mushroom time
ha, pretty stupid summer so far. i guess i already bitched about that though. it doesnt matter. i got toads. seriously, im such a fucking dork. i spent all day today doing art. dont get me wrong, love the art, but..ack..w/e. im going to have fun tomorrow. i think ill bike ride or something. havent really gotten off my ass in awhile. seriously, its been art and bed and cleaning and yogurt and grad parties. hehe...yogurt. havent really felt like workingout lately. its been like almost a week. ack, thats my own damn fault though. tomorrow. o yea, ive been hanging out with my sister's friends. shea's like my sister though, so thats kool. yea, im not goin to traverse city anymore. we were gunna go cuz my cousin's wedding, but now were not cuz long story. yea, me n the toads had great fun today. i took em outside to play and they started eating the ants off my legs. it was pretty funny. 2D is the fattiest fatass ever! conner and sawyer are bout to explode too lol. yea, in germany i think it was, green toads are spontaneously exploding. the theory is that crows are pecking out the toads' livers and causing their bodies to puff up in defense, but all the pressure and blood and stuff having no where to go causes the toads to blow up. stupid crows. ill kill them all. yep, so im home all summer. big suprise there. all well. ill just make up an imaginary friend to play with. ill call him zip. hahaha. hehehe. i think im gunna excersise alot starting tomorrow. yea, thats it. i cant beleive its over. 1 year and eight months just gone. i dont know whether to be sad or relieved anymore. maybe both. i feel like an asshole for doing it on the first day of summer, but ive been holding this in for months, and i think i just eventually blew my hay. lol, wut a dorky saying. ha! w/e. i mean, ive gone through break ups. everyone does. but this one feels so much worse then the others. i feel like ive been split down the middle and half of me is lost, yet if i were to find that other half again, id just drown in a sea of black. w/e, im sure things will get better. im just being over dramatic. right now it feels like im in huxley's novel "brave new world" and im the only one not taking soma. in other words,i picked the wrong time to be not with some one. w/e. ill just draw it out. i wanna mow the lawn. god if the mice only knew.