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Ughhghg. I feel just so sick and tired of everything.
I feel like a giant let down. Dad won't stop lecturing me about school which I can't fucking take cause it's the only way he's involved with me. The weekly lecture is pretty much the only time we talk.
I can't burn with Brodie anymore, because he always just passes out.
Like tonight. Where we were supposed to have an important talk. I called at eight, his dad said he was right out. I called for the last time at 9:30 and he's still sleeping.
It drives me crazy some times.
What a contrast to the last entry.
I forgot to add that last wednesday the 9th, Mom and I went and saw Jann Arden. We went for dinner and did some shopping and stuff downtown. It was cool I guess. I haven't spent that much time with my mom in forever.
I'm starting to feel like I don't have any real friends anymore. Not like before.
I don't know. I really want to be on a high again. I miss when life was more than just okay.
I feel like a giant let down. Dad won't stop lecturing me about school which I can't fucking take cause it's the only way he's involved with me. The weekly lecture is pretty much the only time we talk.
I can't burn with Brodie anymore, because he always just passes out.
Like tonight. Where we were supposed to have an important talk. I called at eight, his dad said he was right out. I called for the last time at 9:30 and he's still sleeping.
It drives me crazy some times.
What a contrast to the last entry.
I forgot to add that last wednesday the 9th, Mom and I went and saw Jann Arden. We went for dinner and did some shopping and stuff downtown. It was cool I guess. I haven't spent that much time with my mom in forever.
I'm starting to feel like I don't have any real friends anymore. Not like before.
I don't know. I really want to be on a high again. I miss when life was more than just okay.