things just keep getting worse and i keep fucking everything up
god i havent updated in a long time but Im no longer allowed to talk to jender or hang out with her not to get in to it or anything but i fucked up so bad this time so jen im sorry about everything i hope you understand that i never thought that this would happen or it even go this far and it would have worked if jenna hadnt open her mouth which she had no reason to WHICH I SWEAR TO GOD IF THAT GIRL GETS ME IN TROUBLE ONE MORE TIME IM GOING TO FUCK HER UPP SO BAD SHE HAS NO FUCKING RIGHT AT ALL..WHIICH I SHOULD HAVE DONE TO DAY i just dont undertsand i love jenna so much i have kept everyone of her secrets had her back on everything why does she feel the need to fuck my life up by telling my mom things BUT ANYWAYS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH jender things will get better i promise..im always her for you nno matter what anyone say!!!!!