depressed
ok so basically the last few weeks have slowley found me crawling into depression once again. i have felt it coming. i can honestly feel it surging full fleged through my veins. but ya so thats that... the other night was fun tho at the apartment. i got to say good bi to jrob and to jole. i kno they will come back to visit tho, so it wont be that bad. i got pertty fucked up it felt pretty good. i love hanging out with all those people. they are so awsome, and fun, and NON DRAMA. its awsome, im deffinatly gonna have to hang out with them all more often. john fear is back for good from humbolt, so that is cool cuz he is a rather awsome guy. umm yesterday suxked major balls, cuz i was so tired all day long. i slept almost the whole day, except forthe few hours i had to go to work. i really wanted to get my bed done yesterday, but i fell asleep at like 4 30 and then didnt wake up till like 7 and my dad wouldnt do it bi then. i did make a very awsome cd last night, that makes me VERY reminicent. i called sarah crying last night, and i didnt even really kno y i was crying. it just hurts. my heart is heavy. but ya i couldnt sleep so i listened to my cd, and then painted an awsome feminist patch for my vest, i want to work on it again, so im starting as of last night to update it. umm but ya so today i have the day off and im gonna finish my room so that i can get my bed out of there. so ya umm basicially that ist. so ya