FEEL THIS <3.

Nov 17, 2004 00:57

It’s amazing. Stunning, awe-filled how much every human can relate to one another. In this culture, we are all connected. It’s amazing how no matter our differences we all have been brought up with similar things. How many people don’t know at least one verse of “Santa is coming to town”? We are all connected at the heart. We’ve all endured pain, happiness, sadness and more. We’ve all lost someone or something close to us. We’ve all had a great day that just makes you smile. How is it, with so much in common, so many things we can share with one another we constantly fail to connect and fail to love one another. Religion aside, politics put on the shelf, race and social status eliminated from thought… why aren’t we loving each other? Why aren’t we learning from each other and growing together? This world needs love and there’s so much in the way. Why can’t we all be Christ’s? Why can’t we show the love we were made to display? WE WERE MADE TO LOVE! The soul purpose of life is to know God’s love and illuminate it. Whether you believe in God or not, you have to agree that love is the BIGGEST part of life. Without love we are lost and alone. Nobody deserves to not feel love. Nobody should live this life alone. Ever. There’s no reason why I shouldn’t be in love on earth, and in love with my God. Why should anyone have to live without knowing, understanding and accepting that others around them love them with ALL their heart. If I haven’t told you this, any of you, you NEED to desperately know this and I need to desperately proclaim it to you. I LOVE YOU. My eyes come close to tears just thinking about the people around me. So wonderful, inspiring, beautiful and remarkable you all are. If tomorrow never comes, I want and need you all to know I have cried over you, prayed for you, and yearned for so much more of you in time, relationships and more. I want to know so much more about everyone around me. I want them to know me, feel me. I want an empathetic heart and to share life with you all.

We have made the word love a whore. I am not renting this word to the night on a street corner right now. I’m lifting it up and lighting it up and letting the world see the truth of love. LOVE…There’s so much in that word. Stop… sincerely sit and just realize how much the word love really means. The word love makes me tingle, sends energy through my body. I FEEL that word.

However long or short I’ve known you, however much or little I know about you, I love you. From all corners and depths of my heart, I want you to know it overflows and bursts with an adoring love for each and every single one of you. If you are reading this, you are loved. You are loved more than you can imagine. Love does not see sin, it does not see political views or religions it does not run when it meets races and cultures. Love rules over all else on this earth. Nothing is stronger, nothing impacts more. Love is alive and active in our hearts and shines through eyes. May a power surge from me and be sent to you, a surge of love. Weather you are in a surrounding state, the MACU dorms or over 2,000 miles away in Washington or New York… I hope and pray you would feel and come to know this love. I appreciate you. You are great. I don’t care what others may say, you are beautiful and you are perfect. I see imperfections and I love you despite. I’m imperfect. I love still. My love is not imperfect. It’s strong and it belongs to you. Carry it in your purse, pocket, walkman, chest. May I beat next to you. Feel you pulse… bmmp…. Bmmp… bmmp. That’s me, loving you. Next time you feel that pulse know a little blonde haired blue eyes boy in Oklahoma who is lost in life, who isn’t perfect and is so small he seems insignificant LOVES YOU. I’m not much, but what I have to give is and I want you to have it. My love exceeds my size. I’m just a little 19 year old boy who’s trying to find his way in life, trying to get by and understand. I’m not a great man. I’m a simple peasant who isn’t known for much more than a smile among friends. But I love you. Please, PLEASE… remember that for the rest of your life. I don’t care where you go and what happens, I’ll always have a special significant sincere spot for you in my heart.

I’M IN LOVE WITH MY GOD. And because of that love, I love you more than you can ever imagine.

If you are hurting… I’ll share it.
If you are crying… I am too.
If you are happy… I’ll smile with you.

You don’t have to live life alone. I refuse to let you. Let me live life with you. Let’s see how far love can go because I’m certain it has to ending point. Love is infinite and eternal.

I’m just smiling so freaking big right now. Haha, man… I seriously am crazy about you all. You’re great. Seriously, you are. Keep up the good work. The journey doesn’t end here because love doesn’t end here.
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