paint, trust, and betrayal
hey there guys, i just figured id update. alot has happened since last time i updated. i cant remember when that was, and im too lazy to look back and read. ha! we finally finished painting the school! hehe. that was so much fun. sabula (art teacher) got us a free day off school, and excused absence0, and we went to the school all day and just painted. we even got to go out to recess!!!! we got chased by a sworm of 1st graders. one word -scary-. ^^. we literally ate slept and breathed paint for a week straight, but it looks awesome now. then saturday sabula took the art gang (me, lindsey, billy, liz, erik, deana, lauren, stephani, and a not there jill) to go see CORPSE BRIDE! hehe. awesome movie. i loved it. 2 weekends ago i met Tj form myspace. mary and julie met him with me and we all went to this really cool pet store that had nothing but reptiles, amphibians, and kittens. that was my heaven ^^. that was an aweosme time. then the next day julie took me and alicia to get boxes for photography. were makin cameras!! =D. i finally got my still life done. i was freakin out over it considering bula doesnt give late grades. we ran 2 miles in gym today. curse 2nd hr gym!!!!
over these past few weeks ive learned who my real friends are, who i can really trust, and those who have betrayed/deceited me. i dont know what i would do without my friends, and i cant even put into words how deeply enraged i am at those who have snuck behind my back and walked all over me while i was ready to give an arm for them. now that everything has been made clear to me, i look back and see how oblivious i really was to everything. how could u? did u really think i would never find out? every thing u said before to me that i did not understand, that i could not see, is being magnified 100 x over now. fuck u. did u really think u could ever share wut we shared? fuck u.
over these past few weeks ive learned who my real friends are, who i can really trust, and those who have betrayed/deceited me. i dont know what i would do without my friends, and i cant even put into words how deeply enraged i am at those who have snuck behind my back and walked all over me while i was ready to give an arm for them. now that everything has been made clear to me, i look back and see how oblivious i really was to everything. how could u? did u really think i would never find out? every thing u said before to me that i did not understand, that i could not see, is being magnified 100 x over now. fuck u. did u really think u could ever share wut we shared? fuck u.