Off To The Middle Of Fucking Nowhere
Well, I goes to the wonderful "South Dakota" tomorrow. Why the hell am I going? I really couldn't give you a legitimate reason, but I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be so drunk and crazy I might not remember most of it. Guess that means no eating because um, I think I'm getting fat. Lol, :sigh: the joys of being gay, you have girl-like self-esteem issues.
Today in Econ, it really dawned on me that MSU isn't quite the world. I've come to actually think that my being gay is normal. It was kind of freaky to think that I've become pretty comfortable with this aspect of myself that I wasn't quite sure how I actually felt about for a while. That I'm comfortable with being different, and sometimes hated, and sometimes thought of in lesser ways than others, but oh well. I know that sounds odd, but I understand myself and that's all that matters.
My HNF test should be a blast tomorrow, Lindsey and I studied for about 3 minutes. Love Lindsey. I love a lot of white girls, lol. Yes I do. I'm just in a lovey-dovey mood for some reason. Today was just....a good day. Besides the fact that Willie irritated me by just being sleep in the room, but other than that, a great day.
Ok, this may sound slutty, but I wanna fuck someone, but they won't let me. We're sooo not compatible in that sense. Sometimes I like to switch, but not right now, and he barely ever does. Wtf? Gute Nacht.
Today in Econ, it really dawned on me that MSU isn't quite the world. I've come to actually think that my being gay is normal. It was kind of freaky to think that I've become pretty comfortable with this aspect of myself that I wasn't quite sure how I actually felt about for a while. That I'm comfortable with being different, and sometimes hated, and sometimes thought of in lesser ways than others, but oh well. I know that sounds odd, but I understand myself and that's all that matters.
My HNF test should be a blast tomorrow, Lindsey and I studied for about 3 minutes. Love Lindsey. I love a lot of white girls, lol. Yes I do. I'm just in a lovey-dovey mood for some reason. Today was just....a good day. Besides the fact that Willie irritated me by just being sleep in the room, but other than that, a great day.
Ok, this may sound slutty, but I wanna fuck someone, but they won't let me. We're sooo not compatible in that sense. Sometimes I like to switch, but not right now, and he barely ever does. Wtf? Gute Nacht.