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19 years old. tons of parties. tons of single girls. lots of liquor and beer. the thought of this freedom has pushed to me to do something i kno i shouldn't but, they do say if you love something enough you can let it go and it will come back to you. i have never cheated on Katherine, and i never would want to do that to her. she doesn't deserve it so im am taking this break here to go out and have all the fun i can, to get out all the drunken kisses and making out i can. though i am not gonna become a man whore, there will be no sex for me because im not that way to just sleep with whoever. and after i get it all out of me i can only hope that the one i love is still there. because i need her, i want to be with her, but my young heart is calling me out and i cant denie it n e more. please pray for her return as i will be doing every night!