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so tomorrow is the last day of school, the only thing I'm really sad about it leaving Ms. Thissen's class, seriously...thats the best class ever. I remember, the only reason I even have that class is cause Emory, Tiana and I had Thissen third per. last semester and we wanted to have another class all together! I can't believe how fast this year went by! Oh-well I'll move on to work full time and maybe start college next fall or whenever...I don't really care for school right now cause everything that happened with my senior project,get this...I don't even know what the readers had to think about my paper that I have been writing in the last two days during first per. but I hope they like it cause I don't really want to be writing a final paper on the last day of school, but whatever! You know what really sucks! tomorrow is the last day then I have to go straight from school to work from three till nine thirty. That's the last time I will EVER have to do that! yay for me!!
My party is Sat. and I'm so very excited, there should be a few good people there! Hopefully Joe can come, I know that Jon is comeing for sure...right? and Tiana? I know I have inventations for you guys, I'm just a little lazy and haven't given them to you becuase of reasons and everything...ya know...hush hush reasons, that I don't want to talk about!
I haven't really talked to Josh in a couple days...weird I know...but he's been really touchy lately...well he's kinda always like that...but for some reason it's starting to bother me. I think that's my problem with guys, I start to get annoyed with them...Id on't know...It could be the fact that we aren't even going out and everytime I talk to him he's like well what are we doing tonight? and I'm like "nothing cause everytime I hang out with you, you end up staying till five in the morning and I get in trouble for having people inside the house that late and you never even think about leaving before then, and of course I'm don't want to tell you to leave cause I really don't mind if your there but I don't want to get in trouble, plus I already have plans" yeah I don't know what my problem is. cause I love hanging out with this kid and I do as much as I can, I guess I just don't want him to assume that we are going to hang out like Joe did, I would rather him be like..." hey what are you doing after school today? do you have any plans? cause if you don't I think we should maybe do something, if that's cool with you..." I guess I'm just a dumbass and relate everything to Joe cause I don't EVER want to be in a relationship like that again! ya know what i mean?
Ontop of the whole Josh thing...I've got Ryan telling me that he really wants to hang out and do all this stuff for whatever reason...all his friends are telling me that he likes me. Ben is making fun of me...screw him! but seriously, I guess he told john that we were going to get married and ben keeps asking me if we are going out yet... I'm like what the heck? I don't even like Ryan like that! like he's cool and all, but I'm kind of with josh!
I don't know what Josh is going to do when Roger is up here, cause Roger comes first, and that's all I have to say about that! I love Josh and all, just Roger comes before that cause Roger and I have known each other forever! you know, I was reading some things today and it was from 9th grade, and it was talking about Roger, how weird is that? yeah well, he's awesome what can I say? there's only like two more days till he comes up here! I'm so excited!! which means that there are only two more days till graduation...and three more days till my party, but what can I say????
Am I a bad person? Ben said something about me leading Ryan on...and I've been dropping hints that he shouldn't even be hitting on me so I don't know how I'm leading him on but whatever...cause i know I'm not, why would I? Josh hello! I don't even hang out with Ryan out of school, and the one time that I'm going to will be Sat. and everyone will be around, including Josh and Roger so I shouldn't have any problems there, I think he will get it by then, I hope cause I don't want him to think that I'm goign to hook up with anyone cause I don't want or need that right now! same thing with josh! gosh what is my problem? boys are so weird, sometimes I don't understand them...I will have to talk to them both and let them k now what's up...that's all there is to it, cause I'm not into that stupid little mind games and shit, and I aint a tease so I don't need them thinking whatever so I will have to straight up tell them...
Alright I'm going to go take a shower and get ready for bed, I have to be well rested for tomorrow cause, well, I'm just really tired right now okay! don't ask me questions! I don't like to answer them! whatever! later HOLLA!
My party is Sat. and I'm so very excited, there should be a few good people there! Hopefully Joe can come, I know that Jon is comeing for sure...right? and Tiana? I know I have inventations for you guys, I'm just a little lazy and haven't given them to you becuase of reasons and everything...ya know...hush hush reasons, that I don't want to talk about!
I haven't really talked to Josh in a couple days...weird I know...but he's been really touchy lately...well he's kinda always like that...but for some reason it's starting to bother me. I think that's my problem with guys, I start to get annoyed with them...Id on't know...It could be the fact that we aren't even going out and everytime I talk to him he's like well what are we doing tonight? and I'm like "nothing cause everytime I hang out with you, you end up staying till five in the morning and I get in trouble for having people inside the house that late and you never even think about leaving before then, and of course I'm don't want to tell you to leave cause I really don't mind if your there but I don't want to get in trouble, plus I already have plans" yeah I don't know what my problem is. cause I love hanging out with this kid and I do as much as I can, I guess I just don't want him to assume that we are going to hang out like Joe did, I would rather him be like..." hey what are you doing after school today? do you have any plans? cause if you don't I think we should maybe do something, if that's cool with you..." I guess I'm just a dumbass and relate everything to Joe cause I don't EVER want to be in a relationship like that again! ya know what i mean?
Ontop of the whole Josh thing...I've got Ryan telling me that he really wants to hang out and do all this stuff for whatever reason...all his friends are telling me that he likes me. Ben is making fun of me...screw him! but seriously, I guess he told john that we were going to get married and ben keeps asking me if we are going out yet... I'm like what the heck? I don't even like Ryan like that! like he's cool and all, but I'm kind of with josh!
I don't know what Josh is going to do when Roger is up here, cause Roger comes first, and that's all I have to say about that! I love Josh and all, just Roger comes before that cause Roger and I have known each other forever! you know, I was reading some things today and it was from 9th grade, and it was talking about Roger, how weird is that? yeah well, he's awesome what can I say? there's only like two more days till he comes up here! I'm so excited!! which means that there are only two more days till graduation...and three more days till my party, but what can I say????
Am I a bad person? Ben said something about me leading Ryan on...and I've been dropping hints that he shouldn't even be hitting on me so I don't know how I'm leading him on but whatever...cause i know I'm not, why would I? Josh hello! I don't even hang out with Ryan out of school, and the one time that I'm going to will be Sat. and everyone will be around, including Josh and Roger so I shouldn't have any problems there, I think he will get it by then, I hope cause I don't want him to think that I'm goign to hook up with anyone cause I don't want or need that right now! same thing with josh! gosh what is my problem? boys are so weird, sometimes I don't understand them...I will have to talk to them both and let them k now what's up...that's all there is to it, cause I'm not into that stupid little mind games and shit, and I aint a tease so I don't need them thinking whatever so I will have to straight up tell them...
Alright I'm going to go take a shower and get ready for bed, I have to be well rested for tomorrow cause, well, I'm just really tired right now okay! don't ask me questions! I don't like to answer them! whatever! later HOLLA!