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my aunt from the side of my family that raised me and loved me, but isnt really blood family, just had a heart attack last night. and that sucks. my stepmoms family is the only real close family figure i've ever had in my life. they never fight at all, all they do is just love each other a lot. and since 1984 all that has ever happened to them is every 4-5 years, someone dies unexpectedly, or some serious life threatening shit happens to someone. and thats how i know that there is no god.