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[77amaya]

so, christmas time is kinda on its way, its like just around the river bend.
and i made a christmas tree art piece out of a chair and lights and decorations
i totally enjoyed it, probably too much

i got my secret santa room mate gift, and its a good one
talking to my parents about whats going to be going on at my house made me kind of weary, but i think ill surive the holiday with few scrapes and brusies, hopefully no tears this year. ive got some pretty low expectaitons, but maybe new people that im not suspecting will bring me down.

i go to rome on wednesday.
thats so neat.

i really enjoyed when david came over today, and i know that no one reads these posts and no one knows who david is, but i enjoyed our time together none the less.

as for that other guy.
i continue to believe what i have believed for some time.
he simply doesnt want me anymore,
thus,
there is nothing to do but wonder why this always happens to me,
and im tired of wondering about that
so for now, cyber space,
i think im doing just fine.

except for my inability to sleep, which still prevails im afraid.
and my desire for new good music, which has not been fufilied.