My health is ...
deteriorating.
and I am so fucking scared. The doctors still don't know whats wrong with my kidney. They want me to take a CAT scan, I am so fucking scared. The medical bills are pilling up and my father isn't being quite helpful about it. I just feel like he's doing enough for me , his daughter and number 1 investment. I hate anything that has to do with radiology , is scares the fuck out of me. I just had a stress attack and throwed up nothing. absolutely nothing , I feel like i was trying to expel my stomach from my body. I feel like I am going to faint every time I stand up. I just want to go back to being healthy .. I used to literally feel invincible ...
I'm sorry I didnt mean to make you feel bad with my sob story or anything , its just i felt like I need to tall this to someone , but theres is no one i can tell. I can't tell my best friend. She lost her mother just a couple years ago to cancer , I can't freak her out , she already is scared over me.
you can ignore this, i wont hold it against anyone
and I am so fucking scared. The doctors still don't know whats wrong with my kidney. They want me to take a CAT scan, I am so fucking scared. The medical bills are pilling up and my father isn't being quite helpful about it. I just feel like he's doing enough for me , his daughter and number 1 investment. I hate anything that has to do with radiology , is scares the fuck out of me. I just had a stress attack and throwed up nothing. absolutely nothing , I feel like i was trying to expel my stomach from my body. I feel like I am going to faint every time I stand up. I just want to go back to being healthy .. I used to literally feel invincible ...
I'm sorry I didnt mean to make you feel bad with my sob story or anything , its just i felt like I need to tall this to someone , but theres is no one i can tell. I can't tell my best friend. She lost her mother just a couple years ago to cancer , I can't freak her out , she already is scared over me.
you can ignore this, i wont hold it against anyone