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Found my self dazzing of into space again.. thinking random thoughts of everything... the more i do this.. the more im starting to hate life
it self...
Still this thought from last night's drinking session still rings in my head... Happines will make you Stable so you stay lets go stable.. WIthout happines... will cause you the "B"... so you say lets be Stale>>> we tried thinking what the "b is for... eventually it came to "Bliss"
BLiss
Extreme happiness; ecstasy.
The ecstasy of salvation; spiritual joy.
Can love really give you this BLiss??
it seems that love can ether give you bliss.. or it can crap all over you like a ton of bricks Droping from the 50 floors up....
For give me if i dont make any sense or what so ever... its just because that im so pissed at every thing or im just Sad...
random thoughts can kill a person.. just found that out....
just found my self irrataded at the class room atmoshpere and eventually i made it out here in the comp shop.. since there isn't enought time to play dota i just tried to update this Journal so the toughts are just here...
i tried playing CS but the F-ing Halflife button is minimized and wont maximaze.. theres no use ALT F4 ing it as well...
just tried to load this game that is on henx's status
http://www.addictinggames.com/4secondfrenzy.html
but right now its stuck on 49% and slowly making its way up to 100%.. hay it just moved into 50% woooT! not! fuck EVERYTHING!
it self...
Still this thought from last night's drinking session still rings in my head... Happines will make you Stable so you stay lets go stable.. WIthout happines... will cause you the "B"... so you say lets be Stale>>> we tried thinking what the "b is for... eventually it came to "Bliss"
BLiss
Extreme happiness; ecstasy.
The ecstasy of salvation; spiritual joy.
Can love really give you this BLiss??
it seems that love can ether give you bliss.. or it can crap all over you like a ton of bricks Droping from the 50 floors up....
For give me if i dont make any sense or what so ever... its just because that im so pissed at every thing or im just Sad...
random thoughts can kill a person.. just found that out....
just found my self irrataded at the class room atmoshpere and eventually i made it out here in the comp shop.. since there isn't enought time to play dota i just tried to update this Journal so the toughts are just here...
i tried playing CS but the F-ing Halflife button is minimized and wont maximaze.. theres no use ALT F4 ing it as well...
just tried to load this game that is on henx's status
http://www.addictinggames.com/4secondfrenzy.html
but right now its stuck on 49% and slowly making its way up to 100%.. hay it just moved into 50% woooT! not! fuck EVERYTHING!