Its been a while....
Just going thru some files and found that old unfinished poem i wrote... well i finished it...
it WAS about missing someone but I it turned into something like this....
(some actions stated are hypotheticaly spoken..)
Sorry....
My light, my sunshine
Where is it when I need to brighten up this gloomy day.
Like a dying fish seeks water,
I have been longing that blinding glare of the sun
To shutter the cold bitter truth that fills my heart
I seek its warmth…
Like a red coat that embraces me…
That would make me forget your bitterness…
I still remember that night
Where you left me standing under that street light…
Guilt ridden and unforgiven…
HERE… In this cold and rainy day, I lie in this cold floor…
Drugged and Bothered on what tomorrow will bring.,,
Another day that brings be guilt and hinder me of which I seek, My Forgiveness
As I plug my ears to silence the world
And as I cover my eyes to blind me of the truth...
I can live this worthless day itching to Step out that door…
And as I sink deeper in my own misery..
I lie awake staring at my window hoping you’ll appear on my side
And share that one smile we had.. .
That same laughter we uttered…
And say the words I have been longing hear
Until then... I will stay here at my table...
Staring at my window…
Waiting to see the light…
Shivering in your cold shoulders
I will wait here until I die....
I’m sorry……
it WAS about missing someone but I it turned into something like this....
(some actions stated are hypotheticaly spoken..)
Sorry....
My light, my sunshine
Where is it when I need to brighten up this gloomy day.
Like a dying fish seeks water,
I have been longing that blinding glare of the sun
To shutter the cold bitter truth that fills my heart
I seek its warmth…
Like a red coat that embraces me…
That would make me forget your bitterness…
I still remember that night
Where you left me standing under that street light…
Guilt ridden and unforgiven…
HERE… In this cold and rainy day, I lie in this cold floor…
Drugged and Bothered on what tomorrow will bring.,,
Another day that brings be guilt and hinder me of which I seek, My Forgiveness
As I plug my ears to silence the world
And as I cover my eyes to blind me of the truth...
I can live this worthless day itching to Step out that door…
And as I sink deeper in my own misery..
I lie awake staring at my window hoping you’ll appear on my side
And share that one smile we had.. .
That same laughter we uttered…
And say the words I have been longing hear
Until then... I will stay here at my table...
Staring at my window…
Waiting to see the light…
Shivering in your cold shoulders
I will wait here until I die....
I’m sorry……