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[79elcamino]

my grandfather passed away at 11:50 on january 21. it hurts so bad to know that i will never be able to see him again. it happened so fast. i saw him earlier that day and he was as healthy as can be. i dont know how it happened yet, im guessing it was a heart attack. he was my father, he and i did everything together. everything i learned about anything in the real world, i learned from him. i feel so sorry for my gradmother, all she did was take care of him. i still cant believe that hes really gone. he never hurt, he was so strong, and hes gone. i love you pawsie, i thank you for everything you did.

i want to thank everybody that helped me get through this. you guys mean the world to me.

i especially want to thank chandra, i dont know if i could have made it without you. i love you baby, you really are my bestfriend.