mami i just wanna ROCK YOUR BODY
wow. i haven't written in here forever.
tonight was dumb. my mom is starting this wall of black and white pictures in my house of all of the family and she took pictures of me today with her digital camera and i felt so ugly and they turned out bad. and i just hate it when your mother is the only one telling you you're beautiful because mothers HAVE to say that. i think i'm going to get my period soon, or atleast i hope because PMS is the only explanation i have for crying for absolutely NO REASON 3 times today. i had to get out of the house when i started for the third time, so i just drove drove drove. then i came back home and talked to sarah online and relived a conversation we had almost exactly one year ago, and it made me feel so much better. i <3 her.
-i haven't had candy in three days. hey, that's an accomplishment for me. and i've stuck with my excercising routine i.e. crunches, push ups jumping jacks. i still feel fat. i haven't ran at all.
-oh em gee could it be that i am actually decent at tennis now? i think it could. the only thing i REALLY need help on is serving. help?
-i downloaded the jackson 5 'i want you back' ring tone. that is like my favorite song of all time. <3
-tomorrow i'm going out to lunch somewhere with sarah, sam and andrea. i hope in and out
-i REALLY need to get crackin on my summer reading assignment.
-i've decided i want to make a bunch of cool pillows for my room. just random ones. it's going to be suh weet.
-i'm not going to go shopping for quite some time, i think. i'm saving up for the necesities: running shoes, a new sports bra, a black bra, new curling iron. all that shit is expensive. :/
tonight was dumb. my mom is starting this wall of black and white pictures in my house of all of the family and she took pictures of me today with her digital camera and i felt so ugly and they turned out bad. and i just hate it when your mother is the only one telling you you're beautiful because mothers HAVE to say that. i think i'm going to get my period soon, or atleast i hope because PMS is the only explanation i have for crying for absolutely NO REASON 3 times today. i had to get out of the house when i started for the third time, so i just drove drove drove. then i came back home and talked to sarah online and relived a conversation we had almost exactly one year ago, and it made me feel so much better. i <3 her.
-i haven't had candy in three days. hey, that's an accomplishment for me. and i've stuck with my excercising routine i.e. crunches, push ups jumping jacks. i still feel fat. i haven't ran at all.
-oh em gee could it be that i am actually decent at tennis now? i think it could. the only thing i REALLY need help on is serving. help?
-i downloaded the jackson 5 'i want you back' ring tone. that is like my favorite song of all time. <3
-tomorrow i'm going out to lunch somewhere with sarah, sam and andrea. i hope in and out
-i REALLY need to get crackin on my summer reading assignment.
-i've decided i want to make a bunch of cool pillows for my room. just random ones. it's going to be suh weet.
-i'm not going to go shopping for quite some time, i think. i'm saving up for the necesities: running shoes, a new sports bra, a black bra, new curling iron. all that shit is expensive. :/