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its been a long time. i know i said it was my last entry. but sometimes, you just gotta let things out. i could write in a diary. i could write a bulletin on myspace. but i kinda just feel like updating here. so much has happened these past few months. ever since june, life has been one great roller coaster. sometimes you drop so fast, you think your going to crash, then suddenly your climbing to the top again. w/e. right now, i dont know how i feel. i love the way life is going now, in the sense of my friends. couldnt ask for better friends then alicia, julie, candace, linsey all those guys. however, relationship wise, feels like im cursed. im one of those girls that knows i dont need a boyfriend to complete me, but you know, having a guy around would be really nice. am i undatable? is that it now? how is it that the honest, loyal girl gets left out. havent got to cuddle or any of that with anyone in over 6 months. i know im not the "best catch" or anything. i have a lot of flaws, but how is it that ppl so conceited and ugly on the inside get to have that, when they dont even appreciate it. w/e. the world is screwed up. i dont even know why im writing this. atleast no one checks this anymore. and if they do, w/e. im just so pissed, so lonely. feels like its gunna be this way for awhile. love always finds you when you least expect it. i just wish itd come get me soon, cuz this is so lonely.