May 30, 2004 23:22
well i wrote another song. it's another sad song though it has nothing to do with anything in my life currently. i'm listening to "the room's too cold...but your so hot" by the early november. it's my favorite song by them and it's a very sad song too. i guess it helps the mood for writing sometimes. it's very powerful to me.
my song, however is about a car crash. I was laying on my bed reading and I had a flash of a dream picture. It was, if you could imagine placeing a video camera mounted on the back left seat of any car. where that little handle is above the door. now imagine the view of that camera if it were not on the handle but kind of hovering a little behind the drivers seat but enough to see the place ebtween the driver and pasenger seat. if you get that, then good.
All the flash was of a guy driving and his g/f in the passenger seat and them holding hands wth their hands resting in the center. while in a car crash so the sides are slowly breaking and crumpling inward towards them as if they're being slowly compacted. if any of you ever saw p.o.d.'s alive video, kind of like that but my scenario. so I had thos overwhelming emotion run over me like I was and needed to break down, almost like the feelings I think I would have if ZI knew someone who die like that. More like that's what's going to happen. you know that creep feeling of something bad happening that could happen.
So I just started singing and then writing what I felt as the driver and holding my g/f, the girl I love, hand. the emotions of losing her but telling her it WILL be alright and that it's not so bad. this si what I wrote.
"My bones are breaking in so close in this moment...for you...I'd die.
& I'll hold you hand always, forever just know that I'm here tonight.
& I'll always be with you, body & soul, I'm not leaving, You're not alone.
Listen to me baby, be quiet, we'll be home soon & we'll be whole."
That's all I have. If I write anymore I will post it here.