when i walk alone it's easy to pretend i never had a problem
i went on a picnic today by myself. i sat on the parade grounds with a book, and a veggie wrap that had lots of spinach in it and mushrooms and sundried tomatoes and swiss and cream cheese. and it almost started raining, and it was everything i hoped it was going to be.
it's been so loud inside my head these past few weeks. i really just want to stop thinking, but i can't seem to shut my brain off.