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It seems to me that i always get this way in the summer, maybe its just regular old boredom, but this year seems diffferent. I dont have much to be upset about and yet unless im working or randomly decide to hang out with some peoples, i sit on my couch for hours on end, eating, sleeping, i was in the same clothes for 2 days, granted i took a shower, but i stilll put my pjs back on, its like everything is such an effort and i just dont have the energy to care. im almost out of cigarettes and ive been sleeping on the couch for the last week
everything i do just hurts
and i dont know why
on a better note
i have cute feet