May 08, 2004 22:34
yeah I'm a loser! so it's sat. night and I had no idea what I was doing till about 20 min. ago. And last night I didn't do anything at all cept go back to work with Casey and help Lara in floral make all the coursages for the White River Prom tonight. It was so funny cause Josh walked in and I looked up at him, he cocked his head to the side and was like what are you doing here? I asked him at about the same time too he said that he needed to get a coursage made and I told him that I was making them. He shaved off his side burns that go down to the goate but not the side burn part though. I was like DAMN! he still looks good but I liked it. Oh well, it's not my say and he doesn't care so whatever. Did I say anything about the hott tub? I don't think I did. AHHHHH so thursday night Athey and Gale called me and was wondering what I was doing. They wanted me to go over to Dowdy's house to sit in the hott tub with em. It was so much fun! At first I felt weird because I was the only girl there, who else would have been? but yeah those guys are so much fun. we were over there for about an hour and a half then Athey and I took Gale home then Athey came over to my house for awhile. a long while. D.J. was still here when we got back from bringing my sister home so Athey came inside for awhile. We watched Finding Nemo in my room, he was over till 3 in the morning. I was scared that he was going to get in trouble for going home so late but he said that he wasn't so whatever! he didn't! lucky him. I kept telling him that he should have just stayed the night ha ha ha he would have gotten in trouble for sure then! great fun great fun so tonight I am going with Sam to go rally his truck! isn't that exciting? yeah everyone else is out...Athey, Gale, Little, and Dowdy are all at Prom, Casey is in Seattle with Parron, Ben is at work, Roger is in California, Jon is at the play, Chantelle is in Oregon, and Lacey is at work not to mention that she is taking my sister to Dakodas tonight. Oh, yeah and I was going to go but Deanna is going so I'm not anymore. Ontop of that sister just left without saying goodbye for the night when Sam called because she didn't want me to know that she was going up to Deanna's house like 2 hours before they were even going to go out because she didn't want me to know that they were going to be hanging out. That really hurts because that was sneaky. Whatever, I can't get mad that she's just going to go behind my back and hang out with the person I like least in the world not to mention that she's Joe's ex-girlfriend and didn't care that she was saying that she was still sleeping with Joe when he was going out with me. GRRR now I'm pissed, I can't really be mad though cause she's a cunt, joes an inconsiderate asswhole and I have new, better friends now that I'm not going out with him anymore. I can hang out with more people whenever I want without him crying about me putting my friends in front of him. Not only that but I've been so much happier! I don't fight with anyone but Kaitlyn and everything is great in life. I'm graduating in about a month, then Roger is coming up for a week, I'm going to Prom with Athey and Dowdy and I just got a new job. All I really need now is a truck then everything will be perfect! Michael wants me to move out with him, I guess that's what he told my mom, as soon as we find out if we are going on strike or not he's moving out and needs a room mate so he thought of me. I don't know what to do because maybe I should just move away to California for a little while and forget about all my problems here? I don't know what I want to do. It doesn't really matter right now anyways so I guess that I can just worry about it later. Alright, I'm going to go do some laundry or something before Sam gets here. Whoever read all of this is crazy becuase it's so boring. Who did read all of this? just wondering. I'll talk with you all later!