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TITTLE:-THE HEART BELONGS -
AUTHOR:- 7qt -
DATE ‘N’ TIME :- 8th FEB . 2009 - 12.15 A.M.
DISCLAIMMER :- I don’t own QAF unfortunately-All the characters are a part of QAF -I only borrow them to weave a web of story -The story that follow are from my own figment of imagination -I was supposed to post this when my journal page was ready -which is being made by friends of mine -I know they are very busy -But I'd promised myself that this coming birthday I’d post my first fic - So here I am doing just that-Lot of things I don’t understand -Like ‘tags’ -‘Memories’-‘Muses’ -‘Beta’ -And tons of other stuff that I discover each day-I’m hoping that- thru all you guys out there who are my friends and who will become my friends in future-You will all be patient -And will tell me ‘n’ teach me -Any mistakes that you come across are purely due to my ignorance of not knowing all this -So please bare with me -Views and Love ‘n’ hugs will be welcomed with open arms -Anyone who tries to kick me -I kick back !!-I am what I am guys- Take it or leave it - :o))))) !!! - But in the meantime -I hope you enjoy reading this as I enjoyed every single moment writing this stuff -And hope to belt out lots an’ lots of bigger an’ better stuff for all -Thanx for your patience -Dive right in ‘n’ tear me apart !!! -
SUMMARY :- Justin leaves for New-York -He returns after five years -Their life and story continues …….
2
Fuck!! “Looking at him now” Justin thought -wasn’t he even fucking going to age -!
He still Looked like the first day he’d laid eyes on him -What was he -?
Fucking Immortal-!! -
Maybe he had some secret potion that he drank each morning -
And none of them knew about it -!!
“Fucks-!! I’m already goin’ crazy” -he thought -
“Fuck you Brian -for making me love you so much -
So much so that I’m forever hurting inside”
“Fuck you!!-For wanting your lips to touch mine and ravish them -
For our tongues to do their secret dance together”
“For our bodies to writhe and slip and cling with all the sweat that trickles down after a mind blowing fuck”- Damn-His dick had turned hard-
Fucking five years!! How the fuck did he stay away from his “life” for so long and breathed and worked and actually survived and lived!!
His hands shook as he bought the cigarette to his lips - And as he looked at Brian again -he took a long pull and then choked on it when he realized it had burned down to the butt-Coughing and stubbing it out in the ashtray in front of him he saw that they hadn’t even changed the fucking ashtray in all these years -
Christ!! -did nothing and nobody change round here or what!! -
Deb was not paying attention to the diner!!
The only thing new was that they had made a cozy little patio outside near the side walk where you could sit if you didn’t want to go inside -
That was where Justin was sitting and waiting for Brian to show up -
Justin’s hands refused to stop shaking as he lit another cigarette -and he wondered if people passing by might think whether he was on some heavy drugs or not -!!
If he were to tell them that Brian WAS that drug! ‘Coz the need for him just grew and grew would they look at him like he’d lost it -
Well-they really wouldn’t be wrong about that-coz that’s what it felt like right now!!-
There was no end to the lust that Justin felt for Brian -The craving was killing him-
Even now after all these years he could still smell his sweet ‘n’ spicy cum -
His reeled with the longing to feel Brian’s dick inside him pushing into him
hard and then harder-
Only he knew just when to push just a little more at the right time touching Justin’s prostate a few times and Justin’s eyes would glaze over and lock with his as he spewed between them and Brian would come long and hard kissing the life out of Justin-
He always said that he loved the look on Justin’s face as he came -
‘coz that made Brian come harder -
He’d once told him in his honest throws of passion -“It was a look to die for” -
On their own accord Justin’s knees parted under the table and his dick felt heavy and hard like a piece of stone!! -
It was an exquisite pleasure and pain at the same time- !! -
CHRIST -Fucking shit!! “Stop it” he told himself!! -“stop begging -
don’t get that pathetic look on your face Justin-control your warped emotions -
And for Fuck’s sake, sit up straight!!”
Justin jammed his knees together -cleared his throat and looked up to see
Mickey - Emmett - and Ted staring at him wide eyed! -
Duh uh!!!! Had they never seen a blonde before!! -
It looked as if their eyes were gonna roll out of their sockets -perversely wished they would!! -
Brian was looking now at Emmett and was saying something -
But seeing Emmett’s expression he looked straight as to what had caught Emmett’s attention -
And then the time and the world stood still!!!-
Their eyes clashed!! -
Every thing and everyone seemed to just disappear -
Justin stopped breathing -
Brian’s eyes was the greenest that he’d ever seen -
They seem to soak him up and squeeze him out at the same time -
He couldn’t believe he could see their color so clearly from far -but he did -
It was as if every thing was crystal clear and moving at such a slow pace -
Brian’s step only faltered for a hundredth of a second but Justin saw it as if under a magnifying glass -
Only he noticed - No one else did-
Then Brian kept walking towards him -
And to Justin it felt like -it took a lifetime for Brian to reach there in front of him -!!
But finally he did - and there he was - standing in front of Justin -
All of him, ‘Beauty and the Beast’ in one -
Again their eyes met-But they hadn’t stopped looking all this while anyway -
But from this close proximity -Both pair of eyes bore into each other -
The blues merged with the greens!!
Soaking….Drinking …. Drowning ….Devouring
In that flick of seconds the whole of the universe seemed to squeeze in there-
In those exquisitely tiny seconds-as they looked into the others eyes-
They had ripped off each others clothes and Brian had taken Justine right there on the floor in front of everybody-
And he had fucked him hard and fast and seen Justin’s beautiful face as he’d clung to him looking deeply into his eyes as he’d come all over Brian who too had drowned in those perfect blues and come hard
and shuddering inside Justin - And Justin had sucked him off and felt Brian bucking under him in his
throws of orgasm -
Christ!! Both the pair of eyes blinked to shake off the vile thoughts-
But not before Justin’s almost glazed over and Brian had caught that look and Justin almost died of
shame and embracement-
Jesus!!-What the fuck must he be thinking!!
Almost the next instant Justin looked up again to see-
Flashes of lighting and a storm brewing in those greens as if about to break out like a dam -
Justin’s mouth felt like it was suddenly filled with sand and he cringed inside -
Brian hated him!! He saw it so clear and it rang out so loud in his mind-
Like as if Brian was screaming it out to him loud and clear!!
“This is a perfect time to die”-!! Thought Justin -
God!! Just kill me right here -right now!! -
I can’t take in that look- in his beautiful- gorgeous-eyes!
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