Supernatural, Castiel, Envy/Lust/Pride
Supernatural, Castiel, Envy
Title: Acceptance
Author: martyred_wings
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters/Pairing: Castiel, appearance by Dean and Sam
Prompt: Envy
Word Count: 384 words
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural, or its characters, but I wish Castiel was mine!
Castiel stood off to one side, watching Dean as he shared a moment with his brother, laughter echoing through the air as the Winchesters threw an abandoned basketball to one another, enjoying an impromptu game to alleviate the stress. The angel watched, a sad smile on his face, feeling envious of the brothers, for having something he no longer had.
Dean and Sam had each other, family to the end, no matter the trials and tribulations that befell them. Castiel blinked, looked down, eyes downcast, sad, lonely. His brothers had abandoned him, cast him from Heaven, blocked him from where he belonged, from themselves, even from the majority of his own powers. At least Dean had his brother there for him, when all Castiel had now was himself.
The basketball fell at Castiel’s feet, a sad, orange orb that begged to be played with. Castiel looked up, met Dean’s gaze and saw love there, respect, genuine admiration and adoration trapped deep within the hunter’s deep green gaze. Castiel found himself smiling at his lover, suddenly reminded that all was not lost for him, that there was no need to feel envious when all was not lost.
In losing his own family, Castiel had still found love, with someone who accepted him for who he was, rather than what he was. It was refreshing to the angel to be loved unconditionally, and the envy slipped away through his fingers, escaping like tendrils of smoke on the wind.
He picked up the basketball between grasping fingers, bounced it experimentally on the ground, before he threw it to Dean, who grinned in appreciation at him. It seemed with that one action, of joining in, Castiel had further cemented Dean’s love and acceptance. Even Sam was smiling in approval, eyes glancing from Castiel, to Dean, back to Castiel again, with an expression of longing on his face.
With that one look, Castiel knew that he was not the only one to feel envy. With that one look, Sam had shown his true hand, of being envious towards Dean and Castiel’s relationship, of their love shared between them, of their unbreakable bond. Castiel felt contentment for the first time in a long time, knew that nothing could come between his love for Dean, nor Dean’s love for him ....
Supernatural, Castiel, Lust
Title: Fluttering on red wings
Author: martyred_wings
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters/Pairing: Castiel, pairing - Castiel/Dean
Prompt: Lust
Word Count: 346 words
Rating: nc17
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural, or its characters, but I wish Castiel was mine!
Castiel felt Dean’s hands pressing firmly against his wings, fingers digging in and dragging across soft feathered surfaces, manipulating his wings, making Castiel arch his back from the bed, groaning loudly with need, with want, with unbidden lust. He loved it when Dean touched his wings, loved it more when the hunter kissed them, soft lips brushing gently against feathered wingtips, heavily muscled wing bases, slightly oily flight feathers.
Castiel arched his back once more when he felt Dean’s hand wrap around the angel’s erect dick, stroking him firmly, smearing pre-cum over the sensitive skin of the angel’s erection, fingers sweeping over the tip, catching in the slit and making Castiel mewl with need.
Castiel felt lust flutter on red wings through his body, consuming him, taking over everything he was until his world narrowed down to the feel of Dean’s hand steadily jerking him off, soon replaced by the feel of Dean’s mouth wrapped sensuously around his straining erection. Castiel’s breath caught in his throat, threatened to choke him, as his hips lifted from the bed, fucking his dick deeper inside Dean’s mouth, enjoying the feel of Dean’s lips stretched around his dick, his tongue suckling and laving across the veined underside of his cock.
Castiel gave into the lust raging through him, felt his orgasm explode through his body, and his hips lifted from the bed once more as he filled Dean’s mouth with spurts of his come. Loud cries of want, of need, of animalistic desire burst forth from Castiel’s lips, his mouth wide, stretched, body shuddering with aching need for the hunter.
Slowly, he slumped to the bed, sated, weak, pleasured, arousal still hanging heavy in the air, as Dean slowly spread Castiel’s legs wider, settling his own body between them, eyelids heavy with lust of his own. Castiel felt sinful, naughty, needed Dean to take him, do with him as he wanted, to fuck him and fill him up with his dick.
He shuddered, eyes blind, mind going blank with bliss as Dean slowly started preparing Castiel for his entrance ...
Supernatural, Castiel, Pride
Title: The cost of being banished
Author: martyred_wings
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters/Pairing: Castiel, appearance by Dean
Prompt: Pride
Word Count: 236 words
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural, or its characters, but I wish Castiel was mine!
Castiel stood alone, memories of his night of passion with Dean still clear in his mind, a smile touching his lips with remembrance. Love hung heavy in his heart, made it beat harder, as his eyes fluttered closed, arms lifting towards the skies.
He wondered where Lucifer was, what his plans were, what his next move would be. He remembered Lucifer’s fall from Heaven, his grace scattering to the four winds as he plummeted into the Pit, too proud to bow down before humans, to love them as Castiel did. Lucifer was proud, too proud to put humans before God, their Father, said it was unnatural to pledge allegiance to beings that were little more than hairless apes. Lucifer, the bringer of light, claimed his love, and his obedience to God behind his actions, and Castiel still remembered the pain in Lucifer’s eyes when he was judged, and banished by Michael himself.
Castiel’s heart hung heavy in his chest suddenly. In a way, he was just like Lucifer, barred entrance to Heaven, for loving too much. Unlike his fallen brother, Castiel was trapped on Earth, a prisoner to the whims of human society, loyal to no one but Dean Winchester, loved no one but Dean.
If that was the cost of being banished from Heaven, then Castiel could find happiness in that thought. Dean was all he had, and Dean was all he wanted now ....