New Pictures
Hiya, everyone. Here are some new pictures that I just got. Also, some text since I need to just update in general.
I started guard again. It do sabre now and it was extremely frusterating at first. But I'm getting better. I have some bruises and cuts and achey muscles and hurting wrists, but that's alright. Atleast, when I'm older and can't move properly, I can look back and see it was fun. HaHa.
John went to North Carolina last Friday morning. And he won't be back until September 4. I really miss him. Not just one really....more like 8,754,684,654,654 really's. It's so weird. I miss him alot. And I want him to come home. I want him to come home so I can hug him and so I can kiss him. I want him to come so I can tell him I love him in person and not just over the phone. I want him to come home so we can just be together. It's so frusterating. Just being home and watching everyone have great relationships. Just watching them hug each other and kiss each other. Not that I'm mad that John is away or that other people are happy. I know that John misses me and that he really wants to be with me now too. And I know that all he wants to do is be with me. But it's still frusterating. It's like everytime I see a couple kiss after band practice, I don't know what to do. I can't verbalize how I feel. That would be stupid. During band I just wish that he'll just appear. Just be there. I know he can't be, though. He's with his family. I'm not angry about it. I'm not holding a grudge against him. That would be even more ridiculous than verbalizing how I feel in front of people.
I never realized how hard this would be. I thought, "Oh, two weeks isn't that bad. It'll go by so fast that I won't even realize it happened." But no, time is going by so slow.
I just want him home.
My neck looks super long. HaHa.
I'm sitting on rocks near the water and we had to break into a no Trespassing area so we could get to the rocks. HaHa. We were waiting for the cops to come.
Anyone who was behind me could see right up that skirt. Rather embarassing. Luckily there really wasn't anyone until the very very end of the street.
I'm a badass...
I'm so cute....getting ready to swing that bokken at your face. ^_^ HaHa
I started guard again. It do sabre now and it was extremely frusterating at first. But I'm getting better. I have some bruises and cuts and achey muscles and hurting wrists, but that's alright. Atleast, when I'm older and can't move properly, I can look back and see it was fun. HaHa.
John went to North Carolina last Friday morning. And he won't be back until September 4. I really miss him. Not just one really....more like 8,754,684,654,654 really's. It's so weird. I miss him alot. And I want him to come home. I want him to come home so I can hug him and so I can kiss him. I want him to come so I can tell him I love him in person and not just over the phone. I want him to come home so we can just be together. It's so frusterating. Just being home and watching everyone have great relationships. Just watching them hug each other and kiss each other. Not that I'm mad that John is away or that other people are happy. I know that John misses me and that he really wants to be with me now too. And I know that all he wants to do is be with me. But it's still frusterating. It's like everytime I see a couple kiss after band practice, I don't know what to do. I can't verbalize how I feel. That would be stupid. During band I just wish that he'll just appear. Just be there. I know he can't be, though. He's with his family. I'm not angry about it. I'm not holding a grudge against him. That would be even more ridiculous than verbalizing how I feel in front of people.
I never realized how hard this would be. I thought, "Oh, two weeks isn't that bad. It'll go by so fast that I won't even realize it happened." But no, time is going by so slow.
I just want him home.
My neck looks super long. HaHa.
I'm sitting on rocks near the water and we had to break into a no Trespassing area so we could get to the rocks. HaHa. We were waiting for the cops to come.
Anyone who was behind me could see right up that skirt. Rather embarassing. Luckily there really wasn't anyone until the very very end of the street.
I'm a badass...
I'm so cute....getting ready to swing that bokken at your face. ^_^ HaHa