Dec 13, 2004 00:10
Being the underdog in any given situation can either help you, or hurt you.
This being said, I want to say that my finals presentation in stage management is going to be like the Bengals winning the Superbowl. God, wouldn't that be cool, but it probably won't happen. When in a group comprised of my friends (Jade, Jesse, Steve Beck, and Wayne), one would almost expect us to fail. However, we aren't as bad off as I thought, so that's good. They're all smart motherfuckers, but the rest of the world flips them shit for, well, acting like shits sometimes.
I'm pretty tired, and finals week hasn't even started. Not a good sign when one of your finals is 10 essay questions and 20% of a grade. Ah well, Fuck it!!!
Life is hectic for me right now, but overall, life is decent. I'm sometimes wrestling with my own inner turmoil, and my own shit, just like the rest of the world, but I don't feel like it's anything I can't handle.
After all the shit clears this week, I can be happy and make my music, which will kick ass, cuz I've kinda unhappy lately, and buildin' beats and laying down tracks makes me happy, and stimulates my brain.
I miss my friends back home, and my homegirl out in Manhattan...represent, shoup 100.
-jb