was nothing. Slowly his manhood was led inside fully. It was not as tight as before and he was able to move a little too. He took again Kazuya’s hand and placed it to his oven hip. Jin didn’t want to rush in the opposite, he let to be controlled by the younger man under him.
Kazuya grabbed the hips where his hands were led and tossed his head back. It felt incredible, so fucking good. It didn’t hurt now and the feeling of it doesn’t belong there was nowhere. Instead, the urge to feel it even deeper, even harder was driving him crazy and he tossed his hips, just to fall back to the bed shivering madly. Oh God, it was overwhelming.
"M..move...ahnn...."
Jin kept thrusting forward carefully. He nibbled the lips and licked the alluring neck along. Kazuya trembled under him moaning what drove his mind out and made him speed up. His hand grabbed the well-shaped ass lifting the younger up with every thrust sinking between the hot walls.
“Ahhnn…”
"God... uhh...ahnn Jin..." He started to feel a little numb, he have never felt something like this. It couldn’t be compared to any other feelings. All nerves were alive and he ached for even more, ached desperately to reach that point he felt will come. It didn’t hurt at all, it was a pulsating strong feeling. His nails dug into the flesh of the man while he kept moaning uncontrollably.
The heat made Jin melt into the guy and shivers run along his spin. The edge was close for him, but he tried to push it out more. His groan mixed with the younger man’s filled the room. The rhythm fastened more and more with Kazuya’s needy wriggling and in the end Jin just took the younger knees lifting them and making him the right angle to thrust deeper in than before.
As soon as Jin changed angle, Kazuya’s whole body started to tremble as a leaf and his eyes snapped open only to be shut again. He parted his lips in needy moans, arching his back from the bed, grabbing the waist of the singer hardly. A white bliss, the world stopped turning and with a loud cry he came, his mind far away, unable to get adjusted to his body which was somewhere else than this planet.
Jin felt the strong hold on his side but was not able to stop anymore and just after the Kazuya came his body was pushed through the edge too. He stopped and gasped for breath like a runner after marathon race. His legs gave in and he collapsed on the top of the guy covering him with his own hot body. That was the first time he felt like this, totally weak from satisfaction. He hoped for the younger man was as good as him, in other case he’s to get himself together and get ready to continue. With Kazuya sex is better than he expected and can’t be enough. After he calmed down a somewhat he breathed out the word’s into the guy’s neck giggling.
“Was it better now?”
Kame could just pant, still not down from the high that the action caused. His lower half felt full and as if Jin’s shaft was made to be there. He felt fully relaxed. So, sex feels like this. God, so how does making love feel? He doubted it can feel better than this.
“B..better?” He panted then chuckled. “J…just l..look at me.”
Jin pulled out of the younger man with a groan and laid next to him. Their eyes didn’t break the contact while their skins touched each other’s. Comfortable aura surrounded them. Lying there was such a good feeling making Jin to smile continuously.
Kazuya snuggled closer and buried his face into the crook of the neck and shoulder of the man. He felt so good, so very relaxed and he kept cuddling with a smile on his face.
The singer kissed Kazu-chan’s forehead and caressed the side of him. He was not ready to get out of the hug but he needed to get rid of the used condom. After a while he had to distance himself unwillingly from the warm embrace.
Kazuya watched desperately when the singer got up, but then relaxed again seeing the cause of it and continued his random touches on the other’s skin when Jin was back.
Soft fingers travelled from Akanishi’s back to his sides and made him feel goosebumps again. Only the light touches could make him turned on quickly and he felt that his groin started to awaken. His heart beats speed up and he cuddled closer while his smile changed to sensual lust.
Kame’s eyes opened in surprise when he felt Jin’s member poking his belly as they snuggled. He so knew it, he couldn’t satisfy the singer. Of course he couldn’t, he was still a newbie to this and most likely what he did was not enough. He was determined that now he really will satisfy Akanishi, he will do his best! Kazuya had no experience, but ideas…that he had. He was not working at a sex hotline for nothing. Time to set the dirty poses and thoughts he described always into action.
The young man pulled the older even closer and bit on his lip gently, then started to kiss him with passion.
There was no resistance from the older man when he was pulled down and soft lips nibbled his own. He enjoyed it pretty much. Was that Kazuya couldn’t get enough or simple he got addicted. Well, the fact he was the man who made the younger loose his virginity was not that bad now. Moreover it seemed he freed up the inhibitions inside the other man. His grin grew back on his face thinking about that and he enjoyed the shy tongue that was not so shy by now to taste his lips and entangle with his own.
“Ahnn… you’re still so hot.”
Kame chuckled, as he used to in phone. He will make Jin lose his mind, it was the least he could do for the man. “Am I?” He breathed into the kiss and he just couldn’t have enough of it. Again and again he tasted the plumb lips, while he slowly turned them, his legs spread and placed to both sides of Akanishi’s hips. Kame moved slightly to make their groins collide together as he slowly pulled away, hands caressed the broad chest while he sat down into Jin’s lap.
“Now watch out prettyboy, I will take your breath away.” Kazuya lowered his voice and was fully his phone-self now, hoping he really could make much pleasure.
Jin let him turn on his back and ready to be ride by Kazu-chan. Yes, that Kazu-chan he got to know on the phone was sitting on his lap and teasing his mind out. He couldn’t do much just watching the others with big eyes while panting heavily and his hands took a strong hold on the two side of the small hip.
“Ahn… g-go on.”
Kame took Jin’s cock into his hand and smeared lube onto it, caressing it, rubbing it up at down till he felt it turn rock hard again. He deliberately didn’t warn the man below him about condom. He surely has no disease, it was his first time doing it and Jin figured that out, so no need to be worried and Kame trusted the other. He wanted to show that he really didn’t care of the dirty rumors and he hoped like this, the singer will have more vivid emotions. He slowly sat down on the manhood, letting it slide into him fully and he gasped. This was another angle and tho it hurt a little, it also felt double good.
“Ahnnn…hnn…”
The playfully lust disappeared from the singers face and was replaced with a light shock when he saw Kazuya lead his shaft in without using protective. Is he crazy? What if he… ,but that thought died out in the moment when the tight walls surrounded his throbbing erection. He let out the breath that was hold back in his thought and groaned. His head fell back and his fingers dug in the soft flesh. Sensation blurred his mind and he felt like the room was spinning. God this guy wants to kill him?
The young man wanted to cause Jin the best but he had to admit, he caused himself good too. Just feeling Akanishi without anything was more vivid to himself too. Getting support on the man’s shoulder, Kazuya started to move, first slowly, because the slight pain was still there, but soon he quickened his pace and the pain faded away, leaving just the pure lust behind.
“Ahnn Jin…ahh God…It feels so good…”
First the man lying under Kazuya moaned continuously while tried to catch up with the younger’s space. He wanted it nice and slowly for the first time, but the other man just drove him crazy. Yes, that felt good, so fucking good. He wanted to make it better for the other if it was possible. Slowly one of his hands left the hip and slipped up to the nipples touching them making them poke the air again. Kazu-chan moaning his name and riding him hard was more than he could imagine it would be. It was the hottest sight he’s ever saw.
“Ahnnn” unconsciously the wandering hand turned down and closed around the younger man’s sensitive flesh. “ahnnn you’re so good, Kazu-chan.”
Kame’s eyes flew open once the man touched his shaft, he didn’t expect that move. He let out one hearthy moan after the other, being too loud in his own opinion but he couldn’t help it. Every of his cells were shivering and his heart got a crazy pace. Legs and even his head started to get numb while he got totally dizzy and again the world seemed to fade. Like this he knew he couldn’t stop himself for long from coming, so he touched Jin’s hand with his trembling ones.
“AHHH.. nhhh n..no….hmmm” He didn’t know if that faint word was audible between his loud moans.
Jin feet sank into the sheet and pulled his knees up to lift his devilish hip. He didn’t care about the Kazuya’s warning and tried to mirror the other man’s movement with every thrust to get deeper inside fasten the pleasure. Both of his hip and his hand kept torturing the riding man from two sides what made the guy louder and wilder than ever.
“Ah..no…I…” He threw his head back in ecstasy, screaming out loud. The overwhelming pleasure hit him in waves and he felt as if he could faint any minute. His whole body was jerking itself helplessly, bathing in the feeling of the strong orgasm, coming hard into Jin’s hand and a little onto his tummy as well, gasping, panting and moaning coz of the shaft still moving in him.
“Ahhhh…G..god…” His mind was far away, he was still under the effect of the impact that hit him, tho he tried to move to give Jin his pleasure too.
The muscles around the singer’s hard erection tightened making him moan and give into the blinding flash. The satisfaction rocked his body and he was left there trembling and panting. The younger man became weak and lay on him numb. Jin was holding the small body between his arms while they body calmed down slowly. Their skins were covered with sweat, but it was not cold at all, the heat was like a warm blanket for them.
Minutes passed without moving. Their naked skin was lightened with the millions of colorful illumination that could give them some light. The surroundings blurred away while the two men hugged each other desperately. Slowly but surely the numbness took over the rule over their bodies and pushed them through the dreamword.
The comfortable warmth enveloping his body made Kazuya feel as good as he had never felt before. After his body calmed down, he realized maybe he was too heavy for the singer, so he carefully moved just to lay next to him, arms still wrapped around Jin. So nice, so soft...he wished he could be like this for forever. This was his last thought however before sleep caught his heavy eyelids and made him fall into a slumber with a smiling face, hugging his companion close.
***
Around an hour later an annoying sound woke Akanishi up from his comfortable dream. First as he got to realize his phone was killing his nerves, he wanted to get up and yell into the line who the fuck dare to call him at night, but as soon as he noticed the weight on him he stopped not to wake the younger man close next to him. Carefully he lifted the arm and the leg what hugged him and sneaked out of the bed.
After he managed to hurry out of the room with the annoying beeping he pressed the button and took the call.
“Watta fak?”
“Ohayo prince charming!” Of course Ben greeted him happily. His voice told the older that his friend must have been drunk already singing on the phone. “Where’re youuu???”
“Ahhh, YOU! What’s up? Why did you call me?” Jin sighed annoyed to be disturbed and woken up.
“How’s your date man? I’m dying for news!”
“It was good until a brat woke me up.”
“Ohh, I see! You were in bed. Haha… was it a good round? Did he spoil you en…”
“Shut up! I won’t tell you details. You jerk.”
“C’mon! Just some naughty little details, please.” Ben was surly drunk as an owl if he couldn’t stop to harass Jin, but after his pleading was fallen on deaf ears he pouted offended. “What a friend are you, man?”
“GEAP man! I enjoyed myself with Kazuya and going back right now cheya!”
“Hey! I was so worried for you baka. I’ve deserved a call from you. Anyway where is the photo I’ve asked from You?”
“You don’t have to. What photo? Do you think I send you a picture about him? Turn to your babes if you want a jerk of, bye!”
“Ha-ha I do! I don’t need poor hotline guys to satisfy me. I wouldn’t touch him for sure.”
“I would rip your hand off.” Akanishi’s voice told the man he was sincere about it.
“Hohoho, I see you are fallen man. He must have a pretty ass… I mean face. OK, my prince. Go and spoil your princess! The least he won’t be able to walk for a few days. Ha-ha don’t put Don Benetto to shame about you.”
“Yeah, yeah of course! You shouldn’t drink more Ben.”
“My ass. I know when it’s enough. Gotcha!.”
“OK. Then see you.”
“Yes, my dear see you later and don’t forget the pic abou….”
Akanishi cut the line before the other could end his sentence. Of course he will take picture from Kazu-chan to send it to his friend, NO! Ben is idiot. Maybe he did something like this before when he got a nice hump with a model or something. But now he won’t do it. Possession was set before.
He opened the door of the bedroom soundlessly and pecked to the bed’s direction. Was Kazuya awake too? No signs of that. He walked back to the huge bed and stopped in front of it. The younger lied there naked on his back. The blanket covers his lower parts but the view was still mesmerizing. The brown locks didn’t hide the perfect face now and Jin could watch the details properly. How could someone has such arched eyebrows? For all that it
fitted to the soft features what almost questioned if Kazuya was born to man or woman.
Jin held his phone still in his hand when the idea of taking some picture of the sleeping beautiful man secretly made him grin. Of course just for himself, not for the annoying brat, who was still his best friend. After he had some shoots with his iPhone he sneaked out to the bathroom for a quick shower. The warm water relaxed him and was useful after their lovemaking. How could be the younger that careless and use no condoms. He was always enough careful to use them. Especially after his buddy, Ben caught something from a chick and he had an annoying week by scratching. Who knows what he could get all too.
Refreshed and with somewhat vet hair he was ready to lie back next to the small body. Jin lifted the blanket and slowly without waking the sleeping man he sneaked back hugging him again.
***
Kazuya was half asleep and whimpered a little as he felt movements next to him. First he was still smiling, then his eyes opened and because of his mind was still clouded he got the wrong message sent to his brain. Jin wanted to go away, right? At the same second he jumped on him and his eyes were pleasing and somewhat desperate as he leaned in for a kiss. No, it can’t be over yet.
"D...Don’t go..." He said while caressing the back of the neck of Akanishi.
The singer got surprised but returned the treatment and welcomed the lips. He wondered if Kazu-chan is always that cuddling or he was just given a favor. Anyway the act of the guy was cute and made him giggle.
“Don’t worry… I won’t go anywhere.”
Kame relaxed a little, but he still felt guilty for coming before the man. Now, he swore, now he will satisfy the other, no matter what.
"Hmm~ it looks like you won't hold me back, right?" He teased in a sexy voice Jin could be used to in phone and caressing down on the other's abdomen.
“Woaah.” The older man couldn’t get breath when Kazuya’s cheeky hands were back on him awakening the desire in him on the third time. It was lucky that he had a shower and a short sleep before. The needy behave of the younger man surprised him. Was it really ok for the guy? Won’t it be too much? But in reality he was not able to stop the guy above him and enjoyed the treatment.
Kazuya took a deep breath as he went down, nervously on the other man. YEs, he WILL do it and yes, he won't fuck it up! The young man was amazed at himself too how he got to be so courageous but he was determined to go through with it. He licked along Jin's belly and stopped in front of his cock, taking it into his hand and kissing the top.
The light touch on the sensitive skin made Jin to groan and he lifted his head to watch what the guy is going to do now. The lips burned his cock and made it throb between the hands. Why is Kazu-chan not to be satisfied? Did he miss something? As he could remember they had an enormous orgasm, ne. He got pretty confused by the act of the other man. The thought crossed his mind while his eyes observed the younger hesitating in front of his groin.
Go on Kazuya, this time you will make him reach satisfaction! He opened his mouth and shut his brain, every doubts of maybe he won't do it well and slowly guided the cock into his mouth but woah, this won't be so easy as he imagined it will be. His hands rested on Akanishi's hips as he started to move his head slowly.
Jin watched the scene with wide eyes and held his breath back. He couldn’t imagine the guy will do it really until the hot mouth surrounded his hard shaft finally. The pressure of the muscles caused a light pain on his sensitive skin. A weak yelp left his lips and the air what stuck into his throat broke free. He doubted his member will survive this in one piece or at least it will look blue and green gloriously tomorrow.
“AHNNN… God , Kazuya…aahnn.” He couldn’t stop not to brush into the younger’s hair and take some hold on it. His head fell back and his eyelid shut while more and more moan left his mouth. This guy is ready to kill him.
Kame heard Jin's yelp and had doubts in himself if he did good or not. However he kept up sliding the singer's cock in and out of his mouth, while caressing the legs.
The sensation of pleasure got stronger and drove the older man’s mind out. All of his cells were on a more sensitive level and was all fire by desire to be satisfied. The air what dried Jin’s lips out formed sensual moans and the singer had to lick his lips again and again making them wet. The treatment was going to push him through the edge slowly. Is he going to be satisfied soon? Why? What was the other man planning to do? He should give something to Kazu-chan too, ne. This one sided lovemaking gave him hesitations. It was good, moor then good, that was breath-taking, but just for him, ne. He yearned to experience the explosion with Kazuya. That was moor then getting some sexual climax.
His hand what was collided into the brown locks lifted pulling the younger head up making him stop.
“AHHH…sh..ahhn.. stop …K-kazu-chan … wait.”
It was sure he screwed something up, right? Kazuya's hesitating eyes looked up at the man and his heart skipped a beat. God, Jin was so handsome and in a state like this, the features of the man were even more beautiful. If only they would have a chance to...real love. But after this it was out of the question.
Jin took the pretty face between his thumbs and sat up to kiss the swollen lips.
“Don’t do…ahnn this to me…”
Uhh, again he had the feel to fall into a black hall with burning cheeks. This kiss was just out of kindness, right?
"S...Sorry..." he whispered, avoiding to look into Jin's eyes.
What is that guy babbling? He was doing everything well, actually more than well. That’s why the singer had to cut the action before he it would late. He kept kissing the man and slowly kneeled behind the slim body. His hands rushed up and down on Kazuya’s torso heating up the soft skin. One of his hand grabbed the hard shaft of the guy and moved it along.
Kazuya gasped by the sudden change and moaned loud when he felt the firm hand on his manhood. W..what? HE wanted to give Jin pleasure. Or the singer wants to show him how it really works? He must have been awful, he should never try to give a blowjob again. His face cheeks still blushed, his body shivered delicately as he felt electric waves teasing his body, leaning his back against Jin's chest, lips parted.
"Ahhhh"
Akanishi licked the alluring neck along spending attention to the ear-lobes. He enjoyed the freedom he got and kept teasing the younger’s skin everywhere. The thrusts on Kazuya’s erection made the guy moan and push his ass against Jin’s groin. Feeling that part of the other man’s body, boiled the singer’s blood. He couldn’t hold himself back and took the leading leaning Kazu-chan further. Is he eager to get it? He will get it.
Kame's head was dizzy again, the special numbness flooded his body as anticipation glowed in his half lidded eyes. Wait...no, like this again only he will get full pleasure for sure.
"A..Ahhh" Tho he couldn’t hold himself back from rubbing his ass against the hard erection.
That was really too much to bear for Jin. The beautiful man kneeled in front of him moaning and pushing his well-shaped ass against his cock. He was sure Kazuya want to make him lose his nerves deliberately. Akanishi grabbed the tights of the man and opened them more making him stick his bottom out before he entered the guy groaning from intense sensation.
“Ahhh …God…”
Kame's eyes were shut but his mouth open, panting for air, tho it was hot. Everything felt burning and his lower half moved on its own, rocking to the rythm. He felt a little sore, but couldn’t care less. The only important thing was the heat of the moment, skin against skin and Jin deep inside of him, to rob him from all words. He clenched his hands in fists and lifted his ass up more.
"Ahnnnn"
Ben had right about someone won’t be able to walk tomorrow. Jin doubted now only Kazuya will be that someone. He had a tight hold on the two sides of the other’s hips keeping them in rhythm. His member stretched again the tight walls merciless. The singer had to bit his lower lips muffle his own moans.
Did Jin feel as good as he? He felt his cock is so close to explosion and the stars he started to see urged him to bump his ass more into the other, chasing that numbing sensation which makes him lose his mind completely.
"Ahnnn yess.... i will ahnnn"
Akanishi felt dizzy and hot from rocking Kazuya from behind. Sweat covered his body while he got to the edge even closer. Only some words between the moans reached his mind and he let himself lay further place him over the guy exhausted. His hand reached out and closed around the moaning man’s erection rubbing it while his hip trusted in the same rhythm.
“Yeah…ahhhnn..c-come..come for ahnnn…me” he pushed his throbbing length deep inside the guy when the orgasm rocked his body but his hand kept teasing the guy longer.
It was a wavering sensation that rocked his body and it had a little more impact like the ones before, maybe because of the different pose. Now it felt Jin was as deep as he could get, stretching him and when he kept hitting that spot he didn’t know exist in him he came too. His body shook and he thought he will get drowned, the pace of his panting was just as fast as his heart.
Now Jin couldn’t support himself longer and gave in. His body fell next to Kazuya exhausted panting heavily. He felt dizzy like after a lot of shots by clubbing out. Was it Ok? He won’t get a heart attack he hoped. One of his hands was still around Kazuya and tried to pull him closer weakly. Was is that good for the younger man too? Hopefully. He couldn’t form words because the pants, but let out a miserable whine to get the other man’s attention for the needed closeness.
Kame couldn’t open his eyes, he have never felt this exhausted, but at the same time satisfied and light. He still had some trouble breathing, but wanted the warm body closer to him. With his last strength he cuddled close to Akanishi and both men drifted in deep sleep while the numbness took over on their bodies.
***
Kazuya felt warmness next to him and instinctively snuggled closer to it, tho he didn’t really acknowledge from what it was. He was half in dreamland, half awake, still smiling softly, enjoying the secure softness as if he was lying on a cloud. His body felt relaxed and his whole self as satisfied and free as never before. This feeling of being protected, of being loved... His eyes snapped open and looked at the sleeping Akanishi next to him surprised. The redness on his cheeks was soon visible as he realized what had happened.
God, they really did it. He REALLY did it with AKANISHI JIN!
That's why...feeling loved? He can't even think about it!
He should have told he was a virgin. He should have made it clear to the other that he was not a professional in this field, in actually doing this. For sure, after those hot phonecalls Jin was surely disappointed. Of course he was waiting for a pro. As he was thinking back he became more and more embarrassed. God, he really was miserable, right? First he stopped the man, than came before the older one and the top of that, screwing a blowjob badly.
He was helpless and confused at what to do. The feelings he got this night were more than he could have imagined and well, more than he could handle now that everything was over. What will happen next? He could imagine so well. Jin would wake up, maybe thank him the night but only to be polite and leave. Walk out of the door and they will never meet again, never talk again. No, he didn't want to see that scene. He didn’t want to live it through, seeing the singer walk away from his life. He wouldn’t bear it. So the best he could do was...leaving first. Like that it would be less painful...right?
With a sigh, Kazuya crept out of the blanket, very slowly and quietly not to wake the other up. It surprised him and made him shy once again how his lower half was in pain as he was moving. Actually, it was so bad, that he surely won’t be able to RUN out, just...walk out quickly while limping. He decided not to take a shower tho it would be necessary. He will rather have it at home, not to wake the sleeping man up.
Soon the clothes were on him. He was combing through his hair a few times, then just kept standing next to the bed, watching Jin. He slept so peaceful, so very beautiful and handsome at the same time. His long hair was messy, but it gave a cute image. Kame's heart ached. He wanted to return the time and live it again and again. Why did Fernandez have to be Akanishi Jin? It is harder to leave now like this. All he wanted was to cuddle back, but he knew it was impossible.
Time to grow up Kazuya! He told himself as he wrote a note, telling everything he felt. Almost everything.
"Fernandez...Jin
Thank you for everything.
I can’t really express all I feel now, but I try.
It was the best night I have ever had. You brought me into a world I could only dream about before.
I am sorry for causing you disappointment, I am very sorry for not telling that... fact about me. I know I betrayed your expectation, I just hope you can forgive me and my... unprofessional behavior.
Akanishi Jin-san, please don't worry. I swear this will stay between us, I won't tell anyone. I won't run to the media, you can trust me.
I wish you to be happy, as happy as you made me.
You can’t know how grateful I am to you for everything.
Arigatou gozaimashita.
Kazuya"
With leaving this on the table next to Jin's phone for him to surely notice it, he went to the direction of the door while still watching the singer. This caused him however to collide with a chair and it fell to the floor with a thud. His heart stopped. Did he wake up?? He couldn’t dare to look into the direction of the bed.
The loud bang pulled Jin out of his dream and he sat up on the bed with a dizzy head. His heart thumbed in his broad chest while his eyes tried to adjust the brightness. What was that? …and where is he now? A small form started became distinct in front of him slowly. The beautiful guy he met yesterday and… had and awesome night and… Wait a minute! Why is Kazu-chan clothed? Is he ready to leave… leave without a word?
“Kazuya?” his voice was raspy as it sounded up breaking the silence.
Kame got really desperate and he started to babble, clenching his fist together to gain strength from it
"I... I am really sorry for everything and... thank you and... I ...read the note, I... ARIGATOU GOAZIMASHITA!" He shouted the last words loud and bowed. He didn't leave Jin time to answer, he didn’t want to hear goodbye. The young man knew he was coward, but he limped out as fast as he could and all that could be heard was the thud of the door.
Jin’s eyes widened in surprise while he sat there yaw dropped trying to catch up with the happenings. What? Why? The thoughts crossed his mind but his brain was still too slow to react in time and before he could have say them out loud to stop the younger he was left behind.
After the door was closed by Kazuya Jin rubbed his face to clear his mind. Is he still dreaming? He must have a nightmare at least. That was the only rational explanation he was able to think about. He turned to the side to check if the younger is still sleeping next to him peacefully, but the sheet was empty. No it was not a dream. He was not sleeping.
The singer reached out and let his body to fell to the bed hugging the pillow what had a bit of Kazu-chan’s scent. What had happened to the younger man? What did he do to scare the guy away? He must be pushy or that third round was too much. Or that whole lovemaking was too early for the guy. Jin was puzzled totally not even noticing that his member ached in pain whenever he moved his legs.
Oh fucking shit! His body felt totally used. How is Kazuya feeling now? He must have been in pain too. He had his first sex after all. Even so the younger was able to walk out of the door and it seemed if Jin hasn’t been woken up by the falling chair the other man would have escaped without a word.
Akanishi groaned burying his head into the pillow. The night was just too perfect to be true, but does he deserve this? The scent of the guy drove his mind crazy and couldn’t think more.
Kazuya, why don’t you talk to me? You should have told me what… as he was thinking about that suddenly he had a brainstorm. NOTE!
He jumped out of the bed and searched for the mentioned paper desperately. After he run his eyes across the letter he could calm down a little. Kazuya had good time the only thing the guy misunderstood was that he disappointed Jin. How could the man jump to that conclusion? He’s going to tell Kazu-chan that the guy is totally wrong about it.
In the moment Akanishi took his iPhone into his hand the reality hit him. He totally forgot to ask for the younger man’s phone number. Bakanishi you fool!!! Now he has to wait until the guy will be on his night shift. Great! Maybe this night or the upcoming? He couldn’t wait longer that’s sure. This thought would kill his nerves and get him down till then. Jin sulked impatiently and after he couldn’t relax he decided to take a shower and start the day unwillingly. Somehow he will kill the time until he can hear Kazu-chan’s sweet voice again.
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