keep close watch of your calendars friend
I can't believe this.
How can I fail myself at what is most important to me?
I missed a very important meeting. Beyond important, I missed a meeting that couldn't be missed. Now I look like a flake. I missed the meeting at 8:30AM then, at 10AM this morning everything was still ok, but by 1pm I lost all that I had been working for. If I don't get out of this a part of my spirit will be broken. Maybe that's the idea. Worse, I may have lost a once in a lifetime opportunity.
Worse yet, they called me to tell me I had missed it, I should have realized it and called them groveling. But they called me and I didn't realize what had happened until I got that call. Perhaps this is why I keep having time travel dreams. I wish I could turn back time. I wish I would be more responsible and add things to my online calendar right away. I have no good excuse. Not even to give myself.
If only I could turn back time...Right now I should be so excited after having gone to this meeting that meant that I was accepted into a dance program. The dance program that I left a city I loved to be in. The dance program that I am putting my career on hold for. The dance program I am sacrificing true love for. The dance program that a nomad like me has stopped traveling for. The dance program that I sacrificed my space, autonomy and freedom for. The dance program that I made a sacrifice, financially, and emotionally to be in. I missed the fucking meeting.
I have to believe that all things happen for a reason...
I'll see what happens tomorrow.
How can I fail myself at what is most important to me?
I missed a very important meeting. Beyond important, I missed a meeting that couldn't be missed. Now I look like a flake. I missed the meeting at 8:30AM then, at 10AM this morning everything was still ok, but by 1pm I lost all that I had been working for. If I don't get out of this a part of my spirit will be broken. Maybe that's the idea. Worse, I may have lost a once in a lifetime opportunity.
Worse yet, they called me to tell me I had missed it, I should have realized it and called them groveling. But they called me and I didn't realize what had happened until I got that call. Perhaps this is why I keep having time travel dreams. I wish I could turn back time. I wish I would be more responsible and add things to my online calendar right away. I have no good excuse. Not even to give myself.
If only I could turn back time...Right now I should be so excited after having gone to this meeting that meant that I was accepted into a dance program. The dance program that I left a city I loved to be in. The dance program that I am putting my career on hold for. The dance program I am sacrificing true love for. The dance program that a nomad like me has stopped traveling for. The dance program that I sacrificed my space, autonomy and freedom for. The dance program that I made a sacrifice, financially, and emotionally to be in. I missed the fucking meeting.
I have to believe that all things happen for a reason...
I'll see what happens tomorrow.