I Mainfest as an Absence
I'm feeling better. Well, that is a bit of a lie, but you can't just go your whole life feeling sad about something. I talked to Rob last night online and it seems like things will be okay. I hope he comes and picks me up tonight, but I kind of doubt he will.
Also last night I added a new mood icon. An acting mask theme that I found on a free mood icon site. I liked that better than most of the icons I saw on here.
I also want to start playing vampire but I'm worried that people will think I only want to play because Rob used to or that I'm doing it for some other reason. Back in January I brought a vamp book into Club and I had two guys roll their eyes at me and make comments like I wasn't allowed to do it. I don't think it's fair. If I was a guy they probably would have treated me with respect and been happy that I took interest in it like how I've seen them act with guys who haven't even read the materials first. But oh well when my character outwits theirs I'll have the last laugh. I've also been thinking of joining or least checking out a group that does Vampire since they've not been playing in Club for a long time. I did go to one of their meetings back in August/September but I wasn't interested then because I hadn't read up on it or knew what it was about before hand.
I've also been working on the short a lot that me and Victoria are going to do so next time we met I'll have something to actually show her instead of just ideas.
Anyway I better get going. Got stuff to do.
Also last night I added a new mood icon. An acting mask theme that I found on a free mood icon site. I liked that better than most of the icons I saw on here.
I also want to start playing vampire but I'm worried that people will think I only want to play because Rob used to or that I'm doing it for some other reason. Back in January I brought a vamp book into Club and I had two guys roll their eyes at me and make comments like I wasn't allowed to do it. I don't think it's fair. If I was a guy they probably would have treated me with respect and been happy that I took interest in it like how I've seen them act with guys who haven't even read the materials first. But oh well when my character outwits theirs I'll have the last laugh. I've also been thinking of joining or least checking out a group that does Vampire since they've not been playing in Club for a long time. I did go to one of their meetings back in August/September but I wasn't interested then because I hadn't read up on it or knew what it was about before hand.
I've also been working on the short a lot that me and Victoria are going to do so next time we met I'll have something to actually show her instead of just ideas.
Anyway I better get going. Got stuff to do.