...to lose her
im not going back to school today and i still wish, just like anyone whos sitting in a class room right now, that i could go back to the very first day of summmer. its so depressing to see something nice end forever. if i could go back now id do so much different. i wouldnt come on so strong i wouldnt have been a jerk. theres some feelings that are best kept to yourself i guess. i still wonder if our last conversatoin meant anything to you.. uprobablydontbotherwiththisanymore sorry but dont talk bad about me please, im living in 1984 for godsakes. youre so fucking modern to me, i cant believe i ever had u (youremakingmesosad)