loss of appetite...

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i was in such a good mood.
i just left the arbys with a bag full of food and was listing to the radio.
i park and begin to eat my food,then something happen that wigged me out bad.
kings of leon:sex on fire came on,needless to say i couldnt finish my meal.
i broke down on the way home.i tried to just think about all the fun and progress ive been making(despite loosing my phone again...)and i couldnt push all these thoughts of you out of my head.you took up alot of space...now i dont know what to do about you.
i want to talk to you but i dont want to fight,breakdown or wig out.

ive had a good time and have been keeping myself busy,but your always in my thoughts.
not a day goes by.i miss your companionship,i miss you as a whole.you were one of the most surest things in my life,so i thought.every time i feel like something reminds me of you i catch myself thinking about all the times we had.the good and the bad,then i think to myself i could almost fall inlove with you all over again...

i love you so very much.
i miss you more then anything.
but i cant do anything other then that...