let's toast a post, shall we?
Most of the time, I think. Who doesn't? The usual problem is that when the time comes for me to actually write or type something, I am unable to do so. Like right now. I have so many things to say, so many things to share, but nothing comes out.
Thoughts are sacred, however I love to type. I love to blot papers, I love the clacking sounds of the keyboard in such an organized and consecutive fashion. As of late, it is great keeping things to myself, but of course, like everything it has its repercussions. Either way, the time I spend gazing out of a window of some store comforts me. It sends a message that everything out there seems in order, and that you are not alone. You are, but you aren't. Weird? Not really.
I just want to type, anything. It doesn't have to have any meaning. I just want to type so I can read it, so maybe you will read it, and hopefully it is thought-provoking enough that it will help you with something you also have been thinking about... I just hope that it does not make you think bad things... I just love typing "I just" in the beginning of most sentences in this paragraph.
Like law school, nothing is certain. So a friend was indeed right, that I should treat my everday existence in that school like it is a blessing, for it sure is. Right now, I still maintain the mentality that I had last semester. It is an edge I am not willing to give up. It makes everything interesting for me.
Tit for tat. Juggling exercises. I have been wanting to work. My parents have been forcing me to work. Truth is I will kill myself if I work and study. Now, I think suicide is an interesting concept, don't you think? Seems interesting to me. Death and taxes.
What's with the emo-ness of songs and they always refer to Boston? Because it's cold? Can someone shed some light on this?
Back to the fundamentals. Like my shooting in basketball, which has improved (which basically means I am really, really... really consistent), so did my study habits. Though my study habits are still all over the place... literally and figuratively. Literally you say? Well, check out my house. They are all over the place I tell you.
Interesting so far, because I have typed a hefty number of words for a usual blog day, and I have said nothing that really pertains to my train of thought. Decoy, so to speak.
*Your hands are shaking cold, your hands are mine to hold... speak to me.*
When you feel that you control nothing in your life, might as well do something productive with it. Moping and ranting about it won't do. I rant, and I just erase my opponent in basketball. I rant, and I erase an army from a video game. I rant, and I make someone laugh. I like when I do that. At least they don't feel like it's such a burden.
Sometimes, I feel like I just want to write a personal letter, and give it to that person. It is a great thing to do when you do not want to feel all awkward about it. However, that's still evidence. I remember this time when I did write a heartfelt letter, and I remember a friend recounting that the person I wrote to was just laughing at it with a friend. Not that you wouldn't care, that's why you wrote the letter. Anyway, where is that person now. That's all I have to say.
I try to make everyone in my life have their mark. Simply put, I remember them for something. Something good. I learn from them. They give me more things to think about. I wonder if other people give a damn. Perhaps not, but that's their problem.
Regarding Final Fantasy VIII. Squall's such an ass... or loser... or better yet, an IDIOT. Taena, you have Quistis who's hot, then Rinoa... then you act like they mean nothing... then you pick the Rinoa over Quistis... in which you could actually have both. Or Quistis first, then Rinoa. With Cloud, we had the option to be interested in either Aeris or Tifa... well boohoo for Team Aeris, but Tifa's going to win. With FFVIII, bah. Such an idiot. Squall's favorite statement "......." Boring.
Regarding Final Fantasy VII. I miss playing that game. But when I try to play it, the pain comes back. Aeris will die, and the game will suck after that. Why bother. By the time you can kill Sephiroth, you'd have already whacked your TV.
Regarding Chrono Trigger. I want a PSP with an SNES Emulator to play Chrono Trigger. This game, has the perfect mix, that will keep me playing it... when I am outside the house and bored.
Regarding NFS: Carbon. I finished it in two days. Good game, but come on. Two days?!
Anyway senseless na. Stop na.
Thoughts are sacred, however I love to type. I love to blot papers, I love the clacking sounds of the keyboard in such an organized and consecutive fashion. As of late, it is great keeping things to myself, but of course, like everything it has its repercussions. Either way, the time I spend gazing out of a window of some store comforts me. It sends a message that everything out there seems in order, and that you are not alone. You are, but you aren't. Weird? Not really.
I just want to type, anything. It doesn't have to have any meaning. I just want to type so I can read it, so maybe you will read it, and hopefully it is thought-provoking enough that it will help you with something you also have been thinking about... I just hope that it does not make you think bad things... I just love typing "I just" in the beginning of most sentences in this paragraph.
Like law school, nothing is certain. So a friend was indeed right, that I should treat my everday existence in that school like it is a blessing, for it sure is. Right now, I still maintain the mentality that I had last semester. It is an edge I am not willing to give up. It makes everything interesting for me.
Tit for tat. Juggling exercises. I have been wanting to work. My parents have been forcing me to work. Truth is I will kill myself if I work and study. Now, I think suicide is an interesting concept, don't you think? Seems interesting to me. Death and taxes.
What's with the emo-ness of songs and they always refer to Boston? Because it's cold? Can someone shed some light on this?
Back to the fundamentals. Like my shooting in basketball, which has improved (which basically means I am really, really... really consistent), so did my study habits. Though my study habits are still all over the place... literally and figuratively. Literally you say? Well, check out my house. They are all over the place I tell you.
Interesting so far, because I have typed a hefty number of words for a usual blog day, and I have said nothing that really pertains to my train of thought. Decoy, so to speak.
*Your hands are shaking cold, your hands are mine to hold... speak to me.*
When you feel that you control nothing in your life, might as well do something productive with it. Moping and ranting about it won't do. I rant, and I just erase my opponent in basketball. I rant, and I erase an army from a video game. I rant, and I make someone laugh. I like when I do that. At least they don't feel like it's such a burden.
Sometimes, I feel like I just want to write a personal letter, and give it to that person. It is a great thing to do when you do not want to feel all awkward about it. However, that's still evidence. I remember this time when I did write a heartfelt letter, and I remember a friend recounting that the person I wrote to was just laughing at it with a friend. Not that you wouldn't care, that's why you wrote the letter. Anyway, where is that person now. That's all I have to say.
I try to make everyone in my life have their mark. Simply put, I remember them for something. Something good. I learn from them. They give me more things to think about. I wonder if other people give a damn. Perhaps not, but that's their problem.
Regarding Final Fantasy VIII. Squall's such an ass... or loser... or better yet, an IDIOT. Taena, you have Quistis who's hot, then Rinoa... then you act like they mean nothing... then you pick the Rinoa over Quistis... in which you could actually have both. Or Quistis first, then Rinoa. With Cloud, we had the option to be interested in either Aeris or Tifa... well boohoo for Team Aeris, but Tifa's going to win. With FFVIII, bah. Such an idiot. Squall's favorite statement "......." Boring.
Regarding Final Fantasy VII. I miss playing that game. But when I try to play it, the pain comes back. Aeris will die, and the game will suck after that. Why bother. By the time you can kill Sephiroth, you'd have already whacked your TV.
Regarding Chrono Trigger. I want a PSP with an SNES Emulator to play Chrono Trigger. This game, has the perfect mix, that will keep me playing it... when I am outside the house and bored.
Regarding NFS: Carbon. I finished it in two days. Good game, but come on. Two days?!
Anyway senseless na. Stop na.