#Fic# I know what You Did last night (Kame POV)
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NOTE: Read theblackheat 's fic first please!! (link here) That is the first part of this series! Thanks. :)
Title: I know what You Did last night (Kame POV)
Author: tanakakoki_fan
Pairing: Akame
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance, slightly angst
Warning: unbetaed, swearing
Special thanks to: theblackheat
Summary: Kame is determined to confess his feelings to his love, and where to find him better than in the other's favorite club? So one night Kazuya goes to Roppongi to find the target of his emotions but the party will turn out the way he had never thought it would.
blackheat's Author Note: Any kind of kind of similarity it's just random coincidence... (agreed xD *thumbsup and grins*)
AN: This story is kind of a sequel (?) to theblackheat 's fanfiction. She asked me to write the story from Kame's point of view, so here it is <3 Don't forget to read her fic first please!! You can find it HERE.
Kame made a decision. It was not an easy one, he was pondering a lot whenever it's good or bad, he really should do it? He had to. After long years of silence he couldn't go on like this any longer. What had to be done, had to be done. Dot. No arguments, no running away, he had to face it. Wheter it was the right way to do it, that was another question. Whenever it was or was not, it was kind of exciting and well, maybe a little easier to do in those circumstances. Not because Jin will be surely drunk, he was not that low, no. And anyway, he was kind of curious in what way Jin was always partying and he knew maybe he will see something he won't like. But the risk had to be taken, so Kame checked himself in the mirror the last time, adjusting his hair and nodding.
Tonight everything will be settled.
The place was not so familiar. He had been to Roppongi a lot but he preferred to go to New Lex together with Jin. However lately they hadn't been partying together. It was long years ago since he went to Lex and this Feria...well he had never been there before. It surely was not that different, he thought as he saw the building and stepped to the entrance.
He was wearing only white clothes. Not because it was his favorite color, but because of the party. Tonight's party was dedicated to the color white, everyone had to wear that color of clothes. Besides of the pure white, Kame's clothes were the usual style. Ripped tight jeans, a shawl around his waist, shirt with stylish vest. Only one thing was different. This time he wasn't wearing a hat. Not because he was bored of it, but because he was wearing a mask around his eyes. It was part of his plan and it made him a little more at ease. Of course if someone knew him it was easy to recognize him and he was sure Jin will too. But he just needed it not to be so nervous. Tonight he will tell Akanishi Jin how he was feeling with charming the man and not letting him out of his spell ever again. He didn't see much chance of Jin loving him the same way, but he can never know if he doesn't try, ne?
He entered the club and looked around. The place was crowded, white clothed people were dancing to the beat of the music, forming a big crowd. It looked nice actually and tho the walls of the club were painted red, the white color harmonized with it and gave Kame a kind of good feeling. Red and white, like the Japanese flag.
He didn't want to spend much time with philosophising about the nation, he had a mission to fulfill tonight. His eyes searched the crowd, looking for Jin, but it was impossible to find him in the mass. The club was too packed, he couldn't scan the whole area and soon he had to see that finding the man won't be that easy as he thought. He didn't want to call the other on phone, it would ruin everything, so he decided he will wait at the bar. Sooner or later Jin surely wants to drink something, so he just went to -thought it was not that easy of a task- the counter and looked at the bartender. He was not Japanese, but the idol supposed he understood the language else he wouldn't work here.
"One Sex on the beach please." He shouted, trying to be louder than the music. The guy eyed him than nodded, starting to make the cocktail Kame ordered. Soon the young man was drinking and still scanning the area with his eyes with hope, but no Akanishi Jin in sight and he didn't come to the counter either. Where can he be?
The more time passed the more nervous Kame got. He thought the mask will give him self confidence all night long, but as he actually played the scene of Jin and him meeting and he confessing in his mind he had to order more drinks. His hands started to sweat a little and without him realizing he ordered some shots too.
'Damn i was so sure about myself, what is this hearttrobbing now?'
When the singer realized he was already drinking his 3rd Sex on the beach and noticed the 4 small empty glasses that once were filled with shots he decided it was not a good idea to wait at the counter. He won't stop drinking, he knew himself. And he didn't want to be drunk, it would ruin everything. He had to stay sane, to stay fully in control, it was a big day for him. No matter the outcome and no matter that maybe a packed club was not the best place to confess his love, he was determined to go through it. He won't be a chicken. 'You are the famous Kamenashi Kazuya, so behave that way, fight!' He encouraged himself.
Kame decided he will go to the dance floor to dance a little. He had no choice whatsoever, he really didn't want to get drunk. Noone seemed to recognize him so far and it made him relieved. The last thing he needed were fans screaming his name. It would also ruin everything. It's enough if Jin knew who he was, they don't need attention. He closed his eyes and started to dance to the music, letting his mind try out several ways of continuation of the evening, how he will tell his feelings, how Jin will react, but a hand on his waist made him jump out of his fantasies. Nah nice... That's why he hated clubs. Every horny man or woman could be crazy, touching everyone and it was disgusting. He felt anger rising in him. How dare someone touch him without his permission like that? And how dare that someone come this close??
He turned around and his words died in his throat as he noticed who that "harasser" was. His heart started to beat unsteady as he was face to face with the man he was looking for: Akanishi Jin.
"You?" He asked but he knew the other didn't hear him, he just whispered and the music was so loud that if he wasn't screaming he couldn't be heard anyway.
Jin looked so cool in the white outfit, Kame was mesmerized. The second was like an eternity to the younger one, with heartbeat racing, only looking into Jin's eyes. He recognized him no matter the mask, right? It was just a lace material around his eyes, it didn't really hide him.
“Uh,...a...s..sorry..I...” He heard the taller babbling incoherently and Kame got confused for a fleeting second. Did Jin know it was him? He looked so...lost. But extremely cute, he had the urge to chuckle.
Observing the man, he was getting more and more sure Jin knew already who he was. He was just behaving like this, because he was quite drunk. But surely Jin was not the type to pick up random people, let alone _guys_ and the closeness between them promised something more to the younger, so he recovered quickly from the initial shock. He was searching for Jin after all, he couldn't be surprised for long after finding him. He stepped even more closer, slipping one hand onto Jin's chest. He was determined to make his plan through, he will charm the other. He will pretend he is just a stranger to confuse the man for a little while.
"Wanna dance?" Kazuya, never breaking eye contact, asked slowly, teasingly but he knew his voice was again like a whisper.
He just heard Jin say "Un" and felt the man's presence got even more closer. He first let Jin lead the movements as they got more and more lost in the dance, but sometimes he made teasing moves, not so Kame-ish so to say. He acted a little different than usual at first, but this belonged to the play. He caressed Jin here and there, letting him touch him, but not too much, strangers don't touch like that at first.
As the game went on, somewhere along the way Kame couldn't control himself anymore. The throbbing mass around them, the pulsating music and Jin's body so close to him made him feel out of this world. He caressed the taller one's chest up and down as they started to dance and got even more courage when he felt the other was not opposing. Letting his hands slipping to the man's neck, his fingers started to caress his nape slowly, sensually. Every little touch caused him to be more excited, his heart to beat faster. It was heaven.
He rubbed his body to the taller one's, almost moaning when he felt Jin's firm hand on his ass. It sent shivers down his spine and butterflies into his stomach. How he yearned for feeling this. So... Jin felt the same way. Yes, they don't need words, only each other. Their bodies speaking volumes, much more than their mouth could. They were in sync and felt as if they were alone.
His body awoke fully as he was in a different world where only the two of them existed being as close as he always wished for.
Kame tilted his neck letting Jin hide his face into it and he closed his eyes gasping a little when he felt the other's lips caressing the skin on his neck.
He felt Jin's back hitting the wall and he got fired from that fact more. There they were, leaning against each other in the hot, already sweating, holding each other...closer...I want to be closer...
"I want You." Kame whispered, forming the words to be clearly seen, tho he saw little hesitation in Jin's eyes. He felt how Jin hugged him tightly, almost putting all of his weight onto him. Because of this extreme closeness he could feel Jin's heartbeat against his chest and he smiled at how fast it was.
"Ka...zu...no...d...don't.." He heard Jin whisper and he thought his heartbeat can't increase its pace more, but it could as the other spoke his name. Oh God...so he really recognized him... but why did he say "don't"? Surely, the other didn't want their first time to be while he was drunk, right? How caring Jin was. 'It's okay Jin. It's okay.' He thought and looked into the desired man's eyes.
Kazuya leaned away slightly, scanning the other's face. He saw the hesitation in the deep brown eyes, saw how Jin was struggling with himself. Tho the words told not to, Kame felt Jin's body said the opposite. He could feel how hard the other already was and the man's arms were still slightly wrapped around him. However Jin refused to meet his eyes so he had to cup his face and make him look at him, staring into his eyes questioningly. Hesitation, desire, lust, fondness...these all were mixed in Jin's eyes and when Kazuya wanted to ask what's wrong, the taller spoke.
"I... want You too..." This was all Kame wanted to hear. No more doubts, no need to hesitate. He was sure Jin behaved like this because he really didn't want to do it drunk since it will be their first, but he was determined to show the other it was okay. He took the older one's hand, entwining their fingers pulling the man after him.
The V.I.P. rooms were on the second floor and as soon as they got there Kame pulled the other into the first free one. In the same moment they got inside Kame pushed Jin against the door and kissed him deeply. His blood was rushing in his veins, heart throbbing and he felt he will get crazy from desire. To taste the man he loved so much more, to caress every inch of the addictive body. His tongue slipped between Jin's plumb, delicious lips, licking every part he could reach.
Jin's moans were music to the young man's ears and fired Kame up even more, kissing him wildly, feeling more excited that the other returned them. He still couldn't believe it was true. He and Jin, alone, taking a step in their relationship which will make them to be so much more to each other. A border he thought Jin would never step through.
He knelt down slowly, paying attention to the other's belly which he was kissing along the way. His hands were working on the taller one's belt, undoing it with shaking hands. Maybe he would be more faster in the task, but he was too eager to taste Jin everywhere he could, licking into his bellybutton playfully, his hand never resting in the undressing. Jin's skin was so soft and so delicious and the other was so responsive it made Kame's heart soar and immediately regret he didn't approach Jin earlier. So much passion denied for so long...
Finally the standing man's jeans and underwear were slipped onto the ground. Kame's heart raced as he looked at Jin and licked his lips. He couldn't hold himself back any longer, he engulfed the hard and big shaft with his mouth, taking in as much as he could with one go.
He almost smiled when he heard the animalistic moan from Jin's lips and he enjoyed that he is in control. More...Let me hear you more...
He thought and rewarded Jin with licks, starting to play with the cock, circling his tongue around it then guiding it into his mouth. He repeated this again and again, moaning at the sounds of the taller one. It turned him on so much!
He felt how Jin's legs tremble and let the cock out of his mouth to let Jin sit onto the floor. However he didn't let Jin too much time to rest, as soon as the other was sitting with his back supported by the wall and Kazuya was out of his jeans and underwear too, he knelt down, putting his legs on the two side of Akanishi's hips, crashing his lips onto the other's, moaning into it.
This all was so good and he felt so extremely hard he had never felt before. Nothing was enough, his blood was boiling, his head got dizzy and his groin felt like it was burning in fire.
He felt his skin was overly sensitive and he was already panting heavily when Jin's hand found his tights. He moved forward, rubbing his shaft to Jin's in a crazy pace and was moaning uncontrollable.
"Ahhhn!" He wanted even more and he knew, Jin needed more too. With misty eyes he distanced himself a little, grabbing his pants with his trembling hands, quickly taking a condom out of his pocket. It landed on Jin's shaft in record speed and Kame applied some lube too. It was his first time, but he didn't care if it was going to hurt. His senses were numb with pleasure and anticipation. He wanted it. More than anything else. He was dreaming about this happening so many times. Now it was reality. And Jin welcomed him.
He poked his entrance with Jin's shaft and let out a lusty moan as he slowly guided it inside of him, but stopped for a fleeting second. Despite the cloud of pleasure he was feeling, the pain got him into his senses a bit, urging him that no matter how much he wanted it, he should slow down a little. So he continued what he was doing more carefully, slowly sitting into the other's lap letting the cock slip inside of him inch by inch, making his inside welcome the new feeling which was a sweet pain.
"Ahnnn" It still hurt slightly and he needed time until he fully adjusted. Once it was fully inside of him, it was like heaven. He closed his eyes and was unable to close his mouth. He tossed his head back, starting to move up and down very slowly, riding Jin, with his hands supporting himself on the other man's shoulder. He started to get fully relaxed soon, the pink cloud in his mind suppressed the pain and made it to even fade completely. He was feeling with his soul more than with his body and it was even better than he imagined it to be. The desire to taste Jin as much as possible rose in him and he leaned forward, capturing the man's lips, moaning into them. He heard the man's hot moans too and it made his mind more blurry, more out of it. Jin's hot breath against his lips sent electric shivers down his spine and he felt his legs start to tremble, his hands going numb.
"Move." He whispered in a husky voice, whole body trembling slightly.
He felt how Jin took his knees, laying him onto the ground and covering him with his body. God, it felt so warm, so good. He could feel Jin trying to hold himself back, first trusting in just carefully. He was touched at how caring the other was even in this drunken state. Kame felt himself treasured. He was moaning and gasping at each kiss the man showered him with. He became more and more numb with pleasure and almost screamed when Jin finally pushed fully inside of him, stretching him as much as possible.
His hands went around Akanishi's neck and legs around the man's waist in a strong grip. His body was out of control, he was thrusting his hips up every time to meet Jin's movements.
Kame had to hide his face in the crook of the other's neck to muffle the sounds of his moans.
He felt he could explode from the feelings Jin caused, his body was trembling and he was unable to keep his voice down. The numbness of pleasure flooded every inch of his body and he felt the ecstasy is close. He was clinging on Jin, being driven mad by the sexy sounds of the other and feeling the cock inside of him hitting a spot which causing him to see stars.
The last blow was the other's hand on his shaft that started to rub him. At the first rub of the hand Kame came whimpering into Jin's hand, still trembling wildly.
He was panting and his eyes shot open and let out a low moan as he felt Jin exploding inside of him. It was a feeling that couldn't be matched to anything else. The best in the world. Kame started to regret he put a condom onto the other, if he didn't it would have had more impact and anyway, he loved Jin enough to let him have him without any protection, he was the only one he wanted to be with always. Was this thinking too childish? Kame culdn't help it, he had never felt this good in his life.
He welcomed Jin's collapsed form into his arms, hugging him tightly. He tried to calm his breathing but he managed it only after long minutes. The body was so warm against his, he felt so secure, so loved and so...sleepy. Hiding his face in the crook of the man's neck, with a satisfied smile he drifted into sleep.
***
"Oh My God, Pi, I hate myself, dear God!" This was the sentence Kame woke up to. He opened his eyes, scanning the place but he didn't find Jin in the room, only hearing his voice. Probably he was in the bathroom. But what was he so troubled at? Kame wondered.
"I did it, God Pi, I didn't want to. I oh God... I regret it so much, I knew I will! I have someone I love and I...did it with...arghhhh..." Jin whined more and it was like a splash of cold water on Kame. Jin...regretted it? And he...had someone he loved? Yet he slept with him? Because he was so drunk and horny? God, how happy Kame was and now... how much he got disappointed and very...VERY angry. Akanishi was this kind of guy?? He decided he heard enough, he quickly got dressed and hurried away from the place. Mad and hurt.
He didn't realize he passed Nishikido who was about to greet him, but decided not to after he saw the younger's condition.
'Uhh.... Kamenashi must be....dumped. Heh, how unusual to see him at this club...' He thought but didn't really pay more attention to this fact. He continued to scan the casted dance floor to find his buddy Akanishi.
***
Kame had to control himself not to jump onto Akanishi and strangle him when the other stepped into the dressing room. He heard how Koki greeted the man and saw how worn out Jin was. Of course he was like that. 'The stupid fucking bastard. That jerk, that motherfucker that...arghhh. I HATE HIM.' Kame's blood was boiling...from a different reason than during the night.
"You are late Akanishi." He said with an ice cold voice sending a death glare towards Jin. The others knew what was coming, so they left the room quickly. Noone wanted to be there when Akakame was in a fight.
"You...had to wait long?" He heard Jin ask and hearing the man's voice just made him more angry.
"...like always." He muttered while he was fixing his hair. No, he can't look at Akanishi now, he would kill him for sure. 'Selfcontrol Kamenashi, selfcontrol...' He repeated in himself.
"Sorry I was... just... woke up late." He heard Jin's lame explanation. 'Oh this lying bastard, this son of a bitch this...' Kame stopped his trail of thoughts as realization hit him. Jin saying him this means.... he was so drunk he didn't recognize him during the night!?! This made Kame being more mad. He wanted to tell his feelings the night and he thought Jin realized them, but noooooo, mister bastard didn't even know it was him! 'But wait, then why did he say Kazu? Arghh...' Kame was confused.
"Hah. I told you, like A.L.W.A.Y.S~"
"Uh please not so loud. I am not always late."
"Almost ALWAYS" Kame just had to argue. Jin was so stupid there were no words to express how much. The young man was about to explode.
“Not true,” He saw Jin pout and watched in horror when he sat next to him. 'The bastard DARES to sit next to me!!'
“Not almost always. Just...sometimes... going out and … having some drinks... with friends, and so.”
Okay, this was it. “With your drinking friends? Nah, than it’s all right. It explains everything. Drinking with buddies is much more important than getting here in time, ne~” the younger rose his voice and got up from the chair. He won't sit next to Akanishi. Not until this all is cleared. Not until the other will be responsible enough to come to work early AND to be more careful.
Jin buried his head under his arms to protect his ears. 'Won't work.' Kame thought. 'You deserve this.'
“Don't you dare to fall asleep just after you arrived already, Akanishi.”
“Please~” the older one whined.
“No pleases! Hurry and get ready! I'm fed up with your clubbing, Mr. If you have energy to go out, get drunk, and fuck around, you can manage to get ready in time too."
“Huh?” Jin's head flew up and turned to the other.
“Don't stare at me, Mr. you know what I meant. A few shot of vodka and a nice face in front of you, and you are out of control.” 'How the hell could I fall in love with such a stupid jerk??' Kame was amazed at himself.
“WHAT? You were spying on me?” Akanishi looked shocked.
“Eh?” But Kame was more shocked. Just how stupid Jin can be? “No. I don't care anyway... Hurry and get ready!” and with that, he left the room and closed the door behind him.
"Ohayou Kame!" Ueda said smiling, but the younger glared at him which made the leader sweatdrop.
"Leave me alone." Was the angry answer and Kame shut the door of the bathroom behind him, swearing and regretting of making a fool out of himself and that he ever got to know the person named Akanishi Jin. Now he started to hope Jin will never know so he won't be more of a fool. But still... why was Jin calling him by name if he didn't know? This kept him bugging.
Ueda looked after him and shook his head.
"Nah... another long day to KAT-TUN. I wonder what Akanishi did this time....."
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