you're my obsession
in the past 88 hours all i've had is a couple pieces of gum & a couple cups of coffee.
it's making me really emotional.
i've been crying on and off all week.
i wonder what it's like to have a normal healthy relationship with food...
my boyfriend and i are celebrating our two year anniversary on wednesday.
i wish i could just be normal with food for that day.
i want to have a good day like that with him.
but i know i can't.
and it kills me.
i know he's worried, and he hasen't seen me eat for a long time.
i hate how this interferes with our relationship.
i remeber the few months that we went out to dinners & lunches and i actually ate.
it was nice.
so nice.
it's making me really emotional.
i've been crying on and off all week.
i wonder what it's like to have a normal healthy relationship with food...
my boyfriend and i are celebrating our two year anniversary on wednesday.
i wish i could just be normal with food for that day.
i want to have a good day like that with him.
but i know i can't.
and it kills me.
i know he's worried, and he hasen't seen me eat for a long time.
i hate how this interferes with our relationship.
i remeber the few months that we went out to dinners & lunches and i actually ate.
it was nice.
so nice.