music in my head in terms of memories?
I just felt like sharing some of these stories that made me realize "DAMN! THAT WAS IRONIC!"
somewhere around past two weeks ago.. i was bored. so i was just done playing all the games here at my pc and seems that theres still alot of time before i need to sleep to keep my schedule straight. so asual windows media player was playin random Mp3's at the background as i try to serf around the net. at first i was lookin around mapua forums and novus sector forums with spam here, spam there. post here. post there. after every thing has been said and done i opened up my friendster account and asual. nothing was up, just random bulletin posts for Announcements and Surveys and stuff. at this point I started looking around my friends list and for some weird reason i ended up goin to Graziella's page at friendster,
alot of background stories to go thru but to sum it up she was a friend in college who i fell in love with but things weren't at the happy side from that point so we went bitter which resulted into ALOT of how would you call that EMotional ranting and random posts about how i was dealing with my own crap at the same time trying to keep up with my school work and alot of syt things. it when on and on until such time that we never saw each other cuz i had to leave school and started working. until Recently when i dropped byh the school to pick up some documents and we saw each other, i guess every thing's fine now..
anyway as i was browsing around her profile i noticed she had alot of pictures of her self which probably came from an Camera phone. She did not have that kind of habit when we were hanggin out. Somewhere along the profile while i was browsing "Naive Orleans" by amberlin started playing. so i was browsing around and also feeling the music that was playin in the background. ok so after a while the song reached the chorus part and for someWeird reason I SANG it OUT LOAD.
" AND I FINALLY FOUND THAT LIFE GOES ON WITHOUT YOU and my world still turns when your not around"
then i came to a pause...
i was like... ROFLMAO!? hahahaha.. made me remember all the stuff that i used to think about when i was on EMO mode during those time.. haha out of that event i decided to leave a Testimonial.. hahaha..
another story would be this past 2 weeks . I think started last last thursday. when i was looking for one of my officemate medy at the 22nd floor ,where they was stationed, 1 hour before my shift starts. I saw her team mates on the floor but i wasnt able to find her. I kinda figured that must be on break and went somewhere else to grab some grub. so the next day. i tried to find here again this time about 1hr and 30 mins before my shft would start.. one of here team mates called me and asked " do you what happend to medy cuz she hasnt been coming to work for 2 days now. which was very odd considering that she was never late nor absent in the past 3~4 months that she was working here. But on my head i kinda knew what was goin on already Because she already mentioned something about "when i stop coming to work, i wont come back to work anymore".But in any case i still knew i had to figure out what happend to her. so i replied that i didn't know what happend to her, so Her teamate jet suggested that i'd give her a call to try and figure out what happend to her.. so i said yea.. ill give it a try later, i would have done it then an there but considering the ungodly hour i dont think that calling someone in 2:30 in the morning would be appropriate so a said that i'd give her a call after my shift was over. and so 9 hours passes by. to after my shift i loaded 50 php on to my cellphone so i can make a phone call. as i was leaving the office. gave her a call that time and as soon as she answered the call frist question that came out wasnt. "hey what happend to you? why aren't you coming to work" but instead "hey, you coming back to work? hahaha" she already knew what i was talking about LOLed and replied with a simple I "dont know" so LOL'ed and asked her "seriously?" and gave me an honest answer "no" as i asked why.. she asked me if i can call her back when she text messages me. so i said ok.. bye.."
after a while when i was on the bus on my way home from work.. i received the text message that was she was referring to. message was " call me baCk". and so i did.. finally she told me why she wasnt planning on coming back to work apparently her plans to go to singapore and look for work there was'nt in the near future and she already booked a flight on a specific day. now during the discussion on the fone i heard "TUESday" so i was left to believe that it was goin to be tuesday at 5pm.. so as i was talking to her about what shes goin to do there and all the usual questions that my aries when you hear about someone leaving in a moments notice.. the line when dead cuz i ran out of credits for calling.. so there were audible goodbyes or take cares. just a question left hanging.... so with the credits left on my phone i sent her a text message saying what happend and We'll talk again k?.
so 2 days went by without even thinking about it. then i Thought about Giving her a call before she leaves. so i was trying to reach her monday afternoon trying to get a confirmation on where her flight would be cuz at that point i wasnt sure of the day anymore.. but i wasnt able to get in touch operator was saying "unable to complete your call try again later". so i figured her phone must have been off or something. following day i also tried to give her a call somewhere around the morning.. but i was still getting the same thing "unable to complete your call" at that point i thought " she dosnt want to be contacted anymore i guess" so with that i kinda forgot about it the rest of the day...
it was also my last day at work before my 2 days off so i decided to treat myselft at Timezone and burn a little cash at the arcade ehehe... after a few hours... i got tired and decided to go home.. so i plugged my ears with my mp3 player and started walking towards the train station (MRT). at the train as i was standing by the door and listening to my music i was thinking about some random stuff. Performance at work, what i've done for my self so far, Aisha's TExt message that morning (ya LOL i know aish.. hahaha ) , Then out of the blue i started thinking of medy again and i believed she was leaving that day at 5pm.. so i tried calling her again but i was still receiving that same message " unable to complete your call"
so no luck with that i said to my self and i've reach the station where i was suppose to get off.. upon leaving the train.. as i was listening back to my music player it was in the Second Chours of moony's Flying away.
"im...... Flying away.. aaaaa im flying away" again at that point i Stopped covered my mouth and laughed.. hahahahaha WTH? is that the reason that i remembered that she was suppose to leave that day? haha
that night i completely forgot about the whole she im not going to see her anymore and i'l miss that friend of mine.. i was posting random stuff at the forums when this window pops up.. with a buzzing sound.. it was from my Yahoo messenger... it was medy on invisible mode saying "HEY" so i told her i was trying to call her that afternoon before she left.. she was like ???? this afternoon? i left last saturday.. i was like -.-" LOL!
somewhere around past two weeks ago.. i was bored. so i was just done playing all the games here at my pc and seems that theres still alot of time before i need to sleep to keep my schedule straight. so asual windows media player was playin random Mp3's at the background as i try to serf around the net. at first i was lookin around mapua forums and novus sector forums with spam here, spam there. post here. post there. after every thing has been said and done i opened up my friendster account and asual. nothing was up, just random bulletin posts for Announcements and Surveys and stuff. at this point I started looking around my friends list and for some weird reason i ended up goin to Graziella's page at friendster,
alot of background stories to go thru but to sum it up she was a friend in college who i fell in love with but things weren't at the happy side from that point so we went bitter which resulted into ALOT of how would you call that EMotional ranting and random posts about how i was dealing with my own crap at the same time trying to keep up with my school work and alot of syt things. it when on and on until such time that we never saw each other cuz i had to leave school and started working. until Recently when i dropped byh the school to pick up some documents and we saw each other, i guess every thing's fine now..
anyway as i was browsing around her profile i noticed she had alot of pictures of her self which probably came from an Camera phone. She did not have that kind of habit when we were hanggin out. Somewhere along the profile while i was browsing "Naive Orleans" by amberlin started playing. so i was browsing around and also feeling the music that was playin in the background. ok so after a while the song reached the chorus part and for someWeird reason I SANG it OUT LOAD.
" AND I FINALLY FOUND THAT LIFE GOES ON WITHOUT YOU and my world still turns when your not around"
then i came to a pause...
i was like... ROFLMAO!? hahahaha.. made me remember all the stuff that i used to think about when i was on EMO mode during those time.. haha out of that event i decided to leave a Testimonial.. hahaha..
another story would be this past 2 weeks . I think started last last thursday. when i was looking for one of my officemate medy at the 22nd floor ,where they was stationed, 1 hour before my shift starts. I saw her team mates on the floor but i wasnt able to find her. I kinda figured that must be on break and went somewhere else to grab some grub. so the next day. i tried to find here again this time about 1hr and 30 mins before my shft would start.. one of here team mates called me and asked " do you what happend to medy cuz she hasnt been coming to work for 2 days now. which was very odd considering that she was never late nor absent in the past 3~4 months that she was working here. But on my head i kinda knew what was goin on already Because she already mentioned something about "when i stop coming to work, i wont come back to work anymore".But in any case i still knew i had to figure out what happend to her. so i replied that i didn't know what happend to her, so Her teamate jet suggested that i'd give her a call to try and figure out what happend to her.. so i said yea.. ill give it a try later, i would have done it then an there but considering the ungodly hour i dont think that calling someone in 2:30 in the morning would be appropriate so a said that i'd give her a call after my shift was over. and so 9 hours passes by. to after my shift i loaded 50 php on to my cellphone so i can make a phone call. as i was leaving the office. gave her a call that time and as soon as she answered the call frist question that came out wasnt. "hey what happend to you? why aren't you coming to work" but instead "hey, you coming back to work? hahaha" she already knew what i was talking about LOLed and replied with a simple I "dont know" so LOL'ed and asked her "seriously?" and gave me an honest answer "no" as i asked why.. she asked me if i can call her back when she text messages me. so i said ok.. bye.."
after a while when i was on the bus on my way home from work.. i received the text message that was she was referring to. message was " call me baCk". and so i did.. finally she told me why she wasnt planning on coming back to work apparently her plans to go to singapore and look for work there was'nt in the near future and she already booked a flight on a specific day. now during the discussion on the fone i heard "TUESday" so i was left to believe that it was goin to be tuesday at 5pm.. so as i was talking to her about what shes goin to do there and all the usual questions that my aries when you hear about someone leaving in a moments notice.. the line when dead cuz i ran out of credits for calling.. so there were audible goodbyes or take cares. just a question left hanging.... so with the credits left on my phone i sent her a text message saying what happend and We'll talk again k?.
so 2 days went by without even thinking about it. then i Thought about Giving her a call before she leaves. so i was trying to reach her monday afternoon trying to get a confirmation on where her flight would be cuz at that point i wasnt sure of the day anymore.. but i wasnt able to get in touch operator was saying "unable to complete your call try again later". so i figured her phone must have been off or something. following day i also tried to give her a call somewhere around the morning.. but i was still getting the same thing "unable to complete your call" at that point i thought " she dosnt want to be contacted anymore i guess" so with that i kinda forgot about it the rest of the day...
it was also my last day at work before my 2 days off so i decided to treat myselft at Timezone and burn a little cash at the arcade ehehe... after a few hours... i got tired and decided to go home.. so i plugged my ears with my mp3 player and started walking towards the train station (MRT). at the train as i was standing by the door and listening to my music i was thinking about some random stuff. Performance at work, what i've done for my self so far, Aisha's TExt message that morning (ya LOL i know aish.. hahaha ) , Then out of the blue i started thinking of medy again and i believed she was leaving that day at 5pm.. so i tried calling her again but i was still receiving that same message " unable to complete your call"
so no luck with that i said to my self and i've reach the station where i was suppose to get off.. upon leaving the train.. as i was listening back to my music player it was in the Second Chours of moony's Flying away.
"im...... Flying away.. aaaaa im flying away" again at that point i Stopped covered my mouth and laughed.. hahahahaha WTH? is that the reason that i remembered that she was suppose to leave that day? haha
that night i completely forgot about the whole she im not going to see her anymore and i'l miss that friend of mine.. i was posting random stuff at the forums when this window pops up.. with a buzzing sound.. it was from my Yahoo messenger... it was medy on invisible mode saying "HEY" so i told her i was trying to call her that afternoon before she left.. she was like ???? this afternoon? i left last saturday.. i was like -.-" LOL!