past several days of living life and so on..
so, my weekend was pretty kewl. it got nice and cool outside. played disc golf on friday..i really think i'm improving, but i wish i had time to play more frequently.
went to pleasure island with erin for the girls' 21st birthdays. it was fun, but we were more or less the babysitters. we had fun dancing and so on. met this cool guy brett that likes pedro the lion. =)
.....may i interupt this television program to say that marla loves spanky. ........no....she REALLY loves spanky.......
yeah, so he met the pops and my abuela tonight..it went well, they both really liked him..this makes me feel good that he got to meet them and things with my father went well.
there is this one thing...these two bad dreams i had a week or two ago that keep lingering in my mind and becoming a part of my fears..my fears of losing my love, spanky, to something that i have absolutely no control over...=( i often get sad when i think of such things.
but i won't say a word...dreams are just dreams and they are almost like mind games sometimes...when you think of something and you make this little story up in your mind about it and how you would never want that to happen...yeah, definitely my brain overprocessing the material i put into it.
ok, i'm gonna go back to my pleasant way of thinking and believe that i am loved for everything i am even if i don't think i have that much to offer...i'm just me.......=)
went to pleasure island with erin for the girls' 21st birthdays. it was fun, but we were more or less the babysitters. we had fun dancing and so on. met this cool guy brett that likes pedro the lion. =)
.....may i interupt this television program to say that marla loves spanky. ........no....she REALLY loves spanky.......
yeah, so he met the pops and my abuela tonight..it went well, they both really liked him..this makes me feel good that he got to meet them and things with my father went well.
there is this one thing...these two bad dreams i had a week or two ago that keep lingering in my mind and becoming a part of my fears..my fears of losing my love, spanky, to something that i have absolutely no control over...=( i often get sad when i think of such things.
but i won't say a word...dreams are just dreams and they are almost like mind games sometimes...when you think of something and you make this little story up in your mind about it and how you would never want that to happen...yeah, definitely my brain overprocessing the material i put into it.
ok, i'm gonna go back to my pleasant way of thinking and believe that i am loved for everything i am even if i don't think i have that much to offer...i'm just me.......=)