sail away..

Jul 23, 2008 22:54

Well, here goes.. I got the job.  I'm excited.  I'm scared.  I'm nervous. I'm happy.  I'm completely overwhelmed.  I surely wasn't ready for such a quick turnaround.  I guess you could say I wasn't even ready for the job itself.  It came on so fast.  Can I handle it?  It's such a big jump from what I'm used to.  At the same time it's what I've always dreamed of doing; not necessarily the cruise ship, but something like it and its turned out to be such a good thing.

I get the mixed reviews of course.  Some people think its cool and others kind of grunt about it.  Honestly, I'm sick of people expecting things out of me.  I want to be who I am and not who people think I am.  I want to jump at opportunities and do different things.  Yeah, of course I'm scared.  Of course I think it sucks to whomever will be my roommate.  Of course I think that maybe, just maybe I'm making a terrible decision.  So be it.  I'm still doing it.  For me and no one else.

Bon Voyage in 22 days...
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