May 12, 2004 19:05
i have no fucking clue what to say. any suggestions? not sure why but ive been extremely curious lately and asking everyone all sorts of questions about everything. today at school, this one chick got freaked out because during lunch she said i was interrogating her. at first, it was a nice conversation, 20 minutes later one of her friends were threatening to kick my little skinny white punk ass. or something to that effect.
why are people racist towards me at this school, is it because im a minority. or is it because im a white person that says whats on my mind whenever i feel like to whoever i feel like. yeah ive got my ass kicked here and there, well actually everytime. but the pain is temporary.
FUCK DRUGS!
FUCK SEX!
FUCK ALCOHOL!
FUCK SCHOOL!
FUCK PEOPLE!
FUCK DRUGS, THAT RUINS YOUR LIFE!
FUCK SEX, YOU WILL NEVER GET IT!
FUCK ALCOHOL, THAT WILL ONLY GET YOU SICK!
FUCK SCHOOL, ITS A PLACE TO GET PUT DOWN!
FUCK PEOPLE, THEY MAKE IT POINT TO TELL YOU, YOULL NEVER MAKE IT, GET A JOB YOU BUM, FUCK OFF, GET AWAY YOU FUCKING FREAK, WHY CANT YOU ACT NORMAL.....your only gonna fail.
define fail. is it not making mad money? is it not have a nice car? is it not having a bunch of friends? is it not graduating? is it being ashamed to show up your high school reunion?
i know what it would take for my life to be a success story in my eyes.