Wow, I really am too trustworthy as to who I become friends with
I was debating about whether or not to write this entry, but due to the content of it I think that it would only be appropriate.
As many of you know, I was involved in a car accident on Friday night coming back from Applebees around 11:30. Three cars: Ashley, Me, And then Nic and Allie. Lots of craziness later, everyone involved was fine.
My dad told me some of the greatest advice ever and told me that when I come into school on Tuesday, that I shouldn't talk about the accident because people would twist it around. I actually even received a phone call from Ashely at around 2am that friday night, and we both said that it would be a good idea if we didn't discuss it because people would start rumors, oh there was 5 people, bodies in the street, and then a mime came and performed etc....
So come Tuesday, when asked about the accident, I did not go into details about what happened. In fact, when anyone asked me about it, I just said that everyone was fine, so-and-so was involved. I come into theater 7th period and Ashley started talking about the accident, and when she was done, people asked me what happened, and I told my side of the story.
Ashley responded by saying "Are you sure, that's what happened?".
Not only was I sure about it, but I decided to NOT TALK ABOUT IT the rest of the day.
Instead, Ashley sat behind me with Mary and discussed it the entire fucking period. I later learned that she had been discussing it all day and actually told all of my teachers that I was lying about everything and not to believe a word that I had to say. And during chorus 9th period I found out that you were screaming bloody murder about how I supposedly said that you were drunk when we got into the accident.
Please check your facts before you jump to conclusions.
You had all day after school yesterday to discuss it with me, and bring it up with ME. You had the next morning when I saw you at the secret pal breakfast to confront ME or ask ME. Instead, you spent all of your time and energy, bad-mouthing me to just about every single person you met, including some of my favorite teachers. I even had someone come up to me and ask "Why are you telling the insurance company that Ashley was drinking and driving?"
I don't even feel like I should justify an answer to stupid fucking questions like that.
You wonder why any of this gossip started? BECAUSE YOU KEEP RUNNING YOUR MOUTH ABOUT IT TO EVERYONE!
During the secret pal breakfast, I even said Hi to you and had a brief little casual conversation with you. Did you feel the need to tell ME anything then? NOOO
Later that day [yesterday] I was coming back from lunch 5th period and as I was passing you in front of the school you proceeded to curse me out and scream at me. Not only you but Rebecca also. "That's so fucked up what you did!" "Don't ever let me hear that you're telling people that I was drinking and driving."
So I responded by saying "What the fuck are you talking about?" and then you just walked away from me.
So during 6th period I texted you and said:
Thank you for being mature and cursing me out in the parking lot. If you remember our conversation yesterday I told you that I wasn't discussing that accident.at all, and thats just what i did. You on the other hand have been discussing it with numerous people, inclusing rebecca who just cursed me out also. I'll be happy to have a nice and calm conversation with you next period if you can refrain from cursing me out. Thank you and have a nice lunch period.:
During 7th period you proceeded to ignore me, and sit in a circle and discuss the events and once again try to ruin my reputation. I asked you why you would even think that I would possibly say anything at all like that. I have been more that helpful and comforting to you the last couple of days. My family as well, and you just spit on our names like that. You said that you have two credible witnesses who heard me say it, and when I asked you who they were you said that you didn't want to get them in trouble. WELL you either MADE IT UP, or it's a result of the fact that you won't keep your mouth shut about it.
After much deliberation of the facts, I have come to the conclusion that you are C R A Z Y. You went from being one of my best friends to a backstabbing liar. If you need to say something, say it to my face. Don't be a coward and act like a 4th grader and go behind my back. I have absolutely no problem saying this to your face if you have any objections. I have not lied about anything. I have worked my fucking ass off to become good friends with almost everyone in our grade, and I value my reputation.
I am not just going to sit on the sidelines and let you manipulate people. I've seen the way you gossip and ruin people's reputation and I'm actually really ashamed of the fact that I never stood up for them.
I am so happy that so many people agree with me and just plain laugh at you. You are a joke. A lot of people don't believe you at all, and I am so very thankful to all of my friends who agree with me.
I am sick and tired of people just sitting there and not doing anything. Stand up for what you believe in people.
Ashley Morris is a bully. It might be cliché to say, but you are a mean bully. Grow up and stop picking on others who cannot defend themselves.
I, on the other hand am more than willing to take a stand.
You gossip around the school and ruin my reputation. Well, I will not stop until I make sure that everyone knows the truth. I will make sure that everyone knows that you are a liar if need be. Fuck with me and I'll fuck you harder.
I will never forget this ever.
How some people really are not my friends, and just stab me in the back first chance you get.
Anybody else who feels the need to tell me anything, do so. But stab me in the fucking front.
I don't want to deal with this shit. This is my senior year, and I am enjoying it. I have no reason to gossip like an immature child. I have other things to worry about.
I am going to school tomorrow and I am going to enjoy it with my friends.
STAND UP FOR ME BECAUSE YOU KNOW I WILL STAND UP FOR YOU.
Final Thoughts Of This Rant:
- You called me on Sunday Ashley, and asked me to lie to the insurance company and pretend that we didn't know each other becuase it might look bad and that they might think that we were fooling around. I agreed because I was willing to do anything to help alleviate the situation and make it better. You called back and then asked me not to, and I agreed. So, I really don't think you're referring to the right person as a 'liar'
-Someone in school on Tuesday was talking about you and said that you were driving erradically on friday night when the car accident happened, and that you were a horrible driver. I stood up for you and told them to shut the fuck up because they were not there, it's none of their business, and they don't know a fucking thing about it. Love how I got backstabbed for that. Karma's a bitch ain't it?
God, do I really regret ever defending you.
I wrote this entry in repsonse to the criticism that I have received. Unless it is to defend my reputation, and mine alone, I have nothing else to say about the matter.
IF you don't believe me, then great. Just don't badmouth me behind my back and then smile to my fucking face, like the fake friends I used to have. BE FUCKING HONEST WITH ME.
God.
I STAND BY WHAT I BELIEVE IN. NOTHING I HAVE WRITTEN IS A LIE.
GOODFUCKINGNIGHT.
P.P.S
If anyone feels the need to apologize to me, great. After doing so, don't ever even fucking glance at me again. I don't betray my friends and treat them like complete shit. I am better than that. This entry isn't meant to bash anybody in any way, shape, or form. I'm merely standing up for myself so people know the truth. I don't even care If Ashley ever reads a word of this. I just don't want anyone else [including myself] to be repressed anymore and put in a situation like this.
As many of you know, I was involved in a car accident on Friday night coming back from Applebees around 11:30. Three cars: Ashley, Me, And then Nic and Allie. Lots of craziness later, everyone involved was fine.
My dad told me some of the greatest advice ever and told me that when I come into school on Tuesday, that I shouldn't talk about the accident because people would twist it around. I actually even received a phone call from Ashely at around 2am that friday night, and we both said that it would be a good idea if we didn't discuss it because people would start rumors, oh there was 5 people, bodies in the street, and then a mime came and performed etc....
So come Tuesday, when asked about the accident, I did not go into details about what happened. In fact, when anyone asked me about it, I just said that everyone was fine, so-and-so was involved. I come into theater 7th period and Ashley started talking about the accident, and when she was done, people asked me what happened, and I told my side of the story.
Ashley responded by saying "Are you sure, that's what happened?".
Not only was I sure about it, but I decided to NOT TALK ABOUT IT the rest of the day.
Instead, Ashley sat behind me with Mary and discussed it the entire fucking period. I later learned that she had been discussing it all day and actually told all of my teachers that I was lying about everything and not to believe a word that I had to say. And during chorus 9th period I found out that you were screaming bloody murder about how I supposedly said that you were drunk when we got into the accident.
Please check your facts before you jump to conclusions.
You had all day after school yesterday to discuss it with me, and bring it up with ME. You had the next morning when I saw you at the secret pal breakfast to confront ME or ask ME. Instead, you spent all of your time and energy, bad-mouthing me to just about every single person you met, including some of my favorite teachers. I even had someone come up to me and ask "Why are you telling the insurance company that Ashley was drinking and driving?"
I don't even feel like I should justify an answer to stupid fucking questions like that.
You wonder why any of this gossip started? BECAUSE YOU KEEP RUNNING YOUR MOUTH ABOUT IT TO EVERYONE!
During the secret pal breakfast, I even said Hi to you and had a brief little casual conversation with you. Did you feel the need to tell ME anything then? NOOO
Later that day [yesterday] I was coming back from lunch 5th period and as I was passing you in front of the school you proceeded to curse me out and scream at me. Not only you but Rebecca also. "That's so fucked up what you did!" "Don't ever let me hear that you're telling people that I was drinking and driving."
So I responded by saying "What the fuck are you talking about?" and then you just walked away from me.
So during 6th period I texted you and said:
Thank you for being mature and cursing me out in the parking lot. If you remember our conversation yesterday I told you that I wasn't discussing that accident.at all, and thats just what i did. You on the other hand have been discussing it with numerous people, inclusing rebecca who just cursed me out also. I'll be happy to have a nice and calm conversation with you next period if you can refrain from cursing me out. Thank you and have a nice lunch period.:
During 7th period you proceeded to ignore me, and sit in a circle and discuss the events and once again try to ruin my reputation. I asked you why you would even think that I would possibly say anything at all like that. I have been more that helpful and comforting to you the last couple of days. My family as well, and you just spit on our names like that. You said that you have two credible witnesses who heard me say it, and when I asked you who they were you said that you didn't want to get them in trouble. WELL you either MADE IT UP, or it's a result of the fact that you won't keep your mouth shut about it.
After much deliberation of the facts, I have come to the conclusion that you are C R A Z Y. You went from being one of my best friends to a backstabbing liar. If you need to say something, say it to my face. Don't be a coward and act like a 4th grader and go behind my back. I have absolutely no problem saying this to your face if you have any objections. I have not lied about anything. I have worked my fucking ass off to become good friends with almost everyone in our grade, and I value my reputation.
I am not just going to sit on the sidelines and let you manipulate people. I've seen the way you gossip and ruin people's reputation and I'm actually really ashamed of the fact that I never stood up for them.
I am so happy that so many people agree with me and just plain laugh at you. You are a joke. A lot of people don't believe you at all, and I am so very thankful to all of my friends who agree with me.
I am sick and tired of people just sitting there and not doing anything. Stand up for what you believe in people.
Ashley Morris is a bully. It might be cliché to say, but you are a mean bully. Grow up and stop picking on others who cannot defend themselves.
I, on the other hand am more than willing to take a stand.
You gossip around the school and ruin my reputation. Well, I will not stop until I make sure that everyone knows the truth. I will make sure that everyone knows that you are a liar if need be. Fuck with me and I'll fuck you harder.
I will never forget this ever.
How some people really are not my friends, and just stab me in the back first chance you get.
Anybody else who feels the need to tell me anything, do so. But stab me in the fucking front.
I don't want to deal with this shit. This is my senior year, and I am enjoying it. I have no reason to gossip like an immature child. I have other things to worry about.
I am going to school tomorrow and I am going to enjoy it with my friends.
STAND UP FOR ME BECAUSE YOU KNOW I WILL STAND UP FOR YOU.
Final Thoughts Of This Rant:
- You called me on Sunday Ashley, and asked me to lie to the insurance company and pretend that we didn't know each other becuase it might look bad and that they might think that we were fooling around. I agreed because I was willing to do anything to help alleviate the situation and make it better. You called back and then asked me not to, and I agreed. So, I really don't think you're referring to the right person as a 'liar'
-Someone in school on Tuesday was talking about you and said that you were driving erradically on friday night when the car accident happened, and that you were a horrible driver. I stood up for you and told them to shut the fuck up because they were not there, it's none of their business, and they don't know a fucking thing about it. Love how I got backstabbed for that. Karma's a bitch ain't it?
God, do I really regret ever defending you.
I wrote this entry in repsonse to the criticism that I have received. Unless it is to defend my reputation, and mine alone, I have nothing else to say about the matter.
IF you don't believe me, then great. Just don't badmouth me behind my back and then smile to my fucking face, like the fake friends I used to have. BE FUCKING HONEST WITH ME.
God.
I STAND BY WHAT I BELIEVE IN. NOTHING I HAVE WRITTEN IS A LIE.
GOODFUCKINGNIGHT.
P.P.S
If anyone feels the need to apologize to me, great. After doing so, don't ever even fucking glance at me again. I don't betray my friends and treat them like complete shit. I am better than that. This entry isn't meant to bash anybody in any way, shape, or form. I'm merely standing up for myself so people know the truth. I don't even care If Ashley ever reads a word of this. I just don't want anyone else [including myself] to be repressed anymore and put in a situation like this.