Jul 23, 2008 22:54
Well, here goes.. I got the job. I'm excited. I'm scared. I'm nervous. I'm happy. I'm completely overwhelmed. I surely wasn't ready for such a quick turnaround. I guess you could say I wasn't even ready for the job itself. It came on so fast. Can I handle it? It's such a big jump from what I'm used to. At the same time it's what I've always dreamed of doing; not necessarily the cruise ship, but something like it and its turned out to be such a good thing.
I get the mixed reviews of course. Some people think its cool and others kind of grunt about it. Honestly, I'm sick of people expecting things out of me. I want to be who I am and not who people think I am. I want to jump at opportunities and do different things. Yeah, of course I'm scared. Of course I think it sucks to whomever will be my roommate. Of course I think that maybe, just maybe I'm making a terrible decision. So be it. I'm still doing it. For me and no one else.
Bon Voyage in 22 days...