Mar 06, 2004 12:34
The truth should bind everyone.
Ive recently watched the truth blind everyone.
Deceitful side-swipe, just a dent.
I do see a wreck in the near future.
Damn these ears, for they have heard the truth.
The Whole Truth could break every alliance i have but one.
So until this seemingly fatal crash i must remain silent.
I know that i shouldnt know the things i do.
Knowledge can be quite destructive, for i can hardly sleep at night.
Watching my loved ones being deceived and wronged plagues my conscience.
Do i speak the truth, or should i forget whats real?
I know the lies, i know the gaps, i know if i open my mouth ill be reprimanded with a silent vehemence that will grow ever so bitter.
I want calm waters, but i want a calm conscience as well.
The battle of truth over deceit, it shouldnt have to happen with those so close.
Every second i dont tell the truth i feel like im lying.
My very existence feels like a lie now.
Damn these ears, for they have heard the truth, and the truth is not a pretty thing.
At least, not this time. My truth is beautiful.
Every bullet i sweat around you now feels like they are being forced back in.
A Maelstrom Hail-storm of bullets pierce my well being.
In those eyes i see intrinsicality.
I wish i could beam my thoughts.
I wish those bullets would pass through my hearing so i would no longer be a part in this.
Damn these ears, for they have heard the truth, and deceit has sealed the deal.
and DAMN THESE EYES, for they have seen horrible deceit in action.
Your smile from a scam hurts worse than boiling in your tears.
Nothing is worse than seeing happiness come from cold lies.
How id hate and love to warm you with the truth.
For a change i cant suppress how i feel. This time i cant ignore it.
Damn these Senses, and Damn my intuition. They are correct and burn for exposure.
I, prisoner in my own world.
Damn my existence, Damn my persistence, Damn my resistance, Damn your ignorance.
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How i would love to wreck my microcosm with a sentence of truth, it would feel so liberating.
-Do you really think you know where you stand? Your pedestal may not be as high as you think.
Stupidest thing in the world: " Hey, you arent supposed to know this, but blah blah blah said blah blah blah happened with blah blah blah, but dont tell blah because blah said you arent supposed to know. " Its like people are TRYING to cause problems. Just be genuine you fucking assholes. People are really starting to piss me off. Blah