Reference to the cocksucking comments a while back + some other BLAH pertaining to the circumstances
Some of you may remember the incident I am referring to.
It feels pretty sour to get judged and defined on my weaknesses and mistakes exclusively, and make up some bullshit slander on top of that which is based on one side of the story (mr. Dick's), and THEN come and accuse my friends for defending me on my LJ and whining that they don't have the right to do that because THEY know only one side of that story.
That's kind of hypocritical, don't you think?
I just recently found out that the BOTH unwanted commenters actually had went so far as to harass these defending friends of mine on Facebook (but were told to stop fucking messaging or they'd be reported, lol)
Not to mention pretty ass of "Dickie": I sent him a message some months ago, asking him to show an ounce of respect and tell me what exactly it is that I supposedly did so wrong, so that I would KNOW and be able to actually move on, and not just dwell on assumptions and speculations over why my best friend would dump me after I had sex with someone else (this is the assumption I am under right now: our "friendship" wasn't worth more than sex to him. I was single, and there never was any kind of agreement over monogamy in the "friends-with-benefits" thing that we had going on and working so well up til then, and then he went batshit emotional).
I asked him to do that, to tell me, so that I would know, and maybe could learn something from the experience.
It was enough humiliation for me to even have to send such a message to an estranged old "friend" so that I could gain some sort of peace of mind, but that what he did, exactly contrary to my plea for that ounce of respect, he went on gossiping to these third party commenters over how I am sending him messages and how he doesn't want that, and then hear it from this this third party "oh, by the way, Dick says you're messaging him and he wants it to stop". That is just so disgustingly low even for a creep like him that it makes me wanna scream and shout and bust something up fully and totally. Preferably a body part of a couple certain someones.
How is it that when you blame yourself for everything, you'll be called emo, self-harming, playing the martyr, unrealistic, too hard on your self etc., and the minute that you actually learn some self respect and can without remorse have the guts to spot another person's faults too and not exclusively blame your self for all the shit that went awry, you're suddenly a mean, pathetic bitch who only blames everyone else and never realises her own faults. I used to be that self-blaming kind of loser, but I got over that, and I ain't gonna let some pissy-pants
little LJ-commenter walk all over me with their arrogant and self righteous bullshite. I'm not that loser anymore, and I won't be ever again. This baby is a winner, and though I might be down, I'm not staying that way. If I'd always just let my misfortunes get me out of the game, I'd've been out a long time ago. And I'm still kicking.
SO TAKE THAT YOU AWFUL, WUSSY COCK-SUCKERS OUT THERE.
TAAAAKE THAAAAAAAT!!!!! BANZAAAAIEEeeeee.....
*insert an image of me ninja-jumping from space and tackling the earth*
Buahhahahaha. I'm back.
It feels pretty sour to get judged and defined on my weaknesses and mistakes exclusively, and make up some bullshit slander on top of that which is based on one side of the story (mr. Dick's), and THEN come and accuse my friends for defending me on my LJ and whining that they don't have the right to do that because THEY know only one side of that story.
That's kind of hypocritical, don't you think?
I just recently found out that the BOTH unwanted commenters actually had went so far as to harass these defending friends of mine on Facebook (but were told to stop fucking messaging or they'd be reported, lol)
Not to mention pretty ass of "Dickie": I sent him a message some months ago, asking him to show an ounce of respect and tell me what exactly it is that I supposedly did so wrong, so that I would KNOW and be able to actually move on, and not just dwell on assumptions and speculations over why my best friend would dump me after I had sex with someone else (this is the assumption I am under right now: our "friendship" wasn't worth more than sex to him. I was single, and there never was any kind of agreement over monogamy in the "friends-with-benefits" thing that we had going on and working so well up til then, and then he went batshit emotional).
I asked him to do that, to tell me, so that I would know, and maybe could learn something from the experience.
It was enough humiliation for me to even have to send such a message to an estranged old "friend" so that I could gain some sort of peace of mind, but that what he did, exactly contrary to my plea for that ounce of respect, he went on gossiping to these third party commenters over how I am sending him messages and how he doesn't want that, and then hear it from this this third party "oh, by the way, Dick says you're messaging him and he wants it to stop". That is just so disgustingly low even for a creep like him that it makes me wanna scream and shout and bust something up fully and totally. Preferably a body part of a couple certain someones.
How is it that when you blame yourself for everything, you'll be called emo, self-harming, playing the martyr, unrealistic, too hard on your self etc., and the minute that you actually learn some self respect and can without remorse have the guts to spot another person's faults too and not exclusively blame your self for all the shit that went awry, you're suddenly a mean, pathetic bitch who only blames everyone else and never realises her own faults. I used to be that self-blaming kind of loser, but I got over that, and I ain't gonna let some pissy-pants
little LJ-commenter walk all over me with their arrogant and self righteous bullshite. I'm not that loser anymore, and I won't be ever again. This baby is a winner, and though I might be down, I'm not staying that way. If I'd always just let my misfortunes get me out of the game, I'd've been out a long time ago. And I'm still kicking.
SO TAKE THAT YOU AWFUL, WUSSY COCK-SUCKERS OUT THERE.
TAAAAKE THAAAAAAAT!!!!! BANZAAAAIEEeeeee.....
*insert an image of me ninja-jumping from space and tackling the earth*
Buahhahahaha. I'm back.